What secrets do you have that you only dare to tell anonymously?

I was originally an introvert, but then I worked in the service industry and dealt with people all day long, so I was forced to be cheerful. Now I am more and more disgusted with social interaction and hate answering the phone. Unless someone is looking for me on WeChat, Otherwise, I wouldn’t even look at it. I don’t want to go to places I’ve never been before, and I don’t want to be exposed to new environments and meet strangers. I know that living in today’s society shouldn’t be like this, but I can’t control my heart, and I don’t dare to let others Know me like this.