What is Koike Mariko's wish?

A period in the form of memories can be said to be the entanglement of love triangle. I, Qingtian, have loved the handsome and excellent autumn leaves since middle school, but I always knew that the person in my heart was my best friend (it should be said that I was the only one in school who was fond of Zuo Xuhao, and other girls were jealous and disgusted with her femininity, and boys also had a sexual infatuation with her body, including Ji Zheng, of course).

Later, I was with Zuo Xu, and the three of them went to different cities and broke up soon. In the meantime, the urethra was damaged in an accident and impotence occurred. He only told me this, son. A Zuoxu married Kuoda, a great doctor, but lived a life like a little dissatisfied housewife, and often invited me to go out with Ji Zheng.

I quietly looked at my desire for Zuo Xu, but gradually I loved him more. I separate my soul from my body. I love myself, but I sleep with other men. A Zuoxu suspected that her husband Kuoda was having an affair with the maid. When he learned that the maid was pregnant, he drove a new sports car given by Kuoda and ran into a sound barrier on the way to buy beer with the maid, ending his life.

Ji Zheng and I got to know each other and fell in love with each other, but Ji Zheng always cared about the happiness he couldn't give women. On a seaside holiday, I swam to the deep sea in the most standard swimming posture with diving equipment as usual, and my class witnessed this scene with my own eyes. This youthful love is over.

The picture is switched to reality, Kiko is neither alive nor dead. She just lived quietly, married and did the same job as before. Knowing that An Tian was still alive, she went to see An Tian through recruitment. She said that An Tian was somewhat similar to the person she loved deeply. At the end of the story, Kuoda asked her to read a passage by a writer they both liked. After reading it, she closed the book, and the scenery in the yard was no different.