What are the unforgettable pains in this experience of traders?

Write a thousand words, and digress from Wan Li. I want to leave this article to Bian Xiao, who will help me write my memoirs in the future. You can make do with it.

At the same time, I would like to thank my friends who communicated with me and raised valuable questions. A good question can cause people to think, summarize and express. Lao Du is a lazy man. Without these problems, there is no need to help Bian Xiao sort out his memoirs. Why don't I spend my time playing football, billiards, golf, swimming and hiking? Why bother coding here?

20 13, the fourth year of entering the spot gold market, May, Beijing, USD 5,000 to140,000. (Forgive me for using so many zeros instead of a word "ten thousand", which is even more shocking.) I took out gold, got a gold card from China Merchants Bank, and gave my girlfriend who had been in love for six years an ipad mini and one.

I bought myself an alloy Lamborghini car model. The purple model was placed on the slender jade leg of the beautiful woman under the lamp. This model is still in my hotmail mailbox.

However, due to his immature trading mentality at that time, it was doomed that he could not tolerate happiness for too long.

At the end of May and the beginning of June, I fantasized that I would continue to make great strides and win my favorite LOFT down payment as soon as possible. In just seven trading days, my re-entry account shrank from $65,438+020,000 to $20,000. I turned off the computer, stood under the unique nostalgic street lamp in niujie, holding a tree, and wanted to vomit. The down payment was gone. The bull that just saw the shadow ran away and disappeared, standing in the starry sky from dusk to dusk. ...

Valentine's day in 20 14, which happens to be the fifteenth day of the first month. I am lovelorn. I flew to Kunming with my backpack and transferred to Xishuangbanna that day. Then my hometown Thailand-Yunnan-Laos-Yunnan-Myanmar-Yunnan-Thailand-Yunnan-Chengdu-Hebei prospered. I walked all the way, playing trading all the way, and found myself completely in the past six months.

People always have to see themselves clearly before they know what they want and how to go in the future.

Completed the latest nirvana in the trading mentality.

The remaining $20,000 didn't survive that June.

In fact, when I got on the plane on Valentine's Day 20 14, the cash on me plus the money in my card was less than 2000 RMB.

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In fact, the dividing line is not written happily enough. There were many episodes during that trip. For example, I almost died in Laos, and I accidentally sawed my foot on my uncle's construction site in Chengdu. I'm also hesitant to write. A lot of things are being sorted out, and I have no talent for telling stories for a long time. In the process of communicating with you, I sorted out my past bit by bit, and writing memoirs in my later years can also save snacks. You make me feel warm and practical, thank you.

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Ok, let's write that Valentine's Day on 20 14 falls on the fifteenth day of the first month. I got up early and got on the plane at the Capital Airport. I remember I was wearing a ski suit that day. It's foggy in Beijing. I get up early and it's cold, which is quite a feeling outlined in Once Slow. There are no pedestrians in the dark, and the shops selling soybean milk are steaming .. Ten minutes after Boeing took off from the capital.

When I arrived in Kunming and transferred to Xishuangbanna, I took off my ski suit, sweater and long sleeves, but I was not allowed to wear my newly bought short-sleeved shorts and flip-flops. The weather is really hot, and my eyes are all green. The smell of plants between breaths is intoxicating. In the afternoon, there are water pipes on the trees in Xishuangbanna Street to cool down. T=== Then I found a small hotel in Banna and stayed here intermittently, plus going abroad and coming back.

I don't know what happened to Banna now. I feel like an independent kingdom of 14, gambling on pornography and drugs. If you want to touch it, basically the local driver can show you the way. Brother Yunnan is very talkative, and most of the calls are "Hey, which country (which)". Most of the local pavements in Banna are run by Sichuanese and Hunan people, so

Lao Du doesn't drink much now, but it was ok then. He also likes to have a drink when he is alone, but he should be a little drunk (hotels outside the water-splashing festival are cheap and free). Where did you drink the wine? He will be the gold star of real estate and will be photographed.

I walked out of the fast pace and cold in Beijing, and it took me three or two days to get used to it in Banna, just like the 82-year-old brisket was taken out of the freezer and thawed in warm water.

Because of family education, I can't sleep late. Whenever I go to bed, I must wake up at the right time. Under the colorful blue sky in Yunnan, all kinds of hot and sour snacks and strangers with familiar accents on the street slowly settled down. A sea of people is like a sacred lake. Holding a restless heart, I patiently wiped the sun and the mirror-like lake to restore its original color.

(The next few articles will write about the trip to Southeast Asia, which is also mixed with many feelings. The greatest significance of long-distance travel for me is to help me find myself and know what I want. There are many things in the company, and the update may be slower. Please forgive me. )

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There have been lonely days in the process of trading. All day long, I was faced with red and green K-lines, as well as my own garlic seedlings, asparagus and mint. The yard is full of colorful excitement, and the niujie outside the yard is full of vegetables. The house price and popularity in the Second Ring Road are another kind of alienated excitement. It's been a thousand years since I went to the ICBC at my doorstep to do business, and I found that I can't speak anymore. I looked at myself in circles, and I looked like Liang Zuo in Wang Shuo's eyes.

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From Xishuangbanna to Thailand, Laos and Myanmar, all the way, when in a foreign country, there are thousands of lights in the subtropical jungle. In silence, thoughts and memories become necessities. Looking back on the road of life for more than 20 years, combing the family, friendship and love seems to be watching a movie, and all kinds of picture fragments flash and string into the growth process of a multi-personality protagonist. These ups and downs are in line with the development of the plot. This is God. Try to forgive yourself, accept yourself and be perfect.

Regarding the transaction, although the transaction records are kept in ONEDRIVE, I found that there is no need to turn on the computer at all. I kept all the lists in my mind and read them over and over again. When the loss of a single withdrawal stop loss was flattened by more than 200 thousand, I thought an Accord was gone. From that moment on, my mind was unbalanced and I began to enlarge my judgment of success. It is impossible to touch the list with a success rate below 75%, but that is impossible. The list of 50% success rate has also begun to be accepted by myself and can't wait to rush in. Once you rush in and grab it instead of picking it up, you are no longer satisfied with waiting for the opportunity, so it is not far from the explosion.

Since then, the trading system has been modified as follows: the stop loss remains unchanged, and the position does not exceed 20%. If the single-day loss reaches 5%, you must rest, and if the loss reaches 10%, you will close your position and rest. Up to now, my recruiter has asked the other person not to lose his temper for at least two months. If I work according to this rule, I will keep 5% profit every month. We can expand the profit by modifying the technology, but the mentality, especially in the stage of continuous loss, is the lifeline of this market, and it is not a problem to get funds in such a good profit environment.

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Today I suddenly want to talk about the topic of perseverance. In this market, the monthly income of 10 is enough to make most big funds happy from ear to ear, but many individual investors are uneasy about this figure and even expect several times the return. Someone once told me that he is heavily in debt now, and he needs to pay his debts every month, and he needs 30% of his monthly income. The principal he can raise is 30 thousand, which has been studied. Double the short-term heavy position! But I still find investors with 1000 dollars.

For various reasons, there will always be various colleagues who contact me for various reasons, and maybe you will encounter similar situations. Imagine, if I were you, I would be in a panic all day, unable to bear the pressure, and want to turn over as soon as possible by this market, preferably tonight. I don't want to simply classify it as an idiotic dream, but you can't hold it if you make money, and you won't be willing to cut it if you lose money. You compromise your stop loss, and everyone is embarrassed to win your money, like a gambler who lost the bet. You must impose it on everyone. If God wants it to die, he must be crazy! Once jealous, it is not far from being chewed by the market.

Chatting with a friend that day, I said that the best way to solve this problem is to install a heartbeat monitor, as well as adrenaline and dopamine monitoring, connected to high-voltage electricity. Once it is found wrong, it will be corona immediately.

Of course, this is a joke, but we can understand from the side that this market, a normal heart, is so precious, out of control and terrible.

So, although I know I can't persuade you, I still say that if I can't stand it, I will leave. Don't miss it, don't look back, this market never lacks the myth of wealth, but the scars left by bones and others are not necessarily clear everywhere.

If the position management is not done well, many people will explode when they see the direction.

The real trading state is very easy. Once you start to embarrass yourself, it is not far from being bitten by the market-Lao Du.

Not everyone is suitable for this job, even if you work hard enough, work hard enough and love enough! ! !

Whether it is a reflection on self-growth or a summary of other mature traders I know, of course, there are also many people who yearn for this job to communicate with me. I think it depends on talent and chance (the word chance is a bit confusing and generalized, and the growth environment before puberty is a big one, which will be developed later)

Talent-mathematical thinking, learning ability, independent personality, adult thinking, full of energy and good endurance.

Every position has its ups and downs. Technical analysis is valuable because the repetition of history is a high probability event. After all, this market is also a game about probability (success rate, wind-wind ratio, position change), so it embodies the value of mathematical thinking.

Learning ability is not detailed.

What is independent personality and adult thinking? Be 100% responsible, accept every failure, and strive to make your skills and mentality better.

It is the hardest to admit your own problems. No one wants to have a hard time with himself, taking all the problems on himself, biting his back molar and fighting with himself, but when making a deal, he is unable to move (which means careless eyes in dialect), just like a mental patient, once he is willing to go to a mental hospital, he will not be far from recovery. The abnormal psychology teacher in my university opened a smoking cessation clinic, and the success rate was as high as the fee. He told me that it was a psychological game. Those who are willing to spend this money to quit smoking have basically realized their own problems and have the determination to solve them, and other things will be easy to handle.

Energy endurance is particularly important in the learning stage. If you don't stare at growth for three consecutive months and take a three-week break in a year, you must stick to the disk. Hearing the heartbeat and breathing on the plate, Lao Du had to congratulate you on passing the first technical level.

Why talk about chance? ! Because a dealer has a good mentality and personality, just like water, it must be warm, gentle and inclusive, and it moves with the times. The gentleness here is not only for the environment outside the transaction, but also for accepting oneself, which is inseparable from the growth environment before adolescent personality stereotypes. For a negative example, people whose parents are strict or who have been abandoned are usually not suitable for this profession-self-destructive personality. So, I think the opportunity is here.

You usually come to our company to apply for a trader. There must be my reasons for excluding you. In addition to the standard of position stop loss mentioned before, here is also one of the standards, healthy personality, but I didn't say it in person. In addition, the borrowed fraudulent transaction records are also the reasons why some people failed to pass the customs. I find it difficult to deceive me in any way, unless you can't even deceive yourself and don't explain.

I know that many people have been in this market for many years, and they are scarred and common. They talk about technology, all kinds of research, all kinds of high-profile, and the result is still sad. Some people even have problems with their living security. I absolutely believe that regular workers have perseverance. You know, if I think a seller has potential but is short of money, I will try my best to give him good conditions, eat well and have a good rest. If I can't sit patiently and build a capital curve, I want to get rich overnight. In all these years, I really haven't seen anyone survive.

As for induction and deduction, there are not so many concepts. After all, this market is just a game of probability. You can control whether you gamble or not and how much you gamble. If history does not repeat itself, all technical analysis will be meaningless. Therefore, waiting for high probability events, combining with good position management methods and reasonable wind-to-newspaper ratio are the basis for my foothold in this market.

Yesterday, I chatted with Lao Zhang. She occasionally throws coins into the arena, and I often play this game with one of my small accounts. But listen, the significance of this game to me is to keep the feeling of position management. If there are no redundant law enforcers, then a good mentality is to be maintained by yourself. First, abstain from greed. The only way to double in a short time is to hold a heavy position. Heavy positions mean ~ ~ high risk and it is difficult to turn back.

When a group of students who climb stairs or disc players in the circle get together occasionally, you will find that no one talks about technology, and there is no skill or skill. If I give mine to someone else, he will find that he can't use it. Because of what? I have never experienced the sweetness and pain that accompanied it! Second-rate technology and first-rate mentality can create a player who is almost first-rate, first-rate technology and second-rate and third-rate mentality. Only unscrupulous players will not refuse to change, but will only refuse to be changed. Why did you change? Because of the pain, such as the explosion of the stairs on the 0/6th floor of Kloc when you were studying with your teacher, such as the pressure of reality, you survived. I know this is a nirvana, but you can't resist it. I'm sorry, this market is so cruel and persistent in choosing your own industry and career, not because you are extremely confident in your growing self. I was right. ! ! "~ ~ ~ ~ Dedicated to the market peers.

You all saw my record of gold transactions 100 from May to August 2002. Is it awesome? What's the level? To tell the truth, it looks immature at first glance. Some people have said things 30 times with their own records, but it is Xiao Bai or outsiders who are fooled. This is exactly my own newborn calf at that time. If you give me another chance, I will definitely not ask for 100 times, because I know how much this market can give you under the premise of controllable risks. I often play outdoors, and I will take some difficult routes and snow-capped mountains in the next few years. There is a word about outdoor in the article that is really good ~ ~ ~ awe! ! ! !

When the transaction is complicated, it will be difficult. Simply put, it is nothing more than profit and loss. After the technology is determined, the experience becomes a playboy, looking for the holy grail, suffering all kinds of hardships, and returning to the original point to understand. That's all. If you don't suffer these hardships, you will always have illusions about technology and masters.

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To say a few more words, I prefer listening to music when dealing with psychological adjustment, which is usually a single cycle.

What calmed me down a few years ago was everything about Sa Dingding.

In the past two years, Zhao Lei's "Thirty-year-old Woman" and Gott's "People I Used to Know"

If you experience big fluctuations, you have to take heavy medicine for serious illness. The looser a person's backpack, the better. Or, go to the surgical corridor of the hospital for a day, bury yourself in the sky, chat with the new fathers in obstetrics, and think about the beginning and end of life.

As for books, the classic "Knock Down the Wall of Thinking" is like Da Bing's "Be a Good Man and Touch Your Head", such as "I just dare to be different from others", and biographies of major traders.

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Zhuangzi's eyes are extremely cold, and his heart is extremely hot. My eyes are cold, so I don't care about right or wrong; Warm heart, so full of emotion. Although I know it's useless, I can't forget it, it's a fiery heart; Although I can't forget myself, I don't do it in the end, which is a cold look. -Zhuangzi About trading, we should learn from Zhuangzi, especially after forming our own trading system. We should be enthusiastic, close to the disk, keep a sense of the disk, keep our eyes cold, ensure discipline, and quit greed and fear in our own disk.