I work in PetroChina, and now I really want to resign. I'm confused.

I am an employee of PetroChina. To be exact, I've been with you for a year. I graduated from technical school and returned to my parents' oil unit. So from an early age, I can understand why my father is away all the year round, and only my mother and I live alone. This is the status quo of oil companies and it is also necessary. Because oil or natural gas will not be delivered to the door automatically, we need to explore and find it, then drill a well and lay one or n pipelines to transport oil and natural gas to all parts of the country. All the preliminary work of "selling oil or gas" is in the wild. The first time I went to the wild, I was 20 years old, in a mountain in Chongqing, surrounded by a large group of men, just me and my sisters, seven or eight women. From April to September, there was no holiday and no chance to go shopping, but I stayed. This experience has exercised my independence and autonomy. I was an only child, but at that time, I felt like a boy. Those who call you "poor and miserable", I think I really don't understand how oil workers work in the wild. I was a welder at that time. I think you should know that a pipe needs a welder to weld. Whether the pipeline passes through paddy fields, hillsides or plains, you must lie down when you need to lie down. This is your job responsibility. Whether it is spring, summer, autumn and winter, you must weld when you need it, which is also your job responsibility. It doesn't matter whether you like it or not. This job requires you to do this As long as you don't leave here for a day, you must be firm. This is professional ethics and personal ethics. I now go to the office logistics from the front line, because I like writing and often have good works, so I have successfully changed the working environment. After you graduate from college, you will never have the opportunity to lie in the paddy field with a welding torch and enjoy the two worlds of cold behind and hot chest, as I used to. I guess, you should be a front-line technician, budget officer or something. According to the practice of state-owned enterprises, you are a cadre-because you graduated from school, you are not a worker. So your political treatment and political opportunities are much greater than that of a worker. You can get closer to your dream. The key is how you should change. My childhood dream was to be a teacher, but now, I put my dream of being a teacher on my child and teach him to sing, dance, read poems and know the world every day. I think this is a particularly good thing. If I can't teach other children, wouldn't it be happier to teach my own children? And writing is what I like. So when the labor contract was terminated with pay in 2003, I chose to stay. It's already 1 1 month when I saw your question. I am sorting out the study materials of the Central Group of the Party Committee this morning, and my superiors will come to check it this afternoon. But I am still willing to spend some time writing these words. I wonder if I can help you. At that time, our classmates in Class One were all oil slickers. Nobody went to Southwest Petroleum School, and nobody wanted to take the exam. They think there is no hope of getting into that school. 15 years later, many children in our unit are scrambling to enter this school, and many students with solid skills who have come out of this school have now achieved the position of division level and department level.