2017-08-10

Just like a dream, more than a month passed in a daze, and the scenes of those days when the sun ran wild, hope and despair coexisted, and emotion and pain intertwined emerged vividly in my mind. It was so close yet so far away, but it was gone forever.

01 I am new here and struggling

After going through the dark years of the postgraduate entrance examination, I devoted myself wholeheartedly to the graduation project after the postgraduate entrance examination. However, the whole graduation project process was also extremely repetitive. Long. Finally, after these two big events ended, life reached its peak of emptiness, loneliness, and coldness. I have nothing to do every day, waiting at school to get my graduation certificate and degree certificate. Either I'm shopping on Taobao, or I'm lying dead in the dormitory. I feel tired every day just lying down, and playing is more tiring than studying.

I finally had enough of this kind of life. By chance, I saw the recruitment brochure of Tianqin Education in the space, which felt pretty good. So I brought my fellow refugee Shuangya with me to prepare for the interview. As a result, all our friends advised us not to go, saying that it would definitely be very tiring and difficult. We were also very shaken, so we just let it go and continued to live idle for a while.

This time, I finally couldn’t stand the life of the walking dead anymore. When I saw that the space was posting Tianqin’s recruitment updates, I contacted the regional manager and sent my and Shuangya’s resumes, and we also conducted I had a phone interview and was ready to go the next day. Shuangya traveled to Henan before, and as soon as he came back, he was encouraged by me to work part-time in Tianqin. Haha, he also felt sorry for me, a brother and sister in need. So, we hurriedly packed our bags, packed everything before leaving school, and embarked on our journey to Tianqin with excitement and anticipation.

I wanted to work at the same teaching site as Shuangya, but in the end I had no choice but to separate. I went to Longtan, Fuling, and she parted ways at the Shituo, Fuling, four-kilometer bus terminal. From then on, we were both safe. My best friends in college, we took the postgraduate entrance examination together, came to Tianqin together, encouraged and supported each other. In the end, I was successfully admitted to graduate school and successfully completed my job at Tianqin. I really miss those days when I fed Shuangya poisonous chicken soup.

After getting off the bus, my supervisor came to pick me up at the station. Then I settled in my accommodation. After briefly understanding the situation here, after dinner, we went to scan businesses and distribute flyers. At first, I really didn’t dare to talk to strangers. So, it was my supervisor who was holding the flyer and talking, and I was supplementing beside him. Slowly, I became thick-skinned and bold, and became fearless.

It’s a new arrival and I’m not familiar with the place. The locals didn't trust us for a while, and even parents who wanted to sign up were in the wait-and-see stage and have been slow to sign up. Next to the teaching site, there is a tutoring class run by a local middle school teacher for a long time. During the propaganda, I accidentally met someone from the Education Bureau and was intimidated by him. Some of the nearby sister teaching sites were also forced to withdraw... The same propaganda work was done every day, and I was anxious and afraid to promote it in a big way. Every day Working from dawn to dusk but with no enrollment results, I was under tremendous mental pressure. Every day I think about where the exit is and where to go. I wanted to leave countless times, but I couldn't make up my mind. I was not an irresponsible person. It is really difficult to open up a new path. Shuangya also called me many times to express that she wanted to leave. Every time I tried to force her to stay by feeding her strong poisonous chicken soup. My Shuangya was finally convinced by me again and again. It was more difficult for her than me, but she bravely persisted until the end. Just like when she took the postgraduate entrance examination, she wanted to give up countless times, and I pulled her forward countless times. In the end, I finally made it to the end.

Three days seemed like an eternity. My supervisor and I depended on each other, wandering between despair and hope. I remember telling my supervisor that this time, I really want to leave. I’m going to leave, but you stay and the regional manager will send you an assistant. He said, if you leave, I will leave too. Then I said, then the two of us are just like two deserters. The villagers must think that we have escaped, and Tianqin will never want to do it again at this point. Finally, a parent sent a WeChat message saying that he wanted to sign up for one-on-one math. We regained hope and stayed.

Then I encountered the landlady who was clamoring for the balance. I had a stalemate with the manager for a long time. In the end, the manager had no choice but to pay a few hundred more balance. We felt so guilty that we would be cheating the manager by trying to escape, so we never thought about leaving again.

Because I am determined to stay, I feel full of energy, full of positive energy, and very motivated to do things. On this day, I received many calls from interested parents, all of whom expressed their desire to sign up, and finally signed up the first student. I feel that the villagers have finally begun to believe in us, and everything will get better and better, and infinite hope is ignited in my heart. . However, when my supervisor and I were having dinner, the regional manager and the HR manager suddenly came to visit and told us that we were going to withdraw the site. We felt extremely confused. Although I had thought about many possibilities before, I also discussed simply publicizing it in a big way and getting kicked out by the Education Committee. But when the day finally came, my heart was still very complicated.

That night, the supervisor chose to give up the job and go home. I didn’t want everything I had done in the past to be in vain, so I chose to continue this job, so I was transferred to the Yanjia teaching site by the HR manager.

Before I left, I felt very sad. In this place, I encountered blank looks and distrust, but there were also parents who believed in me and a few children who liked me. The few days I spent with my supervisor day and night felt like I had been with him for a long time. He took great care of me and took over all the dirty work. Although it is quite unreliable in terms of admissions, it is really good to me. Thinking of meeting by chance and never seeing each other again, and thinking of the bumpy and unknown road ahead for the banquet family. The huge mental pressure I suffered in the past few days was vented in tears along with my reluctance towards my supervisor, and I burst into tears.

Even though I complained and was reluctant to leave, I still said goodbye to Fuling Longtan with a smile.

02 The trip to Yanjia is getting better and better

After another long and long ride in the car, we traveled a long distance to the rich Yanjia Town.

When you have just met a new friend, you should always remain reserved. Who knew that in the future, everyone would become more and more familiar with each other, and all the reserved image would be gone forever~~

It was a new arrival, and I was not familiar with the surrounding situation, and I felt that I had not worked hard with everyone in the early stage, so I just... I think I will work harder now to make up for it. So there were all kinds of struggles and suffering in the early stage.

? Not long after arriving, the other assistant went back to school to take the exam. During this period, my supervisor, my Chinese teacher, and I depended on each other. In order to allow the supervisor to save more energy to deal with parents, I contracted with the Chinese teacher for some of the physical work of moving tables and carrying chairs outside. At home, we also competed to do the cooking and washing dishes. The supervisor said that after the two of us came, her life became a little more colorful. Haha, no matter how hard you work, it’s worth it to hear such warm words.

Not long after, the supervisor also returned to Chongqing to handle the matter of leaving school. At this time, the Chinese teacher and I had just figured out where the square was. We were like mentally retarded children who had been separated from adults, and we felt a huge sense of insecurity in our hearts. During the few days when they were away, the Chinese teacher and I lived like ghosts. Because we had to tutor and publicize and sign contracts, we felt overwhelmed and looked forward to their return day and night.

Slowly, the Mathematical Olympiad teacher also came. All the standard features of the banquet are in place, as the saying goes, there is strength in numbers. Coupled with the early publicity that is slowly taking effect, the enrollment work is getting better.

As the school year approaches, temporarily changing the teaching venue is our biggest setback. The landlord of the teaching site is not satisfied with us and does not want to rent the accommodation to us. A parent happened to come over and ask us why we had not started school for so long. He also suspected that we were liars. He took a photo of me and two admissions teachers and said it was kept as evidence. If we ran away, he would show it to the police, which made us also feel guilty. Very dumbfounding. We felt that the opening ceremony could not be postponed any longer, so we immediately went home to prepare. That night, everyone stayed up all night, arranging classes, doing ppts, making forms, etc. Finally, everything was settled smoothly and school started smoothly.

? 03 Teaching and educating people has a long way to go

When I enrolled students, I felt that the enrollment work was hard. When the teaching work began, I found that the work of teaching and educating people was even more tedious and patient. goblin.

I arrive at the teaching point at 7.30 every day to start my day's work. In addition to small class tutoring, there is one-on-one tutoring. I finish tutoring at around 6pm, and prepare lessons after returning home. The schedule is full and there is no time to rest. Every day I feel my eyes are sore and my IQ has been drained.

As the head teacher of the fourth to fifth grade class, I am very fond of this class, and I like those handsome blue boys and beautiful girls very much. The mother of one of the children wanted me to send her the audio file of every day’s class via WeChat. I did this every day, and she even sent a super-large watermelon to me at the teaching site, which made me very embarrassed. But seriously, that was the sweetest watermelon I have ever tasted.

Working here, I can experience first-hand the teachers’ hatred of iron. A sister who is about 5 to 6 years old, her mother saw me tutoring another classmate and designated me to be her math teacher when she signed up. Later, I met her by chance in a restaurant and told her daughter, "Look, this is your math teacher." Later, the younger sister told me that her mother told her that I was a graduate student at a prestigious university and asked her to study hard with me. I felt flattered to be trusted. In the subsequent chat, I found out that her family's economic conditions were not very good. She told me that every time she failed in an exam, she would be beaten by her father. I feel a great responsibility. Therefore, every lesson she teaches is given with extra care. When she forgot what I said, couldn't solve the questions, and made nonsense answers, I was really angry. I deeply understood the anger of hating iron for not being able to become steel, but I still had to keep smiling. I sincerely hope that the results of her studies here will match my good intentions.

In the process of leading the summer camp, it was really fun to get along with these children. Although I was really tired, afraid of losing them, and almost always looking after the babies, the summer camp trip was a beautiful memory that I kept in my mind. As for running wild in the sun and I haven’t fainted from the heat yet, well, I feel very strong. When I set off, I told myself that I couldn’t leave any one behind. When I returned, I felt a huge sense of accomplishment - not a single thing was missing.

The group of baby carriers in the junior class are the most physically and mentally exhausting. Every time I finish a beginner's class, I feel completely empty, as if I was in a kindergarten or a vegetable market. But every time I see them counting on their fingers, with their innocent little eyes and cute faces, I am so cute that I bleed every minute. I know that they have won, and I have lost to them again. . I asked them, children, which teacher do you like best? They said loudly, Zhi-li-teacher! Well, I feel like the world can be forgiven~~

My lovely children, I really want to know what you will be like when you grow up?

? 04 Yanjia standard configuration, good-looking team

Finally, I would like to thank the friends of Tianqin Yanjia for supporting each other in those ghostly days. Let’s move forward together.

The boss - my boss is a combination of beauty and wisdom. He is a graduate student majoring in English and is very powerful. Of course, as the most beautiful teacher in the Tianqin Yan family, I won’t go into details about her beauty. Ha, wisdom only refers to her superb strategizing and mastery when facing her parents. When I first started teaching, I always felt that she could make the dead appear alive. As time went by, I got used to my boss’s amazing eloquence and persuasiveness.

Teacher Weng - Wuli Teacher Weng, who combines good looks and intelligence, is a young star of Xizheng. He can obviously rely on his face to make a living, but he has to rely on his talent. With her good looks, she has become a fan of countless primary school students, and she is firmly seated as the most popular teacher in Tianqin Yanjia.

Chinese teacher - the person responsible for good looks in the fat world. Our Chinese teacher, who majored in normal Chinese, led me as a gentle and reserved person astray and destroyed all my aloof image.

Haha, she is often criticized by students for her figure. She has a sense of joy in getting along with students. Every cell in her body is a joke. She is the pistachio of our Tianqin Yan family.

Principal - Beneath his manly appearance, there is a little public figure inside. Principal WuLi is proficient in pouting, cooing and coquettish. However, he always maintains a serious face in front of students and is recognized as such. We are the most unpopular teacher in Tianqin Yanjia, haha, this joke is often used to make fun of us. I still remember being sent by the manager to lead a team in the summer camp. He nudged me hard for a long time and tried all kinds of cute tricks on me, and finally he was replaced by me to lead the team in the summer camp. So, the three of them were as beautiful as flowers at home, and the eldest son and I were leading a group of children to run wild in the sun, exhausted to death.

I have accomplished all the things I once dared not even think about and thought I could not do. I am grateful to myself for not giving up even if I wavered. If you don’t know how to persevere and rely on yourself to hold on, what you gain in the end is growth.

Every partner, child and parent I meet on my Tianqin journey is my spiritual wealth. Thank you for growing up with me.

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