What did you do at the most helpless moment in your life?

I have gone through one checkpoint after another by myself, thanks to the kind people who helped me!

In 2003, before I graduated from middle school, my family encountered great difficulties that year. My grandfather's illness spent all his family's savings and borrowed a lot of foreign debts. Because my father is an orphan adopted by my grandfather, my father sold all the valuable things at home to treat my grandfather in exchange for kindness. That year, I was not 16 years old and wanted to go out to earn money like other villagers. I can't go to many places because I don't have money or travel expenses, and I'm not old enough./kloc-It's even harder to go out when I'm under 0/6.

One afternoon before graduating from high school, my father sat by the field smoking a local cigarette and talked with me patiently. The main meaning is that I can't continue my studies, because my family borrowed a lot of money, and because my father was an orphan, adopted and had no relatives around, everyone looked down on my father and our family. Dad choked and said that it is difficult to maintain a normal livelihood at home now. It's not that I don't get slapped (in my hometown), but I really have no choice. I remember that afternoon was the first time I cried in my father's arms since I can remember. I was very sad. Of course, that was the last time so far. From that moment on, I vowed to work hard and strive for strength, and I must make a difference.

I graduated from middle school in the second half of 2003. In order to reduce the burden on my family, I decided to use the summer vacation to earn enough tuition. Because my thoughts in the countryside and mountains were relatively closed, I never traveled far, and I couldn't make money at that time. Fortunately, there are several little uncles in the village. At that time, we had a small coal mine there, which needed wooden pillars to support the coal hole, but the size and length of the wooden pillars needed were limited. The thickness requires a diameter of 20 cm and a length of 240 cm. The weight of crude oil column with this thickness is about 100~ 130 kg.

Since then, my thirst for knowledge is particularly strong, and I am bent on getting ahead, no matter how hard or tired I am. If you don't choose a pillar, you will help others to work for free, in order to learn experience. Sawing trees always takes a long time or comes irregularly. Later, I learned that hand saws need to move their teeth and polish their tips. Slowly, I found the trick. The hardest thing is, because we stole the tree sawn from the mountain. Although it is in the mountain forest of my home, there are regulations in forestry that trees can't be cut down casually. Caught a tree, fined 100 yuan, and the tree was taken away. So I can only sleep during the day and act at night. Go to the mountain to cut down trees at six or seven o'clock every afternoon, and then choose the best location to move home according to the size requirements. At about 9 pm, I started to set off on my back, and I had to carry 14 km. Depart at 2 1:00 in the evening and go straight to the destination from 3: 00 to 4: 00 in the morning. When the boss sees the trees in the coal mine, he will distinguish them according to their thickness and types, and each tree will be given 15~20 yuan. We will spend 2.3 yuan to eat tofu pudding next to us, and then go home, and get home at about 6 o'clock.

It was like this every day during that time, and I was really tired when I was most tired. Because it's a long way and we can only leave at night, we should always pay attention to the comrades in the Forestry Bureau. Many sections have to run, and even dare not use flashlights at night. Sometimes in order to get close to the highway, it is necessary to pass through a water flow cave of about 1.2 km. The water in the cave flows from the front, and the resistance to progress is relatively large. To walk forward step by step in waist-high water, in order to save about 2 kilometers of road and not be caught by forestry personnel, I don't remember how many times I fell in the hole. I don't remember how much water I drank after falling in the hole. The worst time, I fell and climbed several times before I got up. My upper body is sweat and my lower body is cold water. After I fell down and choked a few times, I coughed and really vomited blood.

Another time, I sawed a tree on the mountain to make it fall quietly. Climb to the top of the tree and tie it with a rope, then climb to another tree and wind the rope around it. After sawing, put it down slowly, in order to make it quiet or make a sound. After sawing the tree, I pulled the rope, slipped on it and wrapped it around my neck. I was directly pulled up and hung on the top of another tree, and I almost lost my life there that time. It's a good thing I have a knife in my key. I took out my knife with all my strength and sawed the rope. Fell straight from the tree and was in a coma for at least three hours.

During that time, my father looked at me very hard and I was really thin. He couldn't bear me to work so hard and decided to go to a small coal mine to help me collect my tuition. I saw my mother crying the day my father left home with a basket on his back. Dad went to the small coal mine for 2 1 day, and a serious safety accident occurred in the small coal mine. Fortunately, my father ran fast and threw away the basket to save his life. I didn't get a penny of salary, and I didn't even have the fare to go home. I walked more than 20 kilometers home.

Because of the influence of this incident, my thirst for knowledge is stronger, and I secretly swear that I must leave this poor valley in my hometown. However, on my own, I can't earn enough tuition for school in a holiday. It seems that there is no hope of continuing to go to school, so I have to drop out of school and go out to work to see if there is any chance. Fortunately, a fellow villager is going to work in Shanghai, so I decided to go to Shanghai with him without hesitation. I bought the money I earned by carrying wood for a while into train tickets and bus tickets. First, it takes more than 6 hours to get to Zunyi by train from my hometown county, and then it takes more than 40 hours to get to Shanghai.

After buying the bus and train tickets, there is only fifty yuan left in cash. I bought some snacks at the roadside stall and set off like this. At last, there was only thirty dollars left on the train. When I got off the train in Shanghai, because there were too many people, I carried a big snakeskin bag and a big bag, but I couldn't squeeze into the crowd and my fellow villagers got lost. At that time, I didn't have a mobile phone or telephone contact information, so I walked around the railway station alone for several times, and finally there was no one on the platform.

In that helpless situation, I really don't know what to do later. Then two men came to the platform, asked me where I was going and showed me the way. When I said I was going to Shanghai, I just left my hometown and waited for him here. Then those two people told me about it, said to show me the way or something, and asked me if I had an address to go to. I only remember that my fellow villagers told me that he had been to Jinji Lake to play, and I didn't know where Jinji Lake was. I casually said that I would go to Jinji Lake. These two guys told me that Jinji Lake is in Suzhou, not in Shanghai, so I can take the train. I hope you can show me the way when you meet a good person. The two men did take me through several underground passages and walked to another platform. Just then a train came, and they said it would cost 100 yuan to lead the way. I'm at a loss. I always have 30 yuan left on me, so I can't have money. I said I had no money, only 30 yuan. A man near me took my money. The train stopped at the platform for about 5 minutes, ready to start. At this time, the management of the train platform urged me to get on the bus quickly, and the train was about to leave. So I got on the train to Nanjing from here, and there was no money to make up the train ticket. When the ticket inspector came, I put my luggage in the aisle, ran to the toilet and squatted down, probably before I came out.

After the train passed through Kunshan, I checked the tickets again. My heart is empty. The toilet was occupied this time, and I ran several cars. In the end, I can only find a crowded road section to hide under someone else's desk and block my body with a big bag to avoid the ticket check. When I arrived in Suzhou, I thought I could never sit like this again. I was found out sooner or later and got off the train at Suzhou station. It was already dark and I didn't have any money with me. I remember walking on a downhill road. I don't know how long it took to get the bridge pavilion. I am really tired. It was already dark, so I decided to spend the night in the pavilion. Fortunately, there were quilts and blankets in the bag, and I didn't finish the snacks I bought before I got on the bus in my handbag, so I slept on the stool in the pavilion all night.

I woke up early the next day, packed my things, ate some snacks, and thought that I would get mixed up when I came out. Carrying a snakeskin bag and a big bag, walk to a crowded place. Later, I learned that the place where I got off was Suzhou Park Railway Station, and there was a small commodity wholesale market next to it. But because I didn't go at night, I walked downtown. When you see an intermediary doing factory recruitment by the roadside, ask the introduction fee 1200 yuan, the lowest is about 600 yuan. I have no money on me, how can I pay this referral fee? So I walked on with my luggage on my back. Fortunately, there is a flower shop in a crowded place, and I watched that woman busy alone. So I crustily skin of head and took the initiative to ask, "Lotus" (southern local dialect, meaning aunt) do you want to help? As a result, she was cheated and asked me what you called me. I'm speechless at the moment. Explain quickly. Fortunately, I reacted quickly and knew I should call my aunt. Then she said, Do I look like an aunt? The first encounter with this world 1 made my face blush. Fortunately, she didn't pursue it and then asked me if I wanted to buy flowers. I said I had no money to buy flowers and asked her if she needed help. I work for her. She said people wanted it, but she only invited short flowers and asked me where I lived. I said that I just came from my hometown, and I was separated from my hometown, and now I have no place to live. This sister thinks I should sympathize with me. After some careful questioning, she said that she would let me live in her storage room. Give me two yuan for each bunch of flowers when you go out, arrange flowers for her in the shop if you have nothing to do, and give me 20 yuan one day. I think I finally have a place to live. Do it first and then think of something. Another reason is that I don't have an ID card, so I can't go to a regular company.

In this way, I worked in my sister's flower shop for nearly a month. Sometimes, my sister will bring me some leftovers after dinner at home. There is no food, only one meal a day. What I eat most is to buy long bread to satisfy my hunger, because a long bread can last for two days. I stayed in the flower shop for almost a month because the business of the flower shop was not very good. Elder sister thinks I'm honest and capable. Come to me one afternoon and say, I think you did a good job. I will introduce you to a textile factory run by my friend. Where can I do it well? I am very grateful to her and tell her that I am under 16 and have no ID card. She said it's okay. She sent me to do some simple work and earned more than her. So she drove me to her friend's factory in Mudu ancient town, which was the 1 ride in my life. She also asked me to report a bunch of flowers to my boss as a meeting gift for her. I sat in the front row with flowers in my arms. I am extremely happy in my heart. It's the 1 time to feel the warmth of society, and it's also the 1 time to sit in the front row by car.

After talking with my friend, she left me in his textile workshop. I went to his workshop and arranged for me to study 1 technology, which is printing. This job is relatively easy. 60 yuan a day 12 hours, had lunch, no place to live. On the first 1 day, the boss saw that I had been staying at the door of the company and never left, so he took the initiative to ask me where I lived. I said I had no place to live, and I was looking for a house. The boss felt sorry for me after asking me some detailed personal questions, and asked me if I would like to show him around the warehouse and give me a day 10 yuan to stay in the warehouse at night. I didn't even think about it, so I agreed immediately. Because of my active work, my boss was very satisfied with me, so he gave me the key to the warehouse. I lived in his warehouse full of cotton yarn for more than two months.

One day, I went to town and saw a public telephone booth. I have been away from home for more than three months and haven't called home yet. But I don't remember my neighbors or anyone with a phone at all, but I'm afraid my family will be worried. So I went to the store to buy envelopes and stationery, wrote a letter to my family to report my safety, and asked for the phone number of my boss's office as contact information. /kloc-more than 0/0 days later, I was cleaning up the equipment and the old class asked me to answer the phone. 1 I heard my father's anxious voice on the phone for the first time. They learned from my hometown that I was separated. I thought I was unlucky, but I couldn't contact me. I could only pray for God's blessing. Fortunately, I am safe. My mother cried when she heard my voice.

After working in a textile mill for about half a year, I finally have a savings of several thousand dollars. I also bought a PHS mobile phone, which makes it more convenient to contact my family. But one afternoon, the old class suddenly called us to a meeting and said that the factory was going to be moved because the factory's place was requisitioned. We will lose our jobs in a short time, but we can recommend them to other companies. This boss is still quite good, and recommended us all to a Taiwan-funded enterprise in the new district.

Because this enterprise is engaged in casting processing, I seem to be more sensitive to machinery. I learn things quickly, so I get started quickly. I quickly learned a lot from an intern. At that time, I didn't go back to my dormitory after work every day. After work, I went to the workshop to learn NC programming with an unused bed. I quickly mastered the method of numerical control programming. Because of the expansion of production and production line, the workshop leader chose me as the foreman of the new line. Because he is competitive and loves learning, he is more passionate after being elected as a foreman. Every time I eat or clean, others stop. I operate several machines by myself in shifts. But after half a year, the good times didn't last long, because almost every month, our production line and my team got 1, which was praised by the company leaders many times at the meeting. The other teams were very dissatisfied with us and began to play tricks on me. Once I worked the night shift, I don't know who was dissatisfied with us, so I changed the procedures of two processing centers. As a result, more than 2,000 pieces of waste products were disposed of in sizes that were not frequently inspected, and the waste products were not discovered until the final inspection. Because the bad is produced in our class, I have an unshirkable responsibility. The company decided to deduct my salary for one month and reduce me to a technician. Later I learned that people should not be too conspicuous. It was a group of Henan people who didn't like me and ruined me.

After I knew the truth, I reported it to the company leader because there was no real evidence. The company leaders didn't deal with it accordingly, but criticized it at the meeting. I completely offended them. Once I went out to play alone and came back at night. They stopped me under a bridge. Cover my head with clothes, give me a good beating, and then throw me into a nearby ditch. And threatened me to leave the company in the future, and if I found out again, I would be fined twice. Because I am a person, a stranger. After getting up, I found my eyes swollen and went to the hospital to dress them. I went back to my dormitory and slept for two days. I wanted to call PHS, but I found my mobile phone was lost. I was annoyed and disgusted with them at that time. After a day, I went to work in the workshop. The leader came to inform me that I was dismissed as a miner because I didn't go to work for three days and didn't ask for leave.

This Taiwan Province official has also become my distinguished guest. I switched careers after him and worked as an employee from scratch. He has been in this industry for 10 years, although he went to Serbia a few years ago. But in my heart, I have always been grateful to him and to the flower seller I met in Suzhou. I went to Suzhou several times to express my gratitude, but I didn't have the address and contact information.

Here, I also thank my sister and the leaders of Taiwan Province Province who helped me. Your help completely changed my fate. Today, I also have a small family. Although I am not rich, I can get by. I don't have your contact information now, but I will always think of you in my heart …

Work and rest normally every day, and keep telling myself that I will be fine.

Ignorance is not seeing the light, and light is the magic through darkness. Don't forget that your active thinking is always there.

Is the original goal scientific and forward-looking?

If there is, we must strengthen our faith and go forward bravely.

Believe that you are a god. Although you are confined to the three-dimensional space, we can transcend the three-dimensional space without living in the realm of inner peace.