Every time I want to knock on the next full stop, I always want to sigh "how time flies." In three days, the first half of 202 1 will be over.

The college entrance examination is coming, and I can't help but send Weibo saying, "Time flies, six years in a blink of an eye"; Graduation season is coming, and it feels like two years have passed. I have to admit that the time after graduation is really much faster. It may be punching in to work day after day, without many new ideas and challenges; It may be that life is often a person, and it is inevitable that there will be many sparks of ideological collision, the influence of living habits, and happy fragments in life. When I started to move out and live alone, I had a lot of private space and my life was smooth. Those who joked with former colleagues and marveled at eating became the light in my memory.

In fact, many times I feel very nostalgic. I miss those decision-making moments that hit it off. I miss the three little hairpins I brought. I miss two bunches of flowers walking on the road together. I miss going back to my dormitory with an umbrella when it rains. I miss being disgusted and unable to afford Hollywood bread to educate me.

However, even if I think about it, I dare not ask for dinner, for fear of alienation. The embarrassing chat without the next sentence makes me feel suffocated.

I went to Baihua Garden many times in January, thinking of missing Baihua Garden the most after I left here. Now that I have been away for four months, I will still think about what flowers are blooming there every once in a while. If I don't make a deliberate decision, I have little chance to go back. Just like leaving high school and college, high school campuses and college campuses rarely go back. Besides missing the park, I will also miss the vegetable market, all kinds of seasonal fruits and vegetables, yyds. And that graffiti wall, it's a beautiful scenery.

I went to Nanshanying several times, folded quilts, boiled water, blew balloons on blind dates, and couldn't eat at work. It's all gone, blowing in the wind. Occasionally, I will look at the Zhihu I once operated, open the pc station and M station in official website, see that some things are still there and some have been modified, and look at the shops I have renovated on Meituan, with videos with video numbers, and the official WeChat account next door. Just take a look, this thing has existed, existed and will continue.

They are still here, but I left. Leave for a while, get some precipitation, and things will accumulate. In less than two years, 2 1 month, too many things have happened. I thank my first job, thank the people I met, and forgive my naivety and stupidity. Such childishness and stupidity will hardly appear again. When I have problems, I will try to be decent. I won't let myself jump on it and tear it off. It is more polite and logical wording that has nothing to do with me.

A thousand words turn into one sentence: "Thank you for meeting, let bygones be bygones, and the future can be expected."

I stayed at home most of the time in February. Once I get home, life basically stops, and it is unrealistic to study and exercise. Every day, I spend a lot of time in chaos. But one advantage is that you are completely in a vacuum, and you will be more aware of your state, your expectations for the present stage and all kinds of things for the future. After watching The Last Romance this month, I still feel that the plot is a little unreal, but the hostess's dress is really great. I also made a photo of her riding a scooter as my head. I like the feeling of full confidence and vigor. I like happy event, who is full of self-confidence, skipping and being naughty. But now more and more people want to see their self-confidence, elegance, clear thinking, seriousness, and decent behavior in various scenes. Jumping, laughing, and gaudy are not allowed, because you are an adult, at least in the working environment.

I happened to see the recruitment information on boss, and I thought it was quite suitable, so I just chatted casually. After nearly twenty days, I returned to my work place and began to write my resume. Because I was in a hurry to hire a position, I was later removed from the shelf, so I had doubts. Later, I reconfirmed it before throwing out my resume. Then one side, two sides and three sides. Resignation in early March, physical examination, and entry. The process went smoothly. But then I realized that if I didn't have core competitiveness, I would always swim in the fringe.

In March, I was physically and mentally exhausted, leaving my job, having a physical examination, looking at the house, moving, and entering the job. Fortunately, I started a new life, moved to a rented house, woke up in the morning and opened the curtains, and the sun shone there. Six months or more ago, my vague expectations came true. I don't go to work on many rest days, and I am super happy in bed. This is because I have to turn on the light to live in the dark partition of the dormitory for too long, and there is no sunshine or dusk. If you can, try to live a decent life. Only you know how sad those moments are.

After reading a book by Via, I watched the movie A Little Red Flower. I made an appointment with lfh, but it's been a long time. Let the dust settle when I see you. As time goes on, some things will disappear. I never understood why people on the street would say hello and ask, "Where are you going? Have you eaten? " Such a problem was suddenly realized in a vibrato video. One midsummer night, an old man was sitting in the street and a cyclist passed by. Everyone greeted him and the picture disappeared. They know each other, wave greetings, and the picture is much warmer; How lonely it would be if you were a stranger. If we meet again, we will greet each other and then be silent. The surprise we are looking forward to will probably disappear. Maybe we'll never meet again.

Life was basically stable in April, and finally people had a weekend, no matter how big or small. Only when you become a part-time job do you know how extravagant weekends at school are. If you are at school, cherish school life. Recently, the college entrance examination produced results, and many scholars talked about their choice of universities and future prospects in Kan Kan, which made them envious.

Punch in IKEA and Forest Park, climb Qianfo Mountain during the blind date, and visit Jinan for the first time. After eating the roast duck sold downstairs, I ate Sprite.

I was curious about my first business trip and learned that Shaanxi still has Ankang. I bought the most expensive high-speed rail ticket in more than 20 years and flew for the second time in my life.

It was also at this time that I realized that the general models of education and training institutions, although different in scale, are mostly similar in number. When you see the national administrative department reorganizing teaching and training institutions and even laying off employees, you doubt the significance of your existence. Do you want to see other ways of existence?

After reading "Little Shed", the involution of chicken baby, family life, and the appropriateness of the hostess's temper. In the face of the epidemic, Qi Xin and Qi Xin worked together and did it themselves. Many pictures are very beautiful, all of which are saved by screen shots. Everyone or every family is running in their own way, and it is better and better.

The roses in May are blooming brightly, and they have been living outside by themselves. Calling to open a video is also talking about my life, and I just ask myself what I have eaten and sold recently. However, when my father came home to pick me up on May Day, I was still looking for their booth, but the fact is that they came out from the hospital to pick me up. Keep silent about what happened on the phone. Fortunately, people and cars are fine, and the insurance company can reimburse the money for inspection and hospitalization. Wake up, the cost of two people's inspection is 5 thousand yuan, and I can't even afford it. My parents are healthy every time I make a wish. So, I went home again during the Dragon Boat Festival, so I went home to have a look.

I'm an adult, but I don't know how to move things. My brother didn't do well in the exam recently. My mother said angrily, you are such an adult, you should know how to come and go, how to eat and how to dress. If it's hot and cold, I don't have to say that she's as old as you, and she's the mother of the child. You're still like this. Yes, the world is awake. Besides taking care of yourself, you should always call and go home. Birthday and holiday greetings.

My father said that my mother was in her forties. Just as I said that, I suddenly found that she was in her fifties. Time flies like water.

A shot of vaccine. The epidemic situation is still grim. When I pushed the video of a four-day tour in Yunnan, someone criticized me in a message that "the epidemic is so serious, and I still promote tourism." Everyone should actively vaccinate and reduce unnecessary outings.

On a business trip in Yunnan, I clocked in at Dounan Flower Market. Yesterday, Wei 'an tweeted people who wanted to settle in Yunnan. Go to the flower market when you have time and meet romantically. For the first time in my life, I bought flowers, a sunflower and a small star with its own color. So far, the little stars have nowhere to put, and they are probably people who are not in the mood for life. Flowers do bring a lot of beauty. Many girls on the subway are holding a bunch of flowers in their arms, which is very beautiful under such circumstances. Don't you have to be conscious to buy flowers for yourself?

Sometimes it's cost-effective and a little exciting to see the plants recommended by Little Red Book, but I think I may only live for a while and have nowhere to put them, so I gave up and missed the opportunity to know many plants later. This is so beautiful. When I use part-time code scanning, only I know that I am like a walking corpse. I don't know why I am doing such a thing here. I don't even want to do it. Even the materials were confiscated by the urban management, and they were chased by the urban management the next day. Let it be the last time for the first time in life.

After reading the diary of Haijie, the picture is so beautiful. Family, love, first love and plum wine are all beautiful. Recommended.

The departmental league building in June was more about trying new things, playing billiards for the first time and archery for the first time. This first time is much more profound than winning countless mahjong games. After coming, the department had three dinners and three cakes. The gift for Children's Day on June 1st is a greeting card, a bottle of AD calcium and a marshmallow. At first, I thought it was from my colleague, so I didn't dare to move. Do you dare to prepare such a gift for your colleagues? I dare not, because there are too many people to have preferences. It bothers me that one person gives an egg and a zongzi during the Dragon Boat Festival. There is not even a gift box for zongzi. I'm afraid there aren't even moon cakes for the Mid-Autumn Festival and gifts for the New Year. It's a little spicy and meaningless.

Actually, I want to be a freelancer, but I have no talent, so I can only work part-time. When I realized that I was going to start the law of 10 thousand hours by reading, I found that I couldn't start. Looking through the notes from two or three years ago, I found it still useful.

Life has reached another point, and I feel that the next point is waiting for me, not staying here. Because it is not beautiful here, there are still some rules and regulations for both leaders and colleagues.

I'm still a little afraid of the passage of time. What about you? How's the past six months? I hope that no matter where you are, you have the ability to cultivate your own life.

What are your plans for the second half of the year? Please leave a message.

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