Dandelion composition training location in Shenzhen

In 2001, with the passion of a newborn calf who is not afraid of tigers, and the joy of jumping with fishes and flying birds in the sky, he walked out of school and entered the world full of temptations. He went south to Guangdong. It has been five years. Looking back on my five years of working life, I can basically describe it from five cities:

Dongguan------the place where my dream was shattered

Dongguan City was my first stop. On that day, I said goodbye to the eyes of my family and the familiar countryside, and embarked on the road of no return to work. I remember that day, my mother quietly gave me 200 yuan. Said: "It's better to bring more money when you go out..." Because my cousin gave me a guarantee: "You don't have to worry about food and accommodation. You can work in my factory as soon as you arrive in Dongguan. If you don't want to work in my If he goes to work in a factory, I can drive him out to find a factory, which will only take a week at most, or I can introduce him to my client factory to work, and he doesn’t need to bring any money at all. If he doesn’t have money, he can get it from me. My salary will be paid soon, and it won't be too late to pay me back then..." Under these multiple guarantees, I felt like a prince at first.

After a day and night of turbulence, I finally arrived in Dongguan, a legendary city, on a sunny morning, and my destiny began to change at that time.

My cousin’s factory was already saturated with people (he said it), and I began to understand how hard life is outside. There are many difficulties for a factory director to introduce a person to the factory. There are still many difficulties ahead. You have to rely on yourself, everything is changing with the passage of time, and he can't recommend a factory to his client. He has no time to go out because he is busy, so he has to rely on himself to find a factory. It's not bad, at least there is a place to eat. Although I sleep on the office floor, I still have a place to stay, I think.

From then on, I started my journey to find a job...

I paraded among the bustling crowds of people every day. However, God seemed to be deliberately playing a trick on me, in the rows of factories. At the door, I was turned away time and time again. The reason was very simple: "Although you have a relatively high degree of education, you just came out of school and have no work experience..." or: "We only recruit experienced people, not novices!"

That day, when I came back from looking for a factory, I heard the noise inside: "He just lives and eats here. I don't know if he is looking for a factory outside. You didn't make arrangements for bringing him out." , How long will it take to provide him with food and accommodation without having to pay for salt, oil, rice and vinegar?" I knew it was time to leave. I didn't go back to eat that day, so I went out. The 200 yuan my mother gave me was in addition to the car ride. , I didn’t spend a penny, I counted and there were more than a hundred, just eat outside! So, I started a life of one meal a day, and only ate one dinner, in order not to let them see me hungry.

In those days, I felt like I was not like a person looking for a job, but like a beggar begging along the street. As long as it was a factory, no matter whether it was recruiting workers or not, I would run over and ask: "Are you recruiting workers?"

Finally, I saw a garment factory looking for workshop assistants. They wanted fresh graduates with a high school degree or above. It was raining heavily that day. When I ran over excitedly and stood in line for most of the day, I got wet. After it rained for most of the day, the supervisor looked at my diploma coldly and said something that almost made me vomit blood, "We only recruit high school students, not junior college students, because junior college students can't endure hardship." Maybe it was the suppressed resentment in my heart. Maybe because it took too long, I blurted out the curse words I used that day: "Damn it, you haven't even used it before. How do you know that we college students are not good? Your recruitment board says you have a high school degree or above." I think this is probably because she has never used it before. It had never happened before. She gave me the feeling of disbelief at the time. She took off her glasses and looked at me for a few seconds: "You are accepted." I doubted my ears, so I was admitted

In this way, I became a member of the office workers in this bustling city. When I was undergoing surgery at the factory, the supervisor said to me: "Young man, your mouth is very powerful. I hope your work ability will also improve." If your eloquence is as good as yours, work hard.

"After I got to work, I realized that maybe what she said was right. We really can't endure this kind of hardship. We start working at 7:30 every day, take an hour's break every day including meals at noon, and only half an hour for dinner. During the meal time, we worked until one o'clock in the morning, working 16 hours a day. Moreover, the job of workshop assistant was a new type of work, and there were no clear regulations on what we should do, so the employees treated us like handymen, doing this for a while. , I did that for a while, and at the end of the day, it seemed that not a single piece of flesh in my body was my own.

After working like this for more than 20 days, I finally fell ill. I fell ill on the way to work. I remember. It was clear that I crawled to the factory clinic. The doctor had to take three days off. When I handed the medical record and leave request form to the workshop director, she just said lightly: "There is a shortage of people in the factory now. No, not even one day." , let alone three days. "I have no choice but to continue working. I don't want others to look down on me. I know my current status. This job is not something only high school students can do. We college students are not so delicate. We can also endure hardship! However, we can't help but I fell asleep leaning on the workbench. As luck would have it, the supervisor happened to see me, and without saying a word, he handed me a resignation letter and fired me. I tasted the smell of being fired that I had heard people talk about over and over again... …

Because in this factory, in addition to working, I have to eat and go to work. After get off work in the evening, it was already early in the morning, and I never had time to call my girlfriend. (without the right to use it), it left the factory like this, give her a call when you have time, what came from the other end of the phone was no longer the same concerned greetings as before, when I heard her first words, a kind of A strange feeling and a slight chill came from my heart. Sure enough, she broke up with her. The reason was that it was inappropriate and that I didn't care about her at all. I didn't explain anything, because I knew there was no explanation. I understand her personality, and what has been decided will never change. Besides, in my current situation, I can't protect myself. I don't know when I will have the chance to change the status quo. To love someone, you don't have to have it. I just keep it indifferent. Said: "Come back when you want to come back to me, I will wait for you for five years. "Just like this, I lost my love while I was unemployed. I can't describe how I felt.

At that time, I could be said to have nothing, and I had only a pitiful amount of money that I had been detained in that factory. After leaving this city, I thought it might be better to change to another city, right?

Shenzhen—my place of purgatory

That’s it, I came to Shenzhen. Bao'an District, Bao'an City, in that industrial area with many factories, I crawled like an ant. However, some things can't be obtained just because you are not afraid of hardship and perseverance. After running for almost a week, every factory I went to I didn’t recruit workers, but later I learned that they all hired employment agencies. When I was in Dongguan City, I had too many experiences where I couldn’t even send out a cover letter when I entered the job market, so I chose a company with a good reputation. After a chatty phone call to the agency, they asked me to pay a service fee of 150 yuan, and then gave me a letter of introduction and asked me to report to a certain factory in a certain industrial zone in Shajing. As a reserve cadre, my salary was 1,000 yuan per month including food and accommodation. Before I could be happy, I fell into the ice cave again. When I hurried to the designated place, I searched the entire industrial zone but could not find the factory mentioned in the letter of introduction. , I asked people when I saw it, but it still didn’t help. It was really leaking and it rained all night. Maybe it was because I walked around there for too long. The security team grabbed me and fined me 200 yuan. God, I always have ** on my body. *It was less than 200 yuan, and I emptied all the money I had. When I begged my grandfather to worship my grandma, the man finally issued me a receipt. With this amulet in my arms, I was worried about how to return to the agency. I was penniless, so I had to walk back to the agency, refund the service fee and pay for the fare back to Dongguan. When I found the lady, she said coldly: "I'll return tomorrow and come here tomorrow!" No matter how I say it, there are only a few words, or it is "This is the system, and there is nothing I can do about it."

"Oh my god! I looked through my pocket, and there was only one yuan and a few dimes in it. Where will I spend the night tonight? Because I live in a temporary house, and I have to pay rent for one day. I don't know how I walked out of the employment agency. I was wandering. Destination Walking on the street, the sun was setting in the west, and I came to the Qisheng Electronics Factory in Fuyong Town. Looking at the lychee forests everywhere, an idea suddenly popped out of my mind, let’s spend today in this lychee forest. ! To be honest, I felt like a hungry eagle had discovered its prey. I walked around and visited several factories in Fuyong Town. I was completely disappointed. One ended in failure.

At about ten o'clock in the evening, I went to the woods and found that they were not very dirty or messy. It was not the lychee harvest season yet and there was no one inside. I was careful. I found a cheerful place on the ground, spread out a few newspapers and clothes I just bought, and lay down, looking at the moon in the sky. It seemed to be laughing at my incompetence. The heat of the day gradually faded away, and the night replaced the hustle and bustle of the city. My heart seems to have returned to the countryside surrounded by mountains. Under the ancient banyan tree, grandma waved a big cattail fan and told us the legends of the ancient times. My soul seemed to have gained a moment of tranquility. When I seemed to be sleeping and waking up, the familiar voice could not stop me. It sounded again, and there was another kind of roar that echoed in my ears. It was the sound of mosquitoes sieging. I seemed to have returned to the ancient battlefield of the Three Kingdoms era. I couldn't stop it with newspapers. So, how could I go out to see people tomorrow? , it’s better to focus on the head and not the buttocks! I took off my clothes and covered my head. I finally felt the mosquito bombing scene that Mr. Lu Xun once experienced. When I woke up the next day, only my head was still intact, and my whole body was still intact. It can really be said that my body is completely intact. I looked at the raised blisters on my body and laughed to myself, "I didn't expect this to be a secret method to gain weight quickly."

I withdrew one-third of the services from the employment agency. When I returned to the accommodation, I found my luggage lying on the roadside outside the gate in a mess. The small luggage bag was covered with footprints and Wheel marks, forget it, I still have my documents with me anyway, so I left Shenzhen.

Zhaoqing - the city where I fled

Returned. After traveling to Dongguan, I borrowed some money and returned home. I stayed there for more than ten days. Because I couldn't stand the cynicism of my neighbors, I borrowed two hundred yuan from a classmate in an elementary school (I was really embarrassed to ask for money from my family because I had already let my studies go. (my family was heavily in debt), I went south alone and visited Zengcheng, Nanhai, Huadu, and Guangzhou. Later, a classmate came to me and said that she was the head of the human resources department in an electronics factory in Zhaoqing. February every month.

When I saw her on July 1st, I understood the life of rich people. They took TAXI everywhere they went. That day, we were walking in the park outside. After watching the projection and drinking tea at the teahouse, she took me back to their dormitory until around 7pm. The room was very luxurious, with four bedrooms and two living rooms, but strangely there was no bed. She explained that they had just rented it out. Yes, the landlord hasn’t bought it yet. Although it’s far-fetched, our friendship at school makes it unquestionable for me. People coming to work are coming back one after another. Her colleagues are very enthusiastic. Both boys and girls come to chat with me. They all gathered around me and asked me how I was doing. When we were having dinner, I felt that something was a little strange. There was no meat in the dinner. I wasn’t picky. I intuitively felt that something was wrong because it didn’t meet their consumption standards. Luxurious large suite, people who go out to take taxis cannot be vegetarians. Besides, I know my classmate, she is not that kind of vegetarian. When I went to bed at night, because I couldn't sleep, I got up in the middle of the night to take a pee and took a book. When she opened the notebook that a colleague in her room put on the table, it was neither a diary nor a work manual. The names and relationships of some people were densely written in it. After that, there was the content of "Internet Chain Alliance Marketing Training Record" It's very detailed, starting with mental attacks, and very convincing. I gradually understood that this was too much like the MLM that one of my classmates once talked about. I fell into a trap that had been waiting for me to step in step by step from the moment I started calling. If I wanted to leave safely, I had to do it myself. Save yourself, there is no savior in the world.

The next day, I followed them to "check in". After turning left and right for a long time, I came to a very old house and went up to the seventh floor. There were already a lot of people sitting in the room. After a while, I heard someone screaming, "Welcome, Manager There are all kinds of people, including teachers, engineers, and students, but the minimum education level is high school, and there is no one below high school.

The next step is business training. In business training, we systematically analyze the various problems faced by young people of our generation. In fact, it is nothing more than a psychological attack, but I think it makes sense. For example, I don’t have capital to do business, I don’t have Lu Xun or Guo Moruo in literature, I don’t have outstanding talents like them, I don’t have high-ranking relatives to be an official, I don’t have ancestral support, and I am not a genius, so I can only rely on myself. Make money step by step. There are also public relations etiquette classes. Personal image! Different etiquette when meeting various people! To be honest, I think it is somewhat useful, but what I am thinking about is how to get out of here. When I got home from get out of class, those girls ran over to me, carried my books, poured tea and lit cigarettes, and some of them patted my shoulders, but they never saw my classmates again. In the afternoon, another person who looked like a manager came over. Anyway, they called her manager, and she chatted with me affectionately. Escape in the afternoon is out of the question, I thought. In the evening, my classmate came back and said that there was a welcome party for me to attend and that I could get to know some senior leaders, which would be helpful for my future development. I still doubt my acting talent at that time, so I readily agreed. She obviously He was stunned, smiled, and went to clean up. In this way, no one of us broke the point, and we maintained this delicate relationship and went to the dance. We danced a slow four, and she gently leaned on my shoulder and asked me: "You already know what's going on. Can you stay for me? "Have you decided to stay? Or do you have some last resort?" "I know you love cats, but she doesn't love you anymore. Maybe she is lying in someone else's arms." , or in bed..." She stopped and looked at me strangely for a long time before continuing: "Do you know why she left you? Because you have no money, you are poor! Do you know that love without bread is immoral? Yes, now that we have this opportunity, we will make a fortune soon. Then we can leave this city and do some meaningful things. We can buy cars and houses..." At this time, the song ended, the lights came on, and we were just in a stalemate. Looking at her, I knew the secret anger welling up in my heart, because I didn’t want others to say something bad about the cat in front of me. I suppressed it and said to her with a smile: "If you decide to stay, then I will accompany you." "Stay!"

The next morning, while they were washing, I rushed out of the house and blended in with the crowd. Later, because I had no travel expenses, I worked as a temporary worker at a construction site for a month. , before returning to Guangzhou.

Since then, we have not been in contact, and I don’t know her current situation. I hope she can see the message I left her. “Juan, I’m leaving. You are right, love without bread is Immoral. I still have nothing, so I dare not bear your feelings. Maybe one day I will be rich, but I will never take this path. I will have no regrets in my life if I give up this path. Since you have decided to take this path. I know the road, it’s useless what I say, I can only wish you good luck!"

Guangzhou---the place where my nightmare ends

After I returned to Guangzhou, I started to start from scratch again. I had to look for factories one by one. It took me almost a week. My wallet started to make empty money again. I counted the money I had on me to get by, and I started to worry about my livelihood again. Just when I was running out of ammunition and food, I met a factory that recruits recruiters. I wanted to get in first to make a living, so I put away all the other documents and went to the interview with only my ID card. Fortunately, there is always a way out. , so I entered this leather goods factory. At that time, my idea was to go in and hang out, and find a place to eat and live. After I entered, I found that it really only had enough food and accommodation. I had no choice but to look for it while I was there. While doing it, to be honest, I really want to thank my old friends and the foreman. They know my situation and always try their best to help me ask for leave whenever I go out to find a job. Or they gave me their public holidays. That's it. I usually only worked for more than ten days a month. The rest of the time, I spent looking for a job. God finally saw my hard work and I got a job in that factory. For more than three months, I found a job as a foreman in another factory. I didn't have time to go back and resign, so I started working here. My colleagues helped me throw my luggage out of the wall, so I disappeared in this factory.

The hard work finally paid off. After a month of hard work, I managed this group of more than ten people in an orderly manner. In the evaluation of that month, whether it was attendance rate or productivity, it was compared with other teams. In comparison, they were all the best, so I was promoted to a full-time job in advance. Now I finally got rid of the wandering life. In this way, I worked in this plastic factory for more than a year.

During the day, it’s okay because I’m busy with work, but at night I often think about it, I’m studying chemistry, and if this goes on, I’ll lose more and more professional knowledge. You will forget all the majors you studied. Maybe people are full of contradictions like this, right?

Later, in my spare time, I started looking for a job, surfing the Internet, and calling my classmates. In April 2004, with the help of my teachers and classmates, I left Guangzhou.

Zhongshan——the place where I found myself

Finally in April 2004, with the manager’s repeated persuasion, I left Guangzhou and came to a large chemical group company in Zhongshan. That day , the Human Resources Department arranged for me to interview as a laboratory technician in the research laboratory. However, it has been four years since I graduated in 2001. Faced with those specious chemical equations, I was defeated. I once heard someone say that it is sad to have ability but no chance. Yes, it would be shameful to have the opportunity but not be able to do so. Later, I was assigned to work as a process controller in the workshop. I deeply realized the time I had wasted in the past few years and the superficiality of my professional knowledge. I had to recharge. Fortunately, this company has good benefits and benefits. There was enough time, so I borrowed some internal company books from the library to recharge my batteries while waiting for the opportunity.

The opportunity came again. In January 2005, the company’s Quality Supervision Department was recruiting analytical technicians internally. After I heard the news that day, I tossed and turned and couldn’t sleep, thinking about whether to go or not. I heard people talking about it. However, this was just a formality. The personnel had already been decided, so it would be in vain if I went there. I was just joining in the fun. Contradictions filled my mind. In the end, I decided to go, even if it was just to join in the fun. After passing the exam, I was shortlisted as a dark horse. I finally got my wish and became an analysis technician, realizing my long-cherished wish of a professional counterpart.

Now I I am still working in this company. Although I am still a small technician and I am still far away from the phrase "successful career", I believe that as long as I keep going, things will turn around. I once heard a certain celebrity say, "Life is full of choices, but no matter how hard you try, it's always difficult to make the right choice..." I think that since you have chosen, go on without regrets, because there is no regret medicine in the world. If you go step by step, one day you will be able to make the right choice. See the light again, don't complain and sigh, because there is no savior in the world, and in this materialistic society, no one will believe in tears!

Postscript: After writing a lot, I don’t know what to say. I just want to say one thing to those who have experienced hardships or are currently suffering: “As long as you keep going, there will be a turn for the better! ”