Sorry, I'm a black soldier.

What do you mean by "black soldiers"? Because you don't meet the recruitment standards, you enter the army through contacts? ~ ~ If so, it's really no big deal. At best, it's just being "retired" ~ ~ People are not afraid of making mistakes, as long as they know their mistakes and can correct them! Besides, in your case, most of them are not your own will. In addition, you also said that leaders often come to talk to you recently, and 80% of the leaders know something about you. So at this time, you should take the initiative (such as "turning yourself in". Tell the leader what happened. Then you'd better show your determination and work hard in the army in the future. On the other hand, if the leader feels that you are "indifferent" and deal with you again, it will be in trouble! ~~