There is a kind of love that is willing to leave a brand for you.

Two days after the Qinhuangdao marathon, the redness and fever on the face became more and more obvious. I know it's a reaction to sunburn, so I have to keep applying aloe vera gel cold pack mask to supplement vitamin C. I know in my heart that I may never come back this summer, but I'm still not sad, because I was prepared before I went, knowing that you might hurt me, but I still chose to love you without hesitation. Qin Ma, you are really a girl that people love and hate.

? The first time I saw you, I was attracted by your reputation. The national marathon champion and the gold medal awarded by China Athletics Association alone are enough to attract more than 20,000 horse racing enthusiasts to hug you, and I am just one of them. But at that time, my favorite girl was not you. That girl named Dongying attracts me more than you, because she is a "gold medal event" certified by IAAF and a gold medal event evaluated by China Athletics Association. There are very few gold medal events without drawing lots, because she was badly hurt by two proud princesses, "Heavy Horse" and "Hanma", so I cherish her very much. Even if she postponed, I am determined to wait. However, I have a dispensable attitude. Even after I met her, I once wanted to give up on you, including going to see you at last. I dragged my tired body anxiously. I was in a bad state, and I should say sorry to you. I don't love you wholeheartedly, but you are the one who gives me the most joy. Thank you for your honor (creating my personal best) and your punishment (leaving a sunburn mark on me). Consider it my half-hearted punishment for you. Because I love you, I am willing to accept this punishment.

? I regard every marathon as an exam, not for grades, but for taking it seriously and going all out to live up to my dedication and love. Qin Ma is no exception this time. I just joined Dongying a week ago and achieved the small goal of breaking 4. After the game, my body recovered quickly. So I decided decisively that I couldn't give up Qinhuangdao the next day after I came back from Dongying, and I vaguely felt that I wanted to run Qinma. There is a horse race every week. It sounds crazy. Everyone is kindly reminding me to relax and pay attention to my health. I appreciate your kindness, but how do you know what it feels like if you don't try something? I really don't believe it.

? Accommodation and transportation are all booked with jing elder brother. On the way to the bus, I met the great gods in the runner's base camp. I am not good at words, but I just silently entered a mirror in the photo of the great gods. I admire jing elder brother's liveliness and cheerfulness, but he is good at doing things since he was a child. I especially like Aaron, who is also a Libra. It's reassuring and considerate to follow her out. She worked hard to prepare watermelons for us after running before and after menstruation. She has been waiting for us to reach the finish line and gave me a massage when she returned to the hotel. I'm really touched. The diet the day before the game is basically eating, drinking and drinking. Lunch was a roast duck arranged by a friend of Jingge, and dinner was a seafood dinner arranged by a friend of Along. Although I tried my best to control it, I still ate a lot of meat (which made my stomach uncomfortable the next day) and gave my friend a piece of advice. Don't eat meat and seafood the day before the game if you have poor gastrointestinal function, and you'd better eat noodle soup. After dinner, I bought breakfast the next day and went back to the hotel. I rode a bike to take part in the next day's competition. Because I didn't expect Qinhuangdao to suddenly cool down in advance, I was shivering with cold in half-sleeved shorts, glad I didn't catch a cold. It seems that more meat is a good thing. I met a lot of people in the property management office, and one of my uncles who participated in the 92 marathon admired it. I hope I can run at that age.

In particular, this apartment is really beautiful. Standing on the balcony, you can see the seaside downstairs. There are all kinds of facilities in the house, which makes me feel at home, especially the big glass on the balcony and the sofa in the living room. Compared with the depression of the hotel, I still like the comfort of the apartment and the youth travel, which is very Libra. I went back to my "home" and began to arrange the equipment for the next day. After a long struggle, I finally decided to wear vest shorts to run. After hastily ordering a makeup photo, I took off my makeup, washed my face and put on a mask in one go. After lying in bed, I looked at my watch 1 1:00, set the alarm clock for 4:50 and went to bed. I woke up the next day, opened my eyes and looked at my watch, at 4: 40. I always wake up ten minutes before the alarm clock rings, turn off the alarm clock, get up and drink water to empty my breakfast. A loaf of bread and half a bag of pickles are my standard for racing breakfast. There have been bugs this time, but I still feel uncomfortable after going to the toilet. At this time, I realized that maybe I ate too much water on the first day, which stimulated my stomach, so I didn't dare to drink too much water in the morning. There was no pat before this competition, but I met brother Wang Yang, took a group photo together, and then signed in for the queue. After all kinds of squeezing, I finally squeezed to a place 100 meters away from the starting point. Okay, here we are. Jing elder brother and I took a selfie, stood on tiptoe and took a photo of the starting point. I turned on my watch and headset, closed my eyes to calm myself down and waited for the start.

Every time a marathon starts, my heart is calm, just like going through a war. The start was smooth, and I felt very light when I lifted my legs. Perhaps it is the function of these Dowell shoes, or the warm-up before the game. In short, I feel very relaxed. I looked at the pace of 450, and I didn't feel uncomfortable after running for two kilometers. I don't like to set goals before a race, but I like to set segmented goals according to my own situation during running. This time, I thought it was ok, so I decided to stick to the rhythm of 450-5 10 until 30. The first half has been running smoothly, which can basically be controlled within 5 10, and the half-time takes 1:46:59. After 23 kilometers, I suddenly felt uncomfortable and dizzy (I regret that I didn't bring Huoxiang Zhengqi water, so it would be much better to eat one at this time). At that time, I began to panic. I quickly took out my energy bar and ate half of it. So re-adjust the strategy to ensure that the pace of 25-42 can be kept within 540, and look at the watch to adjust the pace while running. I can't remember the state at that time, but I feel dizzy? _? The second half of the journey, which is hot and particularly uncomfortable, is 32 kilometers and 39 kilometers. The loneliness along the way has long forgotten the pain of the body, only knowing to keep running. I have never had a deep feeling about whether it is better to run alone or together. It's comforting to be encouraged, but it's easier to control your body when you run alone. Comparatively speaking, I prefer to run alone. After all, it is a rare opportunity to be alone with yourself. However, it is really a great comfort to see people you know at the psychological limit. I prefer to call that state psychological limit, that is, I feel very tired and uncomfortable, but my body actually has energy, and I just need a kind of power to stimulate it. At this time, if I can have acquaintances as companions, I will soon regain my energy. This time, I am very grateful to the two little brothers I met at 32km and 39km. They took me for a run and quickly recovered my strength. I feel lucky every time. I especially like Qin Ma's shower. There are many showers and water. I feel covered in blood after every shower. I especially like Qin Ma's audience. I heard countless sentences along the way, such as "Come on, little sister", "You are so beautiful" and "Come on, beautiful girl". It is these enthusiastic encouragements that keep me going and smiling all the time. The final score is not important, but I can score 100. What is the score of 80? Therefore, I will do my best and play my best under the premise of physical permission. This plan is 345, conservative 350, and the final score is 349, which basically completes the goal, and also draws a perfect end for my whole Marseille in the first half of the year. Last year, from the first race of 20 17. 10.29 to 20 18.5. 13, the results ranged from 4 12 400 355 to 349. As a small white who just started horse racing, I am very satisfied. You can't run around anymore. I need more systematic training. Avoiding injury is the first priority. I hope I will never forget your initial heart and run happily.

The certificate just came down, and I ranked 14 in the age group. The bonus is not important to me, what matters is the honor. Everyone is eager to be recognized, and we all need a sense of accomplishment. This is understandable, so I readily accept compliments from others and bear negative voices that don't like me. After all, it is enough for me to fulfill my mission and please myself. Always tell yourself: honey, there is no one outside, just be yourself. The only regret is that I have no one to share this happiness. Just like the feeling of loss after crossing the finish line, the body is relaxed, but the heart is heavy. We have been waiting and looking. Love and being loved are eternal themes.

? It's been two days since the horse race, and everything is calm again. Good or bad running, fast or slow running, have all become the past. The only thing left is the trace of sunburn, but I am not sad at all, because I love it, so I am willing to get hurt for you. Running is just embellishing the branches and leaves of life. Work and life are our main lines. While experiencing and forgetting, don't forget your initiative and move forward bravely. I want to record my true feelings, because I'm afraid I'll forget, and I'm especially afraid of the feeling that I've experienced nothing. Every marathon is worth recording, I have gained something from my experience, and I will meet it with gratitude.