My black boyfriend

When I met him, I was fascinated by the night and closed my eyes. This is all his colors.

20 17 September 4th? Zhou Yiqing

1.

We are all children of the night. I hide in the dark because of loneliness, looking for freedom; He felt lonely because he was in the dark, but he tried to break through the darkness.

2.

Failure in the college entrance examination will affect my life, my life's work and my life's love.

I didn't want to face anything that night when I knew my grades, so I left my sighing mother with my bag and went straight out.

Wandering on the road and passing by the river is not without suicidal thoughts, but when I walked into the shore, I was in a hurry, and the turbulence still beat the idea back. Looking at my reflection in the water, I picked my mouth. "What a useless person."

"Boom-"The water man was smashed by a stone and turned to look for the person who made the panic.

A person who melts into the night scene is very kind to me, with big white teeth grinning. I'm surprised. I am a black man. I searched my mind for English hello sentences that I had studied for ten years. He took the lead in saying hello:

"Hello, good evening." Clumsy Chinese

"... hello"

"You look very unhappy. You can try throwing things into the water to relax. " He speaks Chinese very well. Although he has a strange accent, I am attracted by his language.

He bent down to pick up a small stone, blew it into his mouth and handed it to me two steps forward. I reached out and took it mechanically, blurting out "thank you."

In order not to let his kindness spoil everyone's fun, I threw it symbolically to the river. It sank into the water with a bang, and then there was a big silence, and the atmosphere began to become very embarrassing.

"I'm not happy today, but throwing stones is much better. What about you? " He took the lead in asking questions.

"Much better." I still don't want his kindness to spoil the fun.

He smiled, showing his white teeth, and picked up two more stones and handed them to me. "I can see that you are still a little unhappy. Come on, let's throw it again. "

"Knock-knock-"two dull underwater sounds, like the knocking of love.

I met him on an unpleasant night and threw our unhappiness into the bottom of the river.

3.

Later, I learned that he was from North Africa and had been in China for five years. He likes China very much, especially the girls from China. I asked him why, and he said:

"The girl in China is like a very hard but easily broken doll, which is very special."

He also said, "I am the doll."

"Then why don't you find a girlfriend in China?"

"Yes, but I was under too much pressure to be with me and broke up."

I teased him that he knew the word stress, and he said that you would understand it later. Sure enough, it came in time later.

When I decided to stay with him, I was strongly opposed by my roommates.

"You don't want to die, many AIDS in Africa are good."

"I don't think so. He didn't tell me. "

"He will tell you this?"

"Black people are lazy and violent. Are you really so loveless? Looking for a black boyfriend? "

I was completely frightened by their series of blows. I didn't think about these questions they said, but I heard them.

When I met him again, I was much more wary. I tried to keep a certain distance from him. My subconscious was stimulated by my friend, and I also thought he was dirty.

"Why is it so far today?" He should have feelings in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't express his doubts in awkward Chinese.

"My friend said that Africa is chaotic."

He smiled and nodded.

"Yes, there are still wars in some parts of our country. I didn't even have a whole day at home, but I was lucky. My parents wanted me to leave that place and pursue my dream, so I came to China.

I study hard, learn Chinese, learn professional knowledge and learn the traditional culture of China. I want to get along well with my friends in China. I know that black people all over the world are not synonymous with a good man. I hope to change my bad impression through my own efforts.

I want to walk on the land of China like China people, but it is always in vain. They are far away from me and cast unfriendly eyes.

I wonder why I can't adapt to such a big place as China. Because I have dark skin? Because they think all black people are bad people? "

I looked at him with a surprised face. I don't know what to say, but I always feel as if I have offended something. He turned to look for something in his bag. Then pass me a stack of paper,

"Take a look, I have a physical examination in the hospital here. I am very healthy. "

I panicked. "No, no, you misunderstood. I have no other meaning. "

"I don't have Ebola or AIDS. I just have a slight rhinitis. Don't worry, it won't be contagious. "

He spoke easily, and then showed me a stack of hospital inspection reports. I waved and apologized for my rudeness and distrust. I have always hated people with geographical and racial prejudices. It happened to me this time, and I accidentally stepped into this mistake.

I leaned down and kissed his thick lips, hoping to relieve the pain of the scar I had just cut on him.

He narrowed his eyes and smiled contentedly. He told me that this was the second China girl he had kissed, and the first one had left because of pressure, that is, the day I met him by the river.

I took his hand, thick and big, and he and I walked from the street to the end of the street in the unusual attention of passers-by.

4.

Until the dormitory, I still couldn't figure out what this abnormal gaze meant and dared not ask my roommate to avoid repeated blows. I found such an answer on the internet: once it is hacked, you can never go back. Roughly yellow, blurred.

Basically, the answer is nothing more than that some girls who think they are with black people are disorderly, dirty and sexually active. Some answers with strong personal will, of course, some answers that remain neutral or accept, but few.

After reading all the answers, I didn't fly into a rage, and I can understand that there are some "three non-"immigrants in China who are lazy and violent, but which race doesn't have such bad people?

I know, this black man I know, my boyfriend is a man who has studied in China for three years and worked hard for two years, and wants to have a stable and active life in China, no matter how thick his skin color is or where he was born.

And from beginning to end, he never let me cross the line. All ladies first, he is more like an English gentleman.

So, I wrote my answer under this question:

When you fall in love with anyone, there will be differences in living habits, hobbies, life values and so on. When you two can't get along well together, you can only say that you two have inappropriate personalities and have no intersection in life, not ethnic mismatch.

After putting down my mobile phone and thinking everything over, I also put down a lot of baggage and gave him a call.

"Dear, I want to make our relationship public. What do you think? "

"I don't have any opinions. I'm just worried that you will receive a lot of bad things. "

5.

In the promotion of this activity, I was isolated to varying degrees, and there were many whispers on the road, even from my closest roommate.

Walking in public places, I don't feel like holding hands. When he saw my hesitation, he would loosen his hand and easily say:

"I am like the other side of the moon, and I will never get the warmth of the sun. You are another planet in this vast universe. We are all in orbit, but we are forced by gravity to be inaccessible. "

When he said this, his eyes sparkled, which was reflected by tears. It should be helpless. Maybe in his heart, I will soon be the first China girlfriend to abandon him.

This beam of light was so sharp that it scratched my soul, hit my heart and suddenly awakened my cowardice. I leaned against his solid chest to respond to him and give him courage:

"We are all children walking in the dark, there is no right or wrong. It just happened that we met. "

"I like the night."

"why"

"Because only in the dark, I walked into the darkness like you."

"I'm afraid of the night."

"why"

"I'm afraid I can't find you"

"Then pull me through this darkness, okay?"

"good!"

When I met him, I was fascinated by the night and closed my eyes. This is all his colors.