What's the meaning of Hao San Otsu Steller's poem?

Desire for maternal love. In Miho Thaci's Baby Carriage, the author expresses that he has been healing the time abandoned by his parents all his life. When I grow up, I want to sit in the stroller pushed by my mother, which shows the author's desire for maternal love. Miyoshi was sent to be an adopted son when he was young. He dropped out of primary school because of neurasthenia and was taken home by his grandmother.