I live and work in a small county town. I feel that the worldly world is very important and life is very tiring. The worldly worldliness feels very fake.

No matter where you are, in the final analysis, you are doing it for yourself. Everything you do is for yourself. Moreover, China is an emotional society. There are many of these things. You help others. It's so that others can help you when you have difficulties in the future or to make yourself happy, but the important thing is that it's all for yourself. You also said that you feel that the world is fake. You helped them. When you are in trouble, even if they don't want to, they will really help you. As long as you have this result, you will be fine. When you feel tired, think of a favor and pave a way out for yourself. Daily life may be tiring, but when you have difficulties, the difficulties will be much lighter when someone helps you. Just like me helping you sort out your thoughts now is nothing more than raising your level in this software. Even if you don't adopt it, I will answer more freely when encountering such situations in the future. It's all for myself (there is no need to cut yourself off even if A little way out) I hope my answer can help you and thank you for giving me one more experience.