You don't deserve my sadness at all.

Miss Qiu and Mr. Chen broke up.

Friends thought Miss Qiu would be sad, cry and hysterical, but she was unexpectedly calm.

Everyone arranged a party for Miss Qiu to comfort her. Everyone has prepared a full stomach of chicken soup. Just as everyone was wondering how to speak, Mr. Qiu said bluntly, thank you for your concern for me. Actually, I'm not sad at all. Leaving him, I am one step closer to happiness. Do you think I should be happy?

Teacher Qiu's words reassured everyone. Everyone thinks that Miss Qiu is cheerful and open-minded, but only she knows otherwise. She is not open-minded or generous, she just sees clearly.

It is not worth feeling sorry for someone who doesn't love you.

02

A year ago, Miss Qiu met Mr. Chen at a job fair. They went to the same company to apply for a job. After reading the resume, HR pointed to Miss Qiu and said that your undergraduate college is his graduate school. What a coincidence, his graduate school is your undergraduate school.

Yes, it feels so coincidental and unfortunate.

Miss Qiu and Mr. Chen looked at each other. I missed it at school and met it here. So the two shook hands and added WeChat, so they met.

03

Later, Miss Qiu went to an advertising company, and Mr. Chen chose an educational institution. One is in the north and the other is in the south. Although they are all in the same city, they are also like long-distance love.

Every time Miss Qiu goes to the south of the city to find Mr. Chen after work, she is stuck in a traffic jam. A lyric always comes to mind: the traffic every day disturbs all my dreams.

But even so, Miss Qiu never complained. Just because she felt that she got off work half an hour earlier than Mr. Chen, she should have gone to see Mr. Chen.

The work of advertising companies is always very busy, and there are often many sudden temporary tasks. Overtime is common. Under such circumstances, Miss Qiu can't find Mr. Chen. Once, after working overtime, Miss Qiu took a taxi home alone and ate a bowl of tomato noodles with gravy in the small noodle restaurant downstairs. She thought, if it's near, when she gets off work, will Teacher Chen cook supper for her at home?

Miss Qiu finished her noodles and didn't rush home. She sent a WeChat to Mr. Chen, asking him what he was doing today and whether he was tired or not. As a result, ten minutes passed and Mr. Chen did not reply to her.

Maybe he's taking a shower or doing something without looking at his cell phone. Miss Qiu thought like this, picked up her bag and got up to leave.

At the stairs, Miss Qiu's mobile phone vibrated. I was going to go home and watch it again, but I thought it might be teacher Chen's WeChat, so in the dark corridor, she turned on her mobile phone while walking. It's really Mr. Chen's WeChat.

He said he was playing a game.

Teacher Qiu answered him: don't play too long, it's bad for your eyes.

And then it was gone.

When Miss Qiu came home and got dressed for a bath, Mr. Chen sent a message on WeChat. I know, so I won't play.

Miss Qiu frowned. She asked him why I replied quickly every time you sent me a WeChat. I sent you WeChat, but your reply was very slow.

Mr. Chen said that's because you happen to have a mobile phone.

Every time is just right? Why are you so interesting?

04

On Mr. Chen's birthday, Teacher Qiu gave him a leather doll ornament. That's a brown beaver, and the most conspicuous thing is its two big white dies. Small round eyes, black nose and long flat tail make people cute. On the price tag, it's really not low, more than 600 yuan. Miss Qiu thought about it and bought it with a credit card.

On Mr. Chen's birthday, Mr. Qiu put the beaver on his bedside table. "When I'm away, let it supervise you to go to bed early and get up early. If you make a mistake, it will remind me. " Miss Qiu made a face at Mr. Chen and then threw herself into his arms.

At one time, Miss Qiu's advertising company took on a new project and had to work overtime until late every day. After the project was finished, Miss Qiu finally had time to see Mr. Chen, but at this time Mr. Chen was away on business.

But Miss Qiu still went to Mr. Chen's house and wanted to help him clean and do housework. After entering the door, she was surprised to find that the beaver on the bedside table was gone. She was a little confused and sent a message to Teacher Chen asking what was going on.

Mr. Chen's answer surprised her. He said the bedside table was too messy, so I put the beaver in the closet.

Wardrobe? How can you treat it like this?

If you think I am not nice to it, you can take it away.

Miss Qiu suddenly lost her voice.

She opened the closet and there were four or five layers of shoe boxes stacked inside. Beaver is put on the top shoe box. Looking at the beaver hiding in the corner, Miss Qiu suddenly felt wronged and burst into tears.

05

Before Mr. Chen came back from a business trip, Miss Qiu had moved all her things from Mr. Chen's house. And, of course, the wronged beaver.

She broke up with Mr. Chen through WeChat, and Mr. Chen didn't ask too much. Everything is going well, which is a bit unexpected.

When Miss Qiu told her friends these things, everyone was angry with her.

Miss Qiu smiled and said airily, then, what am I sad to leave such a man?

06

Yes, leaving such a man is not only not sad, but should be fortunate.

That night, Teacher Qiu made a long speech in the circle of friends. After reading it, I sincerely admire Miss Qiu's self-healing ability.

She wrote:

The road was long and blocked, but I resolutely crossed the city to see you. Why can't you come to me? Or find a middle place, we can have dinner and watch movies together, and then go home together. Your selfishness is not worth my grief.

I always reply to your wechat quickly. Of course, it's not always such a coincidence that I watch it on my mobile phone. That's because whether you are busy or not, as long as you see it, you will reply immediately. Even a word or two, I want it back, and I can't delay it for a moment. And you, in front of me and the game, you still chose the latter. Your neglect is not worth my sorrow.

I gave you a gift as a symbol of my feelings for you. If you just throw it in the corner, it's also disrespectful to me. Your disdain is not worth my grief.

I have paid so much for you, but I haven't seen any sincerity from you.

So, I am really not sad to leave you.

Because you don't deserve it.