Kneel for the composition "Life is not easy"

Article 1: Life is easy; Living is easy; Life is not easy.

Looking for the fulcrum of life in search;

Unconsciously waving the chips in youth;

Waiting for the lover in life in the vast sea of people;

Suffering from the trough of life in never giving up;

Feel the fatigue on the road when you are busy.

The dreams planted in childhood are still clear. With the growth of time and the change of years, the original ideal is too different from reality, and the naive idea is slowly erased inadvertently in reality. Pay, in today's materialistic society, has become the appreciation of the rich in luxury cabinets; Colorful neon lights brightly illuminate every corner of the city; And none of this belongs to us who are rushing for tomorrow. ...

Everyone has their own dreams, everyone likes success, everyone is unwilling to be mediocre, everyone is unwilling to lag behind, everyone is looking forward to a better tomorrow ... Everyone is willing to cast their dreams with actions, but they can't find the path to the other side; All people want to prove their value with their own efforts, but they are always helpless in return; Insist silently on everything that cannot be changed. When your heart is frustrated, when you are physically and mentally exhausted, you still have to pretend to be strong, behave calmly and bring confidence to others; Maybe these are really not what I want!

In order to realize this ideal, we may really need to pay too much, because we are not rich children, high officials and nobles, and there is no starting point and platform to support us. If you want to make a difference, you can't care about those so-called gentleness and reserve; If you want to get rid of the comfort of this so-called well-off life, you are not afraid of sweating and scarring. Not willing to live only at the bottom of society, not giving up any chance to forge ahead, or even giving up everything for tomorrow's future!

Perhaps the cruelty of reality makes us fragile, or the helplessness of life makes us sad and cry; Maybe the change of the world is hard for us to accept, maybe it is not as beautiful as we thought! Rough road, wandering people, feel tired, just stop and have a rest! If you feel hurt, take good care of it! Home is not a place to put money, but a harbor for the soul! Be kind to yourself!

When I feel tired, I can't help thinking a lot. The past scenes made people feel inexplicably sad. I wanted to talk to someone, only to find that everyone around me was very busy and tired, only to find that there were so few people who could talk to myself.

When we are struggling to move forward, we may have lost some! Sometimes I wish I could sleep for three days and nights!

Hey, it's the same sentence: "Life is easy; Living is easy; Life is not easy. " Only fight for your life!

Chapter 2: Life is not easy.

I think these days are quite difficult. I'm not very beautiful. The weather is getting cold, and I feel very cold in my heart.

At work, that abnormal man is always hanging around in front of him, looking up but not looking down, and there is nowhere to escape. Sometimes I really want to have a big fight with him and call him a bloody dog. But on second thought, no, this is in the unit, he is still my leader, and my relationship with him cannot be too rigid. But this man has no self-knowledge. Give him a smile and he will stare at you like a fly. Ignore him. It's embarrassing in the office. I am deeply touched that nothing in the world is perfect. I just arrived in this unit before, and I feel quite happy. My work is laid back and many people envy me. But the good times didn't last long, and it wasn't long before I was harassed by a pervert, which was terrible. He didn't dare to do anything to me, but when he saw his miserable appearance, his heart was jammed with panic. He is capricious and deeply worried about what I have done. What a mental derangement. Alas, to whom can this distress be told? I can only hope to leave this troubled place as soon as possible, and I don't want to see that annoying face again.

At home, my husband always goes out to drink these days and often drinks too much. When he was drunk, he complained about Silas. I went home drunk last night and then came back. I talked to some people in the unit and warned him not to be upset about the past, but to be broad-minded. Hearing this, he was greatly displeased and said that I was not on his side. I also know that most of what he said is wine, but some words are really a true portrayal of his heart. My husband is a good man and a good man, but his personality is sometimes too strong and a little emotional. Sometimes he seems to have no intention to talk, but he is often hurt deeply. When my husband came back from work in the morning, I asked him if he had dinner. He told me not to talk to him. It pains me when you say that. Somehow, he said something outrageous and hurtful. I'm fine, but he is cold to me. I can say or not, so don't live that life. Standing at the window, looking at the pedestrians coming and going outside, my eyes are wet. What's the point of living like this? You are warm to him, but he doesn't accept it, but he is still cold to you. If you really love her, for whatever reason, you shouldn't hurt the innocent beloved at will. Heartbroken, made up, and scarred.

It is not easy to live. Things that go well are always rare, but things that don't go well are common. Life is to be born and then live. Living is easy, but it takes courage and endurance.

Chapter 3: Life is not easy.

Speaking of life, what kind of life is a normal life? The ancients had a simple scale, that is, the life of men plowing and women weaving. Yes, this life is simple, dull and complete. Men plow and women weave, men engage in labor-intensive farm work, and women weave at home. In the minimum social structure based on family, the division of labor between men and women conforms to their respective physiological structure and emotional needs, forming a relationship of interdependence and mutual help, which is an important condition for maintaining a pure relationship between men and women.

In addition to the ordinary rural life where men plow and women weave, there are also some lives that can make people pursue a higher social class. The most important thing is to enter the officialdom through the imperial examination. Some ambitious young people will be eager to take the imperial examination. In ancient times, the life of literati who were interested in imperial examinations was also a sunny and positive life. Although not many people entered the officialdom through the imperial examination, they created a more positive social class without destroying the stable agricultural life.

In ancient China, farming and weaving life and literati life were relatively normal. But in fact, the life of farming and weaving in ancient times was also quite hard, and the life of scholars was not easy. People who live in that era will not feel better than those who live in this era. But when we look at their times with the current concepts and ideologies, we can dig out some beautiful things. The costume films and martial arts films we often watch are the living environment of ancient times and the modern ideas. These movies can be loved by young people, but they can be used to feel some beautiful people and things. But after all, it is a fiction of modern people and a visual product of people outside that era.

This may show that people can only find valuable things in that era outside an era. Life is a very realistic thing, a thing of the times. Everything we say and do is restricted by the environment of a specific era. Individuals and society are actually an inseparable whole. As individuals in a social part, they have little choice. In the resistance to social laws, we are often confused and miserable. Life is difficult to choose, because obeying social laws will make life worthless, and choices that violate social laws will be marginalized by mainstream society. Many people have a vision beyond the times, but most of them are crushed by the times and become vulgar and obedient.

Now is an industrial and commercial era. Busy, the pursuit of money is the mainstream, which is the main life of people. The realistic economic structure and social structure make people need to earn a lot of money to maintain the most basic life, so people have to be busy and spend their main time making money. The cost of living, clothing, housing, getting married and supporting a family is high, but these basic needs have never been accumulated by young people for a long time. Working for decades to earn money can't buy a house, and neither can my wife.

In modern society, people's normal life is locked in the capitalist economy, and people's basic needs and normal life are managed by the economy. But the economy is market-oriented, disorderly and profit-seeking, so people's lives can only be disorderly and profit-seeking.

Life is trapped and managed by the economy, so it is not easy for ordinary people to lead a normal life. It is precisely because it is not easy for ordinary people to lead a normal life that there will be a universal utilitarian society.

So I think life should not be all about struggle, all about hard work and busyness, all about positive energy. We should have some time to relax, grieve, sigh, struggle and reflect, and find the value of our time outside our time. I believe that outside our time, we can tolerate the failure of life and the beautiful people and things.

Article 4: Life is not easy.

My brother called today with bad news! Father's foot was smashed! After listening, I have a feeling of ignorance. I hope this part is true! I wish I had just had a dream, but I woke up with a false alarm. Everyone says that reality is always too cruel, right? The reality makes me understand what is cold more deeply!

I'm afraid of getting a call from home. Ask me why? If every time you get a phone call from home, it's not a warm greeting, but a nightmare, I wonder how you will feel? Every time I answer a phone call at home, I always have the courage, always take a deep breath and always tell myself: nothing, just greetings from my relatives! But what about after hanging up? ! How much I want to smash my cell phone, how crazy I am, how much I hate fate, how much I want to cry, and how much I want someone to comfort me. But I have never cried once. I think it will be fine in the future, everything will be fine, and there will be happiness at the end of suffering! But? And the result? Experience is that the suffering is not over yet, and another new challenge is coming ~ ~ Oh! I laughed at myself. I have always believed that after the darkness, the light will always be trampled on again and again! It turns out that the great man said the teacher's words were false! Lies are always beautiful! It turns out that there is no happiness after all hardships. It turns out that the dawn doesn't belong to me after dark! I always believe in my heart: it doesn't matter, everything will be fine, but my wishful thinking is just a big joke in front of reality! Look, nothing will calm down. As long as you live, you have to accept your fate, fair or not!

Remember from the moment you can remember! This is a bumpy trip. In that pimple, there are memories that I have hated all my life! ……

I was nine years old that year. My father worked as a miner in Dazhu, and no one reminded me when he bombed the mine. After he found out, it was too late to run. A huge ore hit his father's leg from top to bottom, and the bone in his right leg was smashed. I've been at home for half a year like that, and I haven't recovered. I still have sequelae, sometimes my father grinned with pain! Since I was more sensible, this is the most impressive commemoration. At that time, my father supported all my family expenses. My mother must take care of our three children and go to the fields to make a living! But my father fell down, and the website owner didn't pay a penny, saying it was my father's own fault. In this way, all the savings in the family were spent on treating my father's leg and borrowing money from relatives and neighbors, but it was not enough for medical expenses. I have no choice but to put my father at home and treat him slowly. A poor family is even more difficult now! But the two brothers are still at school, and the school has to pay tuition and miscellaneous fees, which the mother can't afford at all. My brother explained the situation to the school, and the teacher didn't believe my brother's lying at all (my brother has always been such a naughty and disobedient child for me), and forced my brother to go home to pay for class, otherwise he wouldn't come to school. Helpless, the younger brother dropped his schoolbag and went home angrily. When we got home, we had already had dinner. Mother asked, "why don't you live in school?" Why did you come back so late? It is dangerous to be alone on the mountain road! " "My brother only said one thing: the teacher wants me to pay tomorrow, otherwise I won't go to school, mom, I don't want to go to school! Father didn't speak and was silent for a long time. My mother said that she would go back to school tomorrow and told the teacher that it would be handed in in a few days and told him to wait! A few days after my brother went to school, the teacher asked him why he didn't hand it in. All the other students handed in except you. Don't come to school if you are poor! My brother was angry at that time: you didn't run the school, what are you! That teacher just slapped his brother hard! Think about when my brother was wronged? Later, I didn't know how to solve this problem ~ ~ In short, I hated that teacher!

That year, anyway, was a year of flood in our family. Our newly-built house has not lived in 1 for many years, but it collapsed in that flood, which was washed down by mudslides on the mountain. It was a lucky day! My family doesn't live at home, but helps with farm work at grandpa's house. In the afternoon, my mother said that we should go home first and wait until my father came back. Grandpa didn't agree anyway, saying, it's almost dinner, and I'll go back tomorrow, but it seems to be raining. Mom said it was still early and we could get back in time, so we quarreled for a long time, and then it began to rain, and then it rained harder and harder. Plus my grandfather's retention, my mother agreed! At that time, I really wanted to stay at grandpa's house, but I didn't say it! Hehe ~ ~ I got my wish now, and my heart is full of joy! But God likes to play tricks on people, give you a candy, and then give you a good beating! There was a flood that night and we all slept soundly. If those people on the other side didn't call my grandfather to get up together (my grandfather lived across the river at that time and he was the only one), I'm afraid we wouldn't know when the water reached the bed! There was some anxiety at that time, and the scene was a bit chaotic. My mother picked up the clothes and put them on me three times and five times (now I think it's a little funny, my clothes are on backwards, and my pants look like menstruation's son). The situation was urgent and the water suddenly rose to the bed. The old bed used to be more than one meter high! When we get dressed, we don't know where to hide. The only higher place is the reservoir behind my grandfather's house. They think this is the only more suitable place. So I went to the reservoir with a lantern. Maybe everyone must stay here. Is the most unwise choice, but this is the only place to hide! We just stood on the reservoir, holding an umbrella, but such a heavy rain could bear it! So I was soaked all night, rained all night and blown all night by the wind! The next morning, the rain stopped and the water receded. It was a spectacular scene when we walked back to my grandfather's house. The water in the room receded, but it still reached their big legs. The lawn in front of the house turned into a big fish pond, and my mother caught a big fish in it! Shine in the pond and shout to us; I caught a big fish, look at it! In fact, that big fish scared my mother at that time! She thought it was a snake! Because I couldn't see clearly underwater, I posted it at her feet. The episode of the rest of the robbery eased everyone's original sad mood! After breakfast, because the road was impassable, we stayed at grandpa's house for a few more days and hurried home. After a night of flooding, the muddy road to go home is no longer formed. I sat in my father's street and watched him walk carefully. I'm really worried that my dad will be careless and I'm going to throw the dog to eat shit! I finally walked a few steps home when I was suddenly startled by a familiar scream: "Ah! So you are still here! Our whole village is still thinking that if we can't find anyone in the mud, we shouldn't have come back yet, but we haven't seen you come back for a few days, and we are worried to death! " Our family listened inexplicably! How do you talk? Do you greet people like this? Later, I heard him say that our house collapsed on the day of the flood and thought we were buried inside! Ah ~ ~ I don't know what my parents thought at that time, I only know that I am very sad! Our parents finally built this home for us. We all see how tired, bitter and thrifty they are in order to earn money to build this house! We all know how hard it is to borrow money from all our relatives and friends! It's been hard for several years, and it's gone because of a flood All the hard-planted crops died, and few people survived. Standing beside the ruins, my mother couldn't help crying in front of us, endless sadness, endless helplessness and endless suffering! The surrounding villagers came to persuade my mother: it is good that people are not buried in it. As long as people are alive, everything can start all over again! Yes, as long as people live, they can come back! However, before all this comes back, under such circumstances, how much perseverance and support will it take to get through this difficulty? ! The government comes to our house to take photos, all of which are subsidies, but only a few hundred. What can it do? People who hate the government very much Why do some people get several times more subsidies than us just by losing some crops at home? ! That's it. We emigrated and had nothing. I have to borrow money from others again! You owe so much, who will lend a helping hand? In order to subsidize the family, my mother went out to work, and my father didn't want to go out. My brothers and I moved here after living in my grandfather's house for more than a year.

That year, I was in junior high school, and my father was farming at home. This road is very rugged. Every time my father goes, I always tell him to be careful riding that road! This time I rode my bike and fell into the bottom of the mountain, which was very remote. Father shouted for a long time before someone passed by, and then I asked someone to help me bring my father back. At that time, I was cooking with my back to my father, thinking that my father would have a hot meal when he came back, and my face was full of smiles. But when I heard his noisy voice calling me outside, my fear soared. Did something happen to my father? Turned around and verified my guess: my father's life is more serious than I thought! I saw that his face was swollen, his lips were swollen, his body was in a mess, and there were little blood everywhere. I was shocked, grabbed my father's hand and asked, what's the matter? I could hardly hear what my father said, and when I got closer, I realized, "Don't touch it." I was so scared that I immediately let go and asked me where I was hurt. Dad didn't answer. I know he is in too much pain to comfort me! I helped my father to a better seat, sat him down, called water to help him clean up the wound, and then asked my neighbor to help me carry my father to the hospital. My father's leg was crushed by a car and he couldn't walk. I'm really worried that my father will be so disabled for life! In the hospital, the doctor didn't care much, just rest for a month, and then gave us a big herbal meal and many other medicines, which were applied twice a day at home until the pain stopped! No other wounds can get wet! Father often suffers on that broken road, but this time it has the greatest influence on me! Looking forward to growing up quickly, I can help my father share some ~

I can't remember the winter of that year. Father went up the mountain to cut firewood and sell it, but he slipped on the mountain. At that time, there was a big cave in his head, and blood kept flowing out. I don't know how my father came back. At that time, I was 15 years old and was scared by this scene. I thought: My father won't just leave me, will he? ! Looking at the busy figure of adults, I don't know what to do, just watching the blood holes keep popping up. It's just me and my father at home. I begged my father to go to the hospital, but he insisted and said he would handle it himself ... I don't know how my father got through that time, but I only vaguely remember that he always saw his father in pain. I love my father, I love my father very much!

I don't know which year it is in the long river of memory, the same year or another year. It should be the same year. But the father's suffering will not be blurred. Father fainted in the world while cutting rice, and he was carried back. Looking at that father, I don't know what my mood is, so I thought: no, no! Those adults saw that I was the only child in the family and asked where my family was. I said in a trembling voice that they were all outside. They took my father to the hospital. I didn't know that my neighbor helped me complete the complicated inspection process. After I had to check the results, tears of ecstasy poured out unabashedly, and my mind kept thinking: Dad is fine, Dad is fine, so I ran to Dad and waited for him to wake up. Although I know that my father is fine, I just fainted because of anemia and overwork, but I still feel that waiting is torment and torture. I just waited and waited. As night fell, I didn't see my father wake up, so I went to ask the doctor. The doctor said to wait. The sunset glow outside the window hit my father's face, looking at his dull face covered with wrinkles, forming a small deep ditch. This age should not belong to my father. Looking at them is dazzling! Father, when will you stop worrying so much, when will you stop working so hard, and when will you smile without suffering? Wait, I swear I'll let you live a good life when you grow up!

That year, when I was in the second day of junior high school, my little brother didn't pay attention to his diet and got stomach trouble. I have been listening to his stomachache before, but I didn't go for an examination. This time, the doctor said it was very serious, so we should go to the hospital for treatment regularly! I am worried, but I am always so helpless! My brother's stomach trouble has been hanging in his family's heart because it can't be cured! As the doctor said, people who work outside should not avoid spicy and other foods in their diet. But my brother is always unhappy. Every time I see my brother eating Chili like that at home, I always get angry. I really want to get angry with him and give him a beating. Every time I advised him, he was always so careless and perfunctory, and gradually he became angry with the emperor. What's my eunuch's hurry? ! The body is his and he doesn't know how to cherish it. Why are you angry? I don't know why I am angry! Maybe this is family. Dear lifelong friend, how can you not be angry at his behavior like that? He always worries his parents like that. He always knew that others would worry about his illness getting worse, but he still ignored what he shouldn't eat! He is always so naive, he has experienced so much but he doesn't grow up! He always ignores other people's feelings and worries and doesn't think much about himself or others! He always only looks at the present and ignores the future! My brother! When will you grow up? Responsible for yourself? Pay attention to your health? Take care of your life?

On that day of that year, my mother kidney calculi was cured for half a year. Every time she cries in pain, she always wants to bear it for her, even a little! Although it has passed, I have been worried that my mother's illness will recur. Always afraid of bad luck coming again! If God hears my prayer, please be merciful and stop torturing my relatives. I think we've had enough! Please give me a little hope, don't make me feel that I am always struggling on the edge of pain, and there will never be that day!

Now I am 20 years old, and my little niece was born, but I have problems eating milk powder when I was weaned. There are many red spots on my face, large and small, which are very scary. The baby can't get an injection, so he can only rub the medicine, but it hasn't improved, which makes my family very anxious! I wonder if the ice is serious. I only know that everyone is worried ~ alas ~ some time ago, my little brother got prostatitis, and later he was treated in the hospital and found out the disease, which cost more than 7000 yuan. Now he has been living in a lousy hotel not far from the hospital. The hospitalization fee in the hospital is too high, so he can't afford the hospitalization fee, so he is alone and nobody takes care of him. Although he is an adult, I want to make anyone sick and helpless. Pray for my brother to recover soon every day! However, my little brother is still being treated, and now my big brother has kidney calculi. He took the laser to the hospital several times and failed. I heard from my sister-in-law that he cried several times in pain at night and then called his mother. I think her mother must be very sad! I called home and advised my mother not to worry too much. In fact, these words can comfort anyone, but I'm afraid no one can reach this level! How can you not worry? I was so worried. I always think about them recently, and I always lose sleep at night. I don't even want to sleep until four or five o'clock, let alone my mother! Listening to my mother's voice on the phone, I feel much older! What about today? ! My little brother called and said that my father was injured at the construction site and the bones of his toes were broken! After hearing the news, I actually had no other reaction except a stabbing pain in my heart, and I didn't know what to say! Maybe I'm numb. 1! In fact, I was psychologically prepared before answering the phone: something must have happened at home again! Don't ask me why I think so. The reason is simple: only when there is something at home will they call me. So now I'm afraid to get a call from home, especially afraid! How can I put it? Now I'm afraid of home phone! I hope they don't call me all their lives! Really is a lifetime! This shows that they are healthy! To tell you the truth, I was afraid to get a call from home for a while, so I always called home every once in a while, even if there was nothing to say, I would call back.

I am writing this diary today to talk about my feelings in recent years alone! I don't want to talk to others. Why? It's simple. Who has the leisure to listen to your nagging about such a trivial matter? Are they all about diseases? But it sounds a little mysterious. How much will he believe when you finish? It's better to be buried than questioned, isn't it?

I feel really tired these years! Confused, tired of such days! Tired of worrying about patients every year! I hate the feeling that my family is always afraid of getting sick, even if it is only a minor illness! I hate being afraid of getting a call from my family! This kind of life has caused me an indelible gray shadow! Through this life, the only ideal is getting farther and farther. The more I want to achieve it, the less it can be achieved ... Life is always against me, and fate is always testing my patience. What do you want? ! Heh ~ ~ Do you want me to compromise? Do you want me to bow my head? Want me to give in? You'd better think clearly! No way! My parents are still alive after so many ups and downs. I am their child. Shine on you is better than blue, I want to beat you! I will make you kneel under my jeans, I will proudly raise my head and step on you, and then spit on you like a hooligan and say to you, "Aren't you proud?" Is it arrogant? Is it crazy? How's it going? Die at my feet! It's in publication! Then I clapped my hands smartly and turned to tell you: I don't want to do it, lest you defile my beautiful sand jade finger! Screaming away!

Life should be more frustrated and brave, and life should never give in!

Life, life is easy, life is not easy!

Remember: never give up the life you want!

Chapter 5: Life is not easy.

It's May, and it's getting hot. This is the law and we can't change it.

For the law, we often seem powerless. Despite the advanced technology, there is nothing we can do.

Just like typhoons that frequently attack coastal areas every summer, it is the best proof of the powerful laws of nature!