In Dengzhou Xueyang Group

Time flies and years pass. In the blink of an eye, it has been nearly seven months in Xueyang.

For more than half a year, Xueyang has impressed me with joy and sorrow, laughter and tears, flowers and fruits, fragrance and color. Savor it carefully. It has always given me different life experiences. Correcting my thoughts, exercising my will, and strengthening my body and mind, this is also the reward I reap after Xueyang’s infinite efforts!

I have longed for countless times to be able to walk into Xueyang ; I have tried countless times to win the favor of Xueyang; I have imagined countless times that every bit of working in Xueyang is all hope, yearning and sustenance, thinking that Xueyang will definitely shine as brightly as its name. Others, and it will be like the meaning behind its name, after all, imagination is beautiful. When the true ideal shines into reality, it is cruel. Maybe everything has two sides. This is the normal reason and law for existence.

Since the day I walked into Xueyang, I have made up my mind and warned myself to be pragmatic, hardworking, courageous to take responsibility, conscientious, never slack off, and meticulous. The first person to come and the last person to leave every day must be me. It went like this for several months without any complaints.

When I first came here, there were no drivers in the company. There were two commercial vehicles driving in turns, and one was for leaders. This was the first task that had to be completed every day; Cars, whichever department goes out to do things, will go with the staff of that department. It is relatively busy at that time. The company is at the juncture of transformation and integration. There are many things to do, and the frequency of car trips is higher. Every day is an overloaded work state. , although very tired, but very happy. After all, life is very fulfilling, so fulfilling that there is no time to drink tea or fart.

Looking forward to the stars and the moon, finally a driver brother came and my task was shared. It can be said that I should take a break. But it backfired. Work is not something you can just stop if you want to. Maybe it will become a full-time job and it will be richer. After all, there are no ties and obstacles. You can only serve blindly and serve everything in a full-time job. everything.

From then on, I became the boss’s full-time driver, personal secretary, life assistant, logistics manager, daily handyman, etc. I once jokingly said that this was the title I gave myself. Miscellaneous affairs, complicated and complicated matters, all the miscellaneous and trivial matters are my daily work.

In the past seven months, I have included myself in the life of an abnormal person. I have never visited relatives, visited friends, had a meal with relatives and friends, and have never had a week. , I am on call 24 hours a day every day. Since I took this job, I want to do it well with all my heart. I always put it first. I feel like this is such a sacred work mission.

Mr. Yuehehe once said that when I pick up the pen, I am the best in the world, but when I put down the pen, I am a human being with my tail between my legs. To be honest, the second half of this sentence is the most accurate and true portrayal of myself. The way I have been working is to be a deaf, blind and mute person with my tail between my legs every day. Although he is not a celebrity in our cultural circle, he still has a certain degree of prestige. Here he can only be a drop in the ocean. Treating leaders as God in everything, putting God first, and serving God well is the essence of work.

For a normal shift, there are four eight round trips and a distance of nearly 80 miles a day. It is possible to go to countless units a day to do business and make relationships, and even a distance of 500 miles one round trip, every week There may have been three or six trips back and forth, and I always felt like I was always on the road, on the highway, in the middle of the night, drifting under the clouds that did not show white at both ends.

In my memory, one week, there were two turning points at two o'clock, two nights at twelve o'clock, and the rest were also at ten and eleven o'clock. During that time, the company was busy with business. There are many pressing matters to deal with, plus countless unexpected situations. As a driver, this is your duty and responsibility, but there is no complaint. The facts are obvious. When you are busy, you are always afraid of making mistakes and worrying about the safety of the people on the car. You are walking in the dark and do not look at the scene at night. You are always hit by the high light from the opposite side, blinding you like a needle pricking your eyes and causing you to feel dizzy. , this is the reason why many drivers are unwilling to drive late at night.

Insomnia, worry, inability to sleep, disordered thinking, neurasthenia, etc. became the heart problems during that period. I had no choice but to drink strong coffee and strong tea in order to drive safely. Go drink the bitterest and strongest drink, insist on going to work, count that time, drink countless bags of tea and coffee alone, only you know the pain in your heart. What others see is your glamorous appearance. It's like you've been given a shot of chicken blood every day. You're full of energy and energy every day, but your skin color is just a little darker.

During banquets and entertaining of clients and officials, as a nanny, waiter, servant and handyman, I just poured tea, poured wine, and served rice, over and over again, wave after wave. Countless times, I sat at the end of the table, and it was just a decoration. How many times, I served once, went out for a while, thought about it, and then came back to serve again, over and over, over and over, in one meal. I went back and forth countless times, and when I was able to sit down, I finally calculated that I couldn't make three dishes. Even if I could, I couldn't. This is the limit I set on myself.

There is a detail here. We have been educated at home since childhood. Whether it is our ancestors or our parents and uncles, they teach us that everyone who comes to our home is a guest. If you are a guest, you are a guest. There must be some Treat guests with the feeling of being at home, needless to say respect and respect, put guests first, this is the way to treat guests. After these countless banquets, I always felt that there was something wrong somewhere, but I couldn't ask or dare to say anything. I have been slowly thinking about it, and it turns out that I heard a sentence somewhere, called "the host does not drink, the guest does not drink", to paraphrase "the host does not eat, the guest dare not eat", maybe this is the collision of Chinese and Western etiquette As a result, no matter what the occasion is, we should put the host and family first. This has become unreasonable or paradoxical. But as long as we are happy, we don’t care if others are angry? This is what I can’t understand the most. But I have to do it again and again against my will, because it is heaven for the leader to be happy, and it is a big deal for the leader to be respected beyond ordinary people. This may be another meaning of life.

For some people, the unsatisfactory or unsatisfactory life, work, family, and environment have caused a blow to their lives, causing their character, temper, and psychology to be a little distorted, resulting in physical and mental imperfections and personality problems. Schizophrenia, listlessness, and even neurosis are all caused by external circumstances and are normal. It is absolutely unacceptable to be too self-centered and base your own happiness on the pain of others. Because this is not normal, life is simply not normal. Environmental factors can lead to isolation, selfishness, split personality, physical and mental illness, and only looking at the small and not seeing the big. This is also a major failure in life. This is not a success, but the biggest failure. A selfless heart is as wide as the sky and the earth. Can a life that is only drilled into the bones be able to see clear days, sunshine and blue skies? No, never.

Even in this depressing environment, I have been working hard, and I have never thought about retreating or retreating. Sometimes it caused the slightest bit of unhappiness in the leader's mood, and I blamed myself for what I did. It is not perfect. Although it has done its duty, but the leader is not satisfied, it means that there are still deficiencies and flaws, and there is room for improvement and improvement. I never thought that it was the leader himself. I always felt that what I did was not perfect enough. This is a wrong life experience, seeking perfection.

The improvement of the environment around the company, the leveling of the land in the factory, the trivial matters in the office, the maintenance of flowers, plants and koi, the deployment of the company's actual work and the coordination of various internal tasks, since the leader has explained various For various tasks, I can only coordinate well, discuss patiently, treat them with care, communicate with sincerity, get along well with leaders and colleagues, be sincere and sincere, complete all kinds of extra-work matters in the shortest possible time, and give the leader a complete answer. . Sometimes, if a task can be completed in one hour, it will never be postponed for more than an hour. What can be completed on one day will never be completed on the next day. What can be completed in two days will never be completed in two days and another minute. This is how I strictly demand myself. , racing against time to complete all the tasks assigned. Sometimes I think, I am just a driver now, coordinating, communicating and communicating with other department leaders. I always feel uneasy inside. People are always doing this and that. In order to complete the tasks assigned by the leaders, I always bite the bullet. , with a blushing neck, I say nice things, and then say nice things again, it's really a bit like begging grandpa to sue grandma for your good intentions.

To tell the truth, sometimes I think in my heart, there is a popular article on the Internet, the title is "Treat your parents like you treat your leaders". The leader says snow is black, the leader says fart is It smells good. The leader said that perfume stinks... Why can we all accept it? But our parents’ words of sincerity and sincere teachings, but we can’t listen to them, or do they go in one ear and out the other? There is a sentence in the article The classic saying is that if you treat your parents one ten-millionth of what you treat your leaders, they will be satisfied.

During the more than half a year in Xueyang, I was cautious and cautious every day, for fear of making the leader unhappy, so I tried my best to do everything with 200% effort, even hundreds of times. Pay it forward and complete it seriously. I don't dare to be careless or forgetful at all. I just want to be serious and meticulous, and just want to get a perfect work outcome.

During normal work, I will boil purified water twice a day, once in the morning and afternoon, and put it in a thermos bottle in the car and in the leader’s teacup. We pour boiled water four times a day, and we will calculate the time when the leader sits. When you get in the car, it's almost just enough to drink. It's not hot or hot, it's warm and refreshing, which is appropriate. I never dare to let go of any detail or neglect it.

For some people who are suspicious and cautious by nature, our work is even more detailed and cautious, for fear of leaking something. We dare not take it lightly at all times and in everything. In order to complete the work satisfactorily, it is best to have no problems at all.

Keeping confidentiality is the most important thing when leading people around you. Always keep it in mind. The leader's whereabouts, communication with the leader, personal affairs of the leader, reception by the leader, work of the leader, etc., are all treated as confidential matters of the company. This is the most basic priority for people around you.

Some time ago, the company's production department held a national clothing marketing conference. There were dealers and customers from various provinces. The leader gave me this sacred pick-up and drop-off task, and asked me to do it. Do a good job and be beautiful, which gives me reassurance. You are the most careful, attentive and caring person. I believe you can do it well. I just picked up the mallet and used it as a needle, and agreed to this matter. I sat there alone, planned carefully, and made overall arrangements, for fear of making any omissions. After all, this was the biggest issue related to the company's production department and marketing department. The event is a success, things are done well, and there is great hope for the future.

After five days of 24-hour guarding, from picking up the first customer to sending away the last customer, I breathed a sigh of relief. That night, I only slept one When I woke up, I woke up in the middle of the night in the past few days, still thinking about many unexpected situations and how to deal with them appropriately. I spent countless nights dreaming about everything during the day. Is there any place where I am not competent? What worries me the most is that things are done well, but they don’t end up in the right place. However, through the past few days, I have gotten along with the leaders of the company's production department and coordinated various things. I have also been affirmed and recognized by all the leaders present at the meeting. This is something I am proud of. It is the opening statement of every leader meeting. You are so considerate, careful and perfect in doing things. I can only smile. It is all as it should be. In my heart, I am a person who treats everything with care and does everything. , when you do something for one day, you will put in 100% of your efforts to do the thing in front of you well. This is the biggest requirement you have ever set for yourself. It must be implemented and must be achieved.

Every time the company picks up VIPs, the boss says that I can make arrangements for them. Therefore, I became the bridge and breakthrough point for connecting emotional bonds. Every time it ended perfectly, and nothing ever happened that made the leader uncomfortable. I have been to two airports, three high-speed rail stations, and three train stations in order to successfully complete the mission. It is my duty to do so.

Actually, sometimes, when I calm down and think about it, in Xueyang, I am just a handyman. I have done, dealt with, and dealt with all kinds of miscellaneous and messy things. To withstand obstacles, pressure and blows from many aspects.

People often say that the more people do things frequently and do more things, the shorter their life span will be, because everyone knows that the slightest difference can make a difference. There is another saying: No matter how well you do ninety-nine of a hundred things, if you make a mistake in one, you will collapse, collapse, and be unable to recover.

My boss has asked me many times in private, do I smoke or drink, and what are my hobbies? I told him that I don’t smoke or drink, I just like reading and writing. Such hobbies, Xida leaders Deep down, maybe there is some coincidence.

After following him for so long, I have already mastered a person’s natural temperament. He likes a clean, tidy and decent environment, and I keep it in my mind. The inside and outside of the car are washed once every three days and once every five days. There is never any odor inside, let alone getting dirty inside. It is completely of high standards and strict requirements. It is in order and arranged in an orderly manner. There is no clutter or sloppiness.

Although there is not much interaction, communication and chatting, I can feel that my work is still in place. You can get a glimpse of things from the words of the leader. After all, I have been following for so long, every word and deed, You can still feel it in every movement of your hands and feet.

I think that due to the influence of my family tradition, I am a relatively sensible, sensible, polite, educated and quality little intellectual. I will stand in the perspective of others and consider others in everything. Thinking of others is the most basic requirement of being a human being.

Everything you do must be done seriously. Just do a good job every day and never leave anything to say to others. Being single-minded and serious is deeply ingrained in your heart.

When entering society, always remind yourself to do things seriously and be an honest person. No matter when or where we are, this belief will never fail. Image, face, and dignity are more important than anything else.

In terms of how to behave and treat others, we have always believed in respecting leaders, uniting colleagues, and brothers and sisters who can help each other and help each other. No matter how troublesome or tricky tasks the leader delivers or other tasks are, we try every possible means to overcome them, and we never dare to fall behind or be delayed. Be loyal to the company, the leader, and the work in everything, and just want to do a good job.

To be honest, every day in Xueyang, I have been trying to defend Xueyang. I never like others to say something bad about Xueyang. I just use words and language to tell people around me and my circle of friends. Dear relatives and friends, Xueyang is not as unbearable and bad as what is said on the Internet. I have written more than ten articles for Xueyang, established a biography and card room for Xueyang. For the face and image that Xueyang had lost in the past, I fought with them until my face was red and my neck was thick. I just wanted to tell them a different and new Xueyang from all aspects.

During these six months in Xueyang, I feel that I have a clear conscience. Only when you work hard, do your best, and strive to achieve your ideal goals will you feel at ease!

Cultural scholar, writer, media book reviewer: Liu Kai