Change in time (original)

I have always prided myself on being very clever. As the first famous teacher in our district, I have participated in the demonstration national training of the Ministry of Education twice, participated in the activities of sending training to the countryside in Shanxi Province and Changzhi City for many times, participated in the unified examination proposition or examination work organized by the Municipal Education Bureau, and served as the judge of "teacher qualification certificate and special post teacher recruitment" in several cities. Over the past few years, I have been almost the main advocate and promoter of English education and teaching in primary schools in our region. What makes me particularly confident is that I have no intention of making a profit or being entrusted with training. Plus, I will write some so-called poems on the spot, and I feel a little complacent and pretentious.

However, in recent years, I have been frustrated in my work. Since 20 1 1 resigned as the head of the teaching and research group, especially after the "class transfer incident" on 20 13, I have gradually alienated from the leaders. 20 14 "title event" made me fall into the glacier. 2065 438+05-2065 438+06 Two years of teaching life Although I worked hard, I was still suppressed at work. When I returned to my alma mater last year, the old leader was transferred and the new leader didn't understand the situation. A middle-level leader is hot for power, and I am squeezed even more. I am the oldest and have the most classes. My mother was ill, so she asked me to bear the part-time class fee of the head teacher on the grounds that I adjusted my own class. In the end, my performance pay was pitifully low.

Anyway, after so many years of difficulties, I finally stumbled into the intermediate title and rose to the position of deputy director of the teaching and research section. However, from June 20 17, 1 1, my mother suffered from almost life-threatening diseases. My mother's illness, coupled with my fatigue and stress, almost broke me down. Insomnia every night, night sweats in the morning and evening are irregular, and menstruation stops early.

After the start of school, because of the complicated staff of the school Committee, our humble position finally failed to join the school Committee. At this time, I am a little sad and lost. But the news of my brother rekindled my hope and made me look forward to my work. When I looked back, I suddenly found that the road I wanted to take was full of thorns. The new generation bossed me around inside and outside, and the older generation was greedy and heartless.

Reading at night, I feel so incompetent that I always rely on others' help and pity. Why are you dissatisfied with Changle? Why not work happily? Why make a fool of yourself? I should thank the unit for having a platform but the pressure is not great, and I should also thank the outside for putting me on hold. I have enough time to accompany my mother, help my husband, do my own research and write my own professional thesis or thesis. Have time to volunteer and exercise.

From now on, read more quietly and complain less rashly; More work, more pay, work and life. Let your life be corrected and make your life more perfect!