A middle-aged woman told the truth: life after divorce may not be as good as you think. what do you think?

When I saw Fangfang again, she was even more haggard than half a year ago. I can see that her life is not satisfactory, which is also a fact. She didn't tell me the experience of the past six months, but chose to come back to work and do what she complained about, which shows that she has compromised her life.

I heard a story about her from my colleague, but she refused to tell it, but she drank a lot at her colleague's party that day. When she was half drunk and half awake, she finally admitted what she had done wrong at first, and then told her what had happened during this time.

Happiness is relative. If there is no comparison, maybe everyone will live in self-righteous happiness. For example, Fangfang has a warm home. She and her husband are both ordinary migrant workers. They raised a child who just went to primary school and didn't expect much from him. They don't have to go to famous universities or worship their ancestors. As long as they can grow up healthily and happily, they can find a good husband's family in the future, which is the greatest expectation of Fangfang and her husband.

Therefore, even the most ordinary migrant workers in this city seem to have a good life.

Until Fang Fang's high school classmate Ke Xin appeared. Kexin is the deskmate of Fangfang High School. In terms of beauty and talent, Kexin is the one who is buried in the crowd, but she must live a glorious life.

Kexin is much thinner than when she was in school, and the red blood on her face, which symbolizes that she was born in a bitter and cold family, is gone. The woman in front of Fangfang is a relaxed and exquisite urban woman in TV series, but the former is far less than Fangfang who wanted to dump her for a few blocks at that time.

This comparison, Fangfang has a gap in his heart. Yes, why? Why is she a woman who is not bad at anything, and she is not as good as a woman like Kexin? Where does the reason come from?

Fangfang suddenly realized that marriage is really important to people.

I don't talk about marriage, but occasionally I say "Lao Wang" in my mouth. Later, Fangfang realized that Lao Wang was the man behind Kexin. They are not husband and wife, but they have followed him for more than ten years. In the past ten years, I have had everything except marriage, luxury cars and luxury houses.

Fangfang felt that she was a poor woman in front of Kexin. Especially after following Kexin into an upscale restaurant, she found that she didn't want to live in this mediocre world, because she realized her inner jealousy and imbalance.

The appearance of Kexin broke the balance of Fangfang's inner world and aroused her inner desire for a superior life. She also likes luxury cars and mansions and yearns for men who can spend money for her. At the same time, she began to look down on those who had to bend over to survive every day, including her husband.

The plain life of Fangfang's family of three is dwarfed by Kexin, but it is beyond her power.

Fangfang and her husband are both low-income people in this city. In fact, she doesn't want to do this. After all, she also went to college, and her grades were much better than Kexin's. She studied in a key university, while Ke Xin studied in a third-rate school. She got where she is today because she fell in love with someone who is not worthy of love.

For her, there is nothing more painful than meeting the wrong person and choosing to marry far for love. Fangfang's husband has beautiful skin and reasonable education, but he has no viability. Since he got married, they can't afford a decent house.

After having children, Fangfang had to choose a part-time job, taking care of both the children and the family, so her income was low.

She often laments that other people's children are raised by six people, husband and wife and parents, while her own children are only brought by her, and her husband's living expenses can only be raised to death. Fangfang was deeply wronged at the thought that she could only live a life without quality in this life.

Fangfang knew that Kexin's appearance made her sit up and take notice of this home that she thought was passable. Especially when she thought of the Pharaoh behind Kexin. Since old Wang Neng has a crush on a woman like Kexin, wouldn't a woman like her meet a better "Lao Wang"?

When she had this idea, Fangfang really startled herself. Once upon a time, she looked down upon this kind of woman the most. She wants to live by men and lead a shady life.

But the reality is that all the women he despises are better off than her, and she doesn't know whether her previous values are right or wrong. In short, her decline is true, and the charm of others is also true.

While constantly denying herself, she had the idea of divorce.

Since Kexin appeared in Fangfang's life, her life has been completely disrupted. She doesn't want to earn a little salary every month, or stay with a timid husband, or waste it in life.

But after frequent visits to various occasions, my heart has completely changed. If she was envious before, she desperately wanted such a life. When the radiant man gave her a promise that surprised her, she was tempted.

A tear came down and Fangfang successfully divorced. She told herself that she had to give up some to get more. For her own future, in order to completely get rid of the mediocrity at the bottom, she can endure temporary pain.

Fangfang tried her best to fight for the custody of the child. As for her husband, she advised him to go back to his hometown. First of all, they have no property. Second, she wants to cut off all contact between him and herself. Fangfang got her wish. She held the child in her arms, waiting for the promise that the man brought her.

However, this old Faye Wong and Lao Wang, who are very rich, have no old Wang Dafang of Ke Xin. After the end of the new period, he gave Fangfang a compensation fee of 10,000 yuan, and told Fangfang that what he gave others was the loss of youth, which was regarded as poverty alleviation. The man's cynicism made Fangfang completely lose her dignity.

She knew that she had been used by this greasy man and finally humiliated her. But what can she say? The 10,000 yuan thrown at her includes her and her children's living expenses, as well as next month's rent and utilities. Although it was humiliating, she had to put up with it in order to survive.

Fangfang regretted it, and her intestines were green with regret: I thought that divorce would make life better, but the result was even worse.

It turns out that this road is not so easy. Who can blame what happened to me today, but all this is caused by my swollen heart.

She returned to her original unit and continued to work part-time. Even if the monthly income is only enough for her and her children to live, it is better than selling her soul.