Seeking the way home for caviar is beyond Yu Tai's expectation! !

Yuzi and I are brothers and sisters. We were born on the same day. She was born only ten minutes before me. In other words, Yuzi and I are twins. Therefore, Yu Zi is not only my sister who is related by blood, she and I are like reflections in each other's mirror. When we were children with children's hairstyles, if we exchanged clothes, neither teachers nor classmates nor even parents could tell us apart. There are always some abnormal fetters between twins that ordinary people can't understand. Just as I always thought that Yu Zi was another me in this world, only together can we be complete. I am quite insistent on this point, which may be paranoid and morbid to others. Because she is another' me' relationship, she can't leave my sight. We stay together for 24 hours and even hold hands when we sleep. Because she is another' me' relationship, I must know everything about her, what she is thinking and what she is going to do. We live as close as conjoined bodies, and I don't want to be close to anyone except Yu Zi. But our simple little world has become more and more complicated since we went to kindergarten. Yuzi and I, as lovely twins, are always paid too much attention by others. I hate contact with the group environment. I hate that it will distract the seeds and make our little world have unexpected factors. So Yuzi and I never play with other children. After seeing that we always play games by ourselves, the kindergarten teacher said helplessly, "Yu Tai likes her sister very much. But my sister seems to want to play with other children. Let's play together. " I refused to say, "Don't. We don't have to play with others. Yu Zi looked back and enviously at others, looking a little lost. I hate kindergartens and teachers who seduce Yu Zi. When I got home, I made a scene and vented my dissatisfaction by going on a hunger strike for dinner. I went to bed early that night and played dead in front of the wall. Yu Zi climbed into bed and gave me a gentle push: "Yutai, I won't play with others. "

"guarantee?"

"Well, say yes." After she turned off the light, I pulled the quilt and let her sleep together. We looked at each other face to face in the dark. I put my little finger in front of her: "Yu Zi, we will be together forever." She stretched out her finger and pulled the hook with me. Although I am not as suspicious as I am, I am also very important to Yu Zi. Even though Yu Zi and I were assigned to different classes, she never made friends with me and stayed outside the classroom with me. She occasionally shows lonely eyes, but she always gives priority to my mood. I am spoiled by her disguise, and I am very happy. Our agreement lasted for many years until the year when I was about to enter the preparatory class. There is a guy named Li Ming in Yu Zi's class. This guy likes Yu Zi from the first grade and often follows me and Yu Zi like a follower, but Yu Zi never pays attention to him. When I was about to graduate, I heard that this guy was going to a junior high school different from ours. I thought I would never mind him from now on.

Unexpectedly, he wrapped the seeds in the school garden when I was sent down by the teacher to deal with my work after school. Hearing the news of the onlookers, I arrived at the first time. Li Ming complained to me for a long time, and after being disturbed by me, he had a conflict with me. I punched him on the bridge of the nose after he pointed out that I was disgusting and a pervert who loved my sister. This is the first fight in my life. I'm quite talented. Li Ming was beaten by me and fell to the ground without even room to fight back. If Yu Zi hadn't caught me, he might have died of a nosebleed. Yu Zi, who has always been gentle and indifferent, was angry with me for the first time that day. When she got home, she ate without saying a word, bathed alone, and read early in bed. "Sorry, Yu Zi." Yu Zi didn't look up at me and said gloomily, "Although you are apologizing, you feel that you are not wrong in your heart. If possible, you want to beat Li Ming again, because I am angry with you because of him. " I can't refute it. "I didn't take him to heart. Why do you want to do such a thing that will cause trouble? " I said impatiently, "If you don't care about him, why do you want to go to the garden with him?" I hate it when someone takes you away. Only we can be together forever. "Yu Zi closed the book with a bang. I took the book and put it on the desk: "Sister. Don't be angry with me. "

"You only call me sister when you are spoiled."

"If I make up coquetry, you will always be angry." I approached her and tried to kiss her. I have never been rejected by her, and I received her resistance for the first time. She pushed me away: "Sister? Still angry? "

"We have grown up, don't do such childish things again."

On the summer vacation when I entered the preparatory class, Yu Zi begged my parents to build a wall in the center of our room. I share a room with her and don't sleep together anymore. After school, Yu Zi met a classmate named Li Dan, and soon became good friends with her. I hate Li Dan very much, not because I am possessive of Yuzi, but because I have investigated Li Dan and know that she is close to Yu Zi for a purpose. But no matter how I persuaded Yu Zi, Yu Zi refused to stop her friendship with Li Dan. Maybe it doesn't matter whether this person is Li Dan or Zhang Dan. Yu Zi is to use this silent means to retaliate against my excessive possessiveness, and found her angry in my little world of two people. I dare not touch Yu Zi's lamella again, because I am afraid that Yu Zi will get farther and farther away from me, so I accept the existence of Li Dan. That was the worst decision I ever made in my life. In the spring of sophomore year, Yu Zi disappeared. I'm not at school. I'm looking for her like crazy. Looking for a needle in a haystack lasted for half a year, and I didn't find any clues. In the early winter of that year, I found Yu Zi. The reason is that her body was found in Li Dan's room with Li Dan, who was insane and shouted "I didn't kill her". ( 1)

As long as I can remember, I knew that my parents liked me better than my twin sister Yu Zi. Whether it is toys, clothes or food, I always do better than Yu Zi. I was held by my parents for a long time, and I was also held by Yu Zi for a long time. If I were now, I would easily come to the conclusion that my family is very patriarchal. But for young me, I don't understand why my parents prefer me. I feel wronged for not getting the same love. Even though my parents dote on me, I feel sorry for Yu Zi. Therefore, I love Yuzi more than anyone else. I stayed with her all the time and didn't want her to feel lonely. At the age of four, Yu Zi had a dangerous high fever. I stayed with her all the time, afraid to leave one step, so that I wet my pants with shame. When she woke up, she looked at me and shed tears. "Get better soon, Yu Zi."

"Well ... I'll get better soon." Yu Zi said and held out a finger. "Tick-tock, we will be together forever." I quickly put my finger on her hand and made an agreement with her. After Yu Zi recovered, we became more and more inseparable. I thought we could be together forever as described in fairy tales. When I was five years old, my family went on a trip. Our car had an accident and rolled over into the valley. In that accident, when Yu Zi and I were crushed under the luggage together, my father chose to save me. No one rescued the remaining seeds, because the gasoline leaked and exploded and turned to ashes in the accident. At that time, I lost my beloved sister and Yu Zi forever. (2 bis)

When I followed my parents to get Yu Zi's body, she was lying in Li Dan's room and was taken away by the police. I looked at her pale body and slowly remembered everything. This is not the first time that Yu Zi died in front of me. The last time was when we were only five years old. Yu Zi died in a car explosion during the trip, right in front of me. That time, I couldn't bear the cruel fact. Since then, countless times, I hope that life can start again, Yu Zi can grow up healthily and safely with me, and we can be together forever and never part. Although I don't know the reason, my wish came true, and I really started a new life with Yu Zi. This time, at the age of five, we experienced a rollover accident together, but Yu Zi was rescued by a kind person before the explosion. Yu Zi didn't die. We grew up together until today. Although I don't remember what happened before, the feeling that Yu Zi once died in front of me in the explosion still remains with me. I am afraid that the residual seeds will always disappear in my subconscious, and that the residual seeds in front of me at this moment are just the product of my fantasy. Because of this endless fear, I have an irresistible obsession with Yu Zi. I have been forcing her to make an agreement with me: we will be together, and we will be together forever. I held her tightly, and she tried desperately to escape from me and escape to Li Dan. He might kill her. I regained the seeds of life and died because of my paranoia. To my great pain and regret, I still don't know the reason for her death. What happened during the time when she disappeared, and what kind of torture did she suffer to show such a painful expression on her face at the moment of death? My' forever', with the death of my favorite seed, once again drew a full stop for me to collapse. Since then, I have spent my whole life looking for the truth about Yu Zi's death. I cheated Li Dan out of the hospital, imprisoned her crazily, vented all the darkness in my heart on her, and tortured her with unimaginable cruelty. When I tortured her to death, she smiled and said to me, "I hate you!" " Although I have no power to get back at you, if I do it again, I will torture Yu Zi. Let her break down and let her kill herself in front of me to torture you! "After she died, I vomited on her for several hours. Then I packed my clothes, climbed to the top of my hiding place and jumped down from there. When I opened my eyes again, I was already in a white fog. I forgot my name, where I came from and where I was going. The existence I created is called Mother Huko Mondo. She attracted me. I was originally a ghost of human beings, but at the moment I contacted her, she took away my qualification as a human being forever and turned me into a depraved emptiness with no self but desire. I am the first virtual in hueco mundo, the ruler of hueco mundo, and the virtual king. I waited alone in hueco mundo for millions of years, waiting for my virtual mother to be my partner. I have witnessed the contact of countless souls with virtual mothers, but they are gone. None of my companions was born, and I fell into almost eternal loneliness and despair.

Then one day, I finally met the girl who swallowed the virtual mother and replaced it in hueco mundo. (1 bis)

The moment the car exploded in front of my eyes, a white memory flooded into my mind like a door was opened. In that memory, I was a huge black monster with a big black hole in my chest. There is a girl with black hair in front of me. She is singing a song praising God. My body seems to lack something important, and I feel empty and lonely. I have been staring at the girl's back, because if I do that, it seems that I can contain the lingering despair in my heart. Girls are very important to me. For a long time, only she accompanied me. Her presence tells me all the time that I am not lonely or sad. There are people in this world who understand my pain and are willing to comfort me. I don't know when she became the only light that could save me. Her wish is to go back to her original home one day and leave me. I don't want to be separated from her, so I made up my mind that no matter where her home is, I must follow her back to her home, become her family and be alone with her forever. -Use the remaining seeds. I have found the memory of the past, and my eyes have been blurred by tears. Really realized my original wish. Although I have forgotten how I came to her, now I have become a family with her, sharing the same blood. However, we have only been together for five short years, and my wish to be with her forever was destroyed by this ruthless car accident. Since I can even realize my wish to go home with her, can I realize more incredible wishes? If possible, I hope that time can go back and our life can start again.

I am willing to pay any price, just for the resurrection of Yu Zi. (2 ter)

I feel the breath of virtual mother coming to hueco mundo again, and I fly with my wings. My name is Urchiola, and I am a Achyukas-class handicapped person who has lived in Hugh Comondo for a long time. Perhaps it is because the soul fragments that dominate my will are particularly powerful. Unlike other Achyukas, I don't prey on my own kind, and I won't degenerate. At the same time, I am too strong to be another food. So, although I am in hueco mundo in hell, I have not been fighting for survival like other emptiness. All I do every day is watch the progress of history like a bystander and wait intently … I don't know what to wait for. I only know that I have lost something very important, and I am waiting for her to come back. Today, I finally learned from my excitement that my soul was trembling. I am waiting for the virtual mother and the remaining seeds. I tried my best to fly towards her. Even if I tear my body and make me disappear, I won't stop moving forward. There is a kind of power, rather than emotion, which urges me to pursue her and yearn for her, and finally realize my wish to be with her. After several times of near disillusionment, my wish finally came true. She was chased by me and recognized me. I also got great strength from her and restored my human form. After that, my eyes stayed on her. I obey all her orders, and I will follow her wherever she wants to go. I am madly attached to her, as if I have no self at all. What is this strong feeling about Yu Zi? I don't understand it at all. Other Xu also expressed loyalty to her, but they all just instinctively worshipped her strength. As a void, I can't resist the bondage of Yu Zi's power, but I often think that the reason why I long for her should be more complicated. It feels like there are different souls in my body at the same time, but they all love Yu Zi in their own way. When I followed Yu Zi to the divine world and was bounced into the deity to become a god, the fog that had been hanging over my heart cleared away. I do have a lot of soul fragments in my body. I can be called God, Urchiola and Yutai. My trouble with Yu Zi began a long time ago. Maybe my entanglement with her actually happened in the distant future. At that moment of awakening, I stretched out my hand like Yu Zi. I want to hug her and tell her that I am her real family. Although I have become a completely different person, I hope she can always be with me. But I didn't do it. Although I don't know who I am, for me now, Urchiola's will has prevailed. Urchiola's wish is to make this' mother' who has been wandering for a long time and is exhausted by the long journey realize her wish to go home. This is my wish now. I will try my best to bring Yu Zi back to her original world. Although I don't know why our meeting and parting will become a reincarnation, I know that when Yu Zi returns to her original world, everything will definitely start again. At that time, another "me", a Yu Tai who knows nothing, may be able to realize my wish instead of me and stay with Yu Zi forever in the world of restarting reincarnation.

(8)

My twin sister has a friend named Li Dan, and their relationship is very good, which bothers me. When Li Dan first approached Yuzi, he had an attack purpose. She is jealous of the excellent Yu Zi, and she wants to try to take her place, regardless of her interpersonal relationship in the class or her position. I told Yu Zi everything about my secret investigation, hoping to get Yu Zi away from Li Dan. "I know." Yu Zi answered me calmly.

"If we know that, why do you want to be friends with her? ! "At that time, Yu Zi seemed to show a very complicated expression. A few years later, Yu Zi disappeared. I started spying on Li Dan, and I always thought that Yu Zi's disappearance had something to do with her. Li Dan has been very upset. Whenever someone mentions Yu Zi, her expression is tangled and even painful. Her performance gave me an illusion: if she was really the murderer who hurt Yu Zi's disappearance, her heart would be condemned by her conscience. After all, Yu Zi has been so sincere and kind to her for so many years. As long as Li Dan is not a woman with a heart of stone, she will always feel uneasy. It's just how can I believe that the woman involved in the disappearance of her best friend is not a demon with a heart of stone? I set a series of traps and invited her to the urn. Finally, after I cheated her of her trust, I drugged her and saw the notebook she used to imprison Yu Zi. I walked up to her and watched her sleeping coldly.

I picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table, and then my action stopped. No, if you stab her here, it's over. We must have gone wrong many times. Not only I, but also Yu Zi and even Li Dan have become different from ourselves in this process. Yu Zi, in particular, gradually cured my paranoia with unimaginable strength, and also cured Li Dan infected by the poison of hatred. I threw the fruit knife back on the coffee table and sat on the sofa. Yu Zi, I want to see you. This time, can I stay sane until I meet you? (noun)

I run with all my strength at night. Strenuous exercise gives me a headache.

Not long ago, Li Dan pushed me down the steps and my head hit the ground. I was in a coma for a day and a half, and I woke up not long ago because Li Dan tried to strangle me. My head is about to crack, but fear urges me to keep running like a whip on my spine. I feel like I've had it once before. After waking up from a coma, I learned that Yu Zi committed suicide by jumping from Li Dan's house with Li Dan in her arms. If it is not stopped as soon as possible, the tragedy will repeat itself! When I arrived, the window of Li Dan's room was broken, and smoke and flames were pouring out of it. When my heart almost stopped beating, I saw the residual seed standing alone in the shade. Yu Zi!' She looked up at me. Her eyes have completely lost their spirits and look blank. I hugged her hard, and tears dripped on her shoulder: "Why did you jump? You don't want to live! " "After a long silence, she answered me calmly," I'm tired. "I don't care about Li Dan, he is still in the fire and took the rest of the seeds. Yu Zi never pulled herself together. She didn't talk or go out. She won't eat unless others rush her, and her will to survive is very weak. I haven't been to school since I graduated from high school. I took Yuzi away from home and took care of her while working. So many years have passed. One night, I sat quietly in front of the TV watching the seeds of a blind date program and suddenly asked me, "Yu Tai, why don't you take your marriage partner home?" I paused: "I don't have that kind of object, I will always be with you. Yu Zi looked away from the screen for the first time in years and said, "I once had a lover. Before leaving, he told me to live well. But living alone is too lonely. People still need another person to accompany them. The person who can accompany you is not your sister, because her heart is dead. "I hid the deepest line of defense in my heart and suddenly collapsed. That night, I hugged her and told the truth I remembered over the years. We have been reincarnated several times. The past has become the fruit of today, and today's fruit has become the past. The endless cycle is like a circle, which binds me, Yuzi and many people related to us forever.

Where is the starting point of this reincarnation? At first, I couldn't judge whether I was Yu Tai, Virtual King, Urchiola or the creator of the dead world. As the time to enter reincarnation is getting longer and longer, it is hard for me to remember the past reincarnation. My narrative is fragmented, only knowing that all my memories are blurred, leaving only the feelings accumulated at work. I have probably lost my original idea and become crazy. No matter how many times I go through reincarnation, as long as I can stay with her, even if I see her pain, I will pretend not to see it and enjoy that false happiness alone like this. "I'm sorry, Yu Zi, I'm sorry. I was happy when I saw you come back to me with nothing. I don't think anyone can take you away from me this time. This time we will be together forever. But if you are unlucky, it means nothing to me to be together forever. " Yu Zi stroked my hair gently. After a long time, she said, "I suddenly feel a little relaxed after hearing you say that. I killed too many people in that world, and my hands were covered with blood. I always have to pay back what I owe. I have long known that my final outcome will not be very good. "

"No, Yu Zi, this will never be your ... no, our final outcome." I grabbed her slender hand and said, "Next time-

"Do we still have time?" "Well, there must be." I swallowed. "Not until you are happy." That night, I drove the two of us to Panshan Highway. "I'm leaving, Yu Zi." "hmm."

"If you are afraid, you can catch me." "No, I'm afraid. I think I can see my friends and lovers again, as if my mood suddenly became a little excited. " She broke into a long-lost smile: "Next time, you can't lose anyway. We must be stronger than we are now. " I nodded, maybe one day we will be happy, but after that, we may still be unable to escape the cycle of nightmares. I tasted this bitterness alone and hit the steering wheel hard. The car carrying us rushed out of the fence and flew down the hill. We can't stop obsessing and start all over again. After a long time, I accepted the divinity of the creator in the world of death, and remembered the smile of Yu Zi I saw at the end of my life a long time ago. At this time, the young jade son stood in front of me and looked at me anxiously. I took off my heart-killing knife and handed it to Yu Zi: "If you can't stop your continuous progress, this is the only way not to be separated from you." She picked up the spirit-cutting knife in some surprise. After studying for a while, she promised me seriously, "I will try my best to be with it." Seeing that her eyebrows are about to leave my strength, I am a little trance: "So, goodbye, Yu Zi." Yu Zi, it's me. I am Yutai. I am the first person in the world who knows not only your real name, but also your past. My heart is crying loudly, but my heart can't convey it to Yu Zi. I know better than ever that I am not the one Yu Zi wants to be together forever. I'm not the one who can make Yu Zi happy. So, goodbye, Yu Zi, this time, I hope you can be happy. I have gained a great power, which makes me exist in the past and the future and become omniscient and omnipresent. I am a god with such power. The girl who made me a god is called Yu Zi. I have an unusual attachment to her. I missed her all the time when she left my world. I am very eager to go to her, become her brother and relatives, and live with her. But Yu Zi lives in a different world. She is an only child and has no brothers. Life is like a line, with a beginning and an end. Even if I were a god, I couldn't appear out of thin air in a different world with no beginning and no end, and start my life as Yu Zi's brother and sister. In order to escape this lifeline rule that human beings must follow, I wrote a "rule" that belongs only to me. This "rule" completely connects the world where Yu Zi and I live, our past and future into a circle through Li Dan, a suitable medium. The past is the future, and the future is the beginning. We have infinite possibilities and will never be apart. In this way, I was born as my younger brother Yutai in the world where Yu Zi exists.

During the period when I hit my head and fell into a coma, I had a long dream and remembered many things about my reincarnation in previous lives. How on earth did I meet Yu Zi in my world and become attached to her before I entered reincarnation and became Yu Tai? Then, I found a truth that I deliberately ignored for a long time. Only when you become a god can you make' rules' to realize your desire to become a human being, and then you will become a virtual king of human beings with godhead. When you become a virtual king, you will keep a sense when you are swallowed up, and you will become Urchiola. Only when you become Urchiola will you become a god. In fact, since its initial birth, it has been trapped in such a cycle with no beginning and no end. There must be a higher existence in the world than me, and that existence has designed the' rules' that put me in the beginning and the end. Even if I am a god who can write the "rules" under my control, I am just one of the other "rules" that I can't escape. Shortly after Yu Zi published her book, she got pregnant through the early pregnancy test paper. This fact gave me a strong impact. What shocked me even more, however, was that Yu Zi's lover Kurodo Akabane, whom I only met in comic books, actually came true. He won easily in the first confrontation with our parents. It happened very quickly. He quickly completed the naturalization and immigration procedures for Yu Zi, hosted a banquet for our relatives as a wedding in the local area, and tomorrow is the day when he will take Yuzi to Japan. After that, although I can still visit Yu Zi by video or visiting relatives, the distance between us will be separated by an ocean. The afternoon before I left, I asked him to chat alone in a teahouse near the West Lake. In the face of his brother-in-law who hasn't said a few words to him, he should make an appointment very readily. After we had a cup of tea in a calm atmosphere, I said in English, "I have always been disgusted with your attempt to steal my sister." You don't know anything, why did you intervene among us in just a few years? He answered me with a smile: "I think I know enough, so much that I have been thinking about killing you recently." I looked at him coldly: "What do you know? "

"I know' rules' and' reincarnation', and I know they are all related to you."

"If you kill me, you will immediately start reincarnation. Is that all right? " There was a joke in his eyes: "Really? We seem to have defeated the rules. I don't want to admit that I am behind, but what he said is right. The reincarnation we encounter is a repeat of history. Even though history will change because of our efforts, the main events have not changed. This is because my fate with Yu Zi is already a circle with no beginning and no end. But the endless cycle like ours is against heaven. People can never exist for no reason, nor can they disappear for no reason. The same is true of life in Yu Zi's stomach. Now that it already exists, it can't just disappear. And this kind of life exists outside the' rules' I made and is not restricted by the' rules'. Its existence has become the starting point of a linear starting point, breaking the curse of' circle' and pulling our future back to a straight line with a visible end point. In other words, the "rules" were eliminated and the cycle was broken. The naked body that should return to his original world with the demise of that world appears in reality, which is the best proof. And I, who would have been reincarnated constantly, was cut off from the shackles of reincarnation and saved by Yuzi and naked body. " I think I should salute you. The' rules' you made are quite powerful. I don't know how long it will take to play with so many people in the world. "The naked body smiled." As an enemy, you are really exciting. I want to fight with you and really hit you. ""You can try. " I said coldly. The tense atmosphere ended with his sincere answer: "Still not. "I am very happy now." Suddenly have nothing to say. After a long time, I said, "Although you are the only man who can make my sister happy, I still hate you from the bottom of my heart." Please feel free. "

"My sister's children will be like my sister. If I take him out to play, Others will think that I am the father of the child. "

"In that case, I am a little troubled." I talked with him until the sun went down. Obviously the object is the man I hate most now, and I really can't understand my tolerance. The naked corpse flew to Japan with the remaining seeds to start a new life. Later, when I was in college, I chose to study in Japan because I was worried about Yu Zi. Shortly after I was admitted to Dong Qing University, Yu Zi gave birth to a lovely son named Kimimaro. I'm from heaven. This child looks just like me. The birth of George W. Kimimaro made me look forward to our brand-new future. The thought of a naked body, no matter how many children it has, may be like me. I can make a naked corpse who robbed me of more seeds feel sore throat all my life, and I am also gratified by some abnormal psychology.