In fact, not loving is just a moment.

A lot of love is surging when it comes, but it is calm when it leaves.

I remember someone said that if we are still having hysterical quarrels when we break up, in fact, love has not left. On the contrary, there is silence, or just a smile. When you turn around, you will find that love has passed the crossroads, and when you don't realize it, you will leave with the green light all the way.

Man is a complex but simple animal. We have been working hard for our emotions all our lives, making ourselves happy, satisfying and happy. Sometimes love is also an emotion, just like a hearty laugh. Laugh when you laugh, and you will never feel so happy when you recall.

Swallow and awei are high school classmates, but they have never crossed paths. Instead, I went to college and went home in winter and summer vacations, because my classmates often met together. In the long run, it will become more and more familiar.

There are two kinds of love. One is that as soon as you appeared, I knew it was you, and you and I had a story. The other is to know each other silently, know each other silently, love each other silently, and be as calm as a lake. Swallows and awei belong to the second category. As usual, awei spoke first, and the swallow agreed happily.

It is said that long-distance love is the hardest. They went to college in different places for two years in a row, relying on little penguins to contact each other and tell each other what happened every day. For the swallow, it is necessary to see his good night every day before he is willing to fall asleep. People who have talked about long-distance love actually understand that what they want to say in a thousand words is three words "I miss you".

Two people graduated with this idea, and they faced the first problem. Both of them have a sense of familiarity with the city where they go to college, and both want to stay there for development. After half an hour of communication, Swallow decided to get up and go to Chongqing without hesitation. In fact, the internship company of Swallow at that time was very good, and I hope she can stay and become a regular employee. My friends were confused, but the swallow said, "First of all, I miss him. Second, I don't want to think about him like this all the time. Third, I love him. "

This reason is really good. What problems will hinder love? Maybe love is not firm enough.

When the swallow arrived in Chongqing, awei said that he would cook for the swallow and let him take a taxi to his residence. In a strange city, the little swallow's ups and downs in Chongqing are just like hers. The swallow's heart didn't feel secure until she saw awei. Swallows hold awei for a long time. It was not until the taxi driver couldn't wait to press the horn that the swallow realized that she hadn't paid the money.

Awei went upstairs with a box and swallows. In the dilapidated community, there are all kinds of unexpected things scattered in the corridor. When he entered the room, it was less than 40 square meters. Except the toilet, the kitchen, toilet and bedroom are all connected. The shabby furniture has a feeling of the 1970s and 1980s. Awei said, "Swallow, one day I will take you to the big house and give you a good life." The house was dilapidated and everything was in ruins, but that day the swallow felt that a new life had begun. She couldn't hide her joy and said to herself over and over again, "I'm finally with awei!"

But life is far from imagination, and the first thing in life brought by graduation is money. Parents have no responsibility to continue to raise their children, and awei is particularly competitive, so he never asked for a penny from his family just after graduation.

The two men combined all their cash, more than two thousand pounds. This means that you must find a job within two months, or you will have to drink the northwest wind, but even so, the swallow doesn't feel bitter at all. The swallow has a good family condition and has been spoiled since childhood. Swallows whose fingers don't touch the spring water are willing to accompany awei through such a day. So they get up together every day to find a job full of vigor. Swallows always say, "The poorest time is the happiest day for both of them."

Two months later, awei failed in interviews again and again, failed to find his favorite job, and gradually lost confidence. Swallow found a good job, but it's been half a year since she became a full member, and the internship salary is pitiful. It is this meager salary that supports their lives. Awei plays computer every day, and awei loses his temper when the swallow says he is looking for a job. Swallow understands awei's mood, silently says nothing, and cooks for awei personally after work every day.

Later, Swallow heard from colleagues that men are so strong. If he thinks his woman is more capable than himself, he can't get over it. If you are not careful, you will be depressed. Colleagues also enthusiastically helped Swallow analyze the situation in awei, and Swallow thought what he said was true. So he made up his mind to resign and tricked awei into being fired. Swallow himself felt that awei had a burden in his heart, and he also had the belief of pulling back a game.

However, everything is not as natural as the swallow imagined. Awei closed the game without hearing that Swallow was unemployed, and took a quick look at the recruitment content. There is no psychological balance, but blame the swallow for contradicting the boss and losing their jobs. How can they live? That night the swallow cried all night. She kept telling herself that awei just needed some time. She recalled again and again that when she first entered this small room, awei said she would give her happiness.

It was a long time before Yanzi heard from another colleague that the company wanted to become a full member and there was only one place. Everyone knows it, but only the swallow doesn't know it. Her resignation made her colleagues who kindly helped her analyze smoothly become full members.

A few days later, the swallow had a high fever, but they had no money. Swallows groaned sadly on the bed. He saw awei cooking ginger soup and giving her hot water, but he never brought it to the hospital. Swallows burned for three days and felt that they were going to die. The swallow prayed to awei for the first time: "Please, take me to the hospital, I am so sad!"

Awei lowered his head and said, "We only have twenty dollars, which is not enough to see a doctor ..."

The swallow finally felt awake at the moment when the temperature was 40 degrees. How can a person who doesn't even work hard in front of your life give you happiness?

Swallow later said that she struggled to get up and called her parents for money with her mobile phone. The first reaction my parents heard was that she rushed to the bank and cried. Crying to my parents, I will go home when I am well. The swallow said that she didn't blame awei or awei. Awei didn't ask his parents for money when he was ill, which also showed that he loved his parents, but he didn't love her. It is only awei's personal choice not to work hard to earn money.

Some people you love are unforgettable, and some things are like a special eraser, which can be erased again, leaving only memories, not love!