After graduation, the dog son began like this.

"Goal, the first half is over. Host Russia ended the first half with Saudi Arabia 2-0. Audience friends, see you in the second half ... "Hearing this, Ergouzi actually happened to pass by the door of a lobster shop opened by an alumnus. This alumnus is very good at doing business and put a projector at the door. Many people who eat shrimp will choose to eat at his house, eat shrimp and drink beer and enjoy the first game of the World Cup. Isn't it perfect?

Ergouzi glanced at the trend, almost all of them were young people, even those born after 80, 90 and 00. Then the question comes, Ergouzi thinks, why are they so rich that they can gamble and eat shrimp? Can't all be white-collar workers?

Speaking of Er Gouzi, he is actually a literary cynic who has worked hard in first-tier cities for nearly three years. Although he didn't make any money, Ergouzi still had enough enjoyment in big cities and enjoyed a lot of delicious food. Ergouzi often said that graduation was hard. Although he has suffered a lot, Ergouzi is satisfied with the slowly changing quality of life.

When Er Gouzi just graduated, it happened to be a new high for graduates. Er Gou Zi returned to his hometown with some treasured books. As soon as I entered the door, I was stopped by my mother and bought two train tickets to Suzhou. Later, Ergouzi learned that his father was injured there. This is serious. Ergouzi thought about it and went. After seeing his father, he was very depressed about how to find a job and which city to go to. After all, when I played truant a few years ago, I was still longing for it. Everything went to Sanbaotang. Two dog took a mobile phone and invested in several companies in Shenzhen. He also pulled the box in a panic and went straight south. When I arrived in Shenzhen, I could only stay in a small hotel and eat the unfinished instant noodles on the train. The inexperienced Ergouzi got up early the next day and went directly to two companies in the city for an interview. When I entered the door, Ergouzi was still sighing. Sure enough, many things in big cities are very attractive, and the office environment is really the same as in TV dramas. It's beautiful and spectacular. Then, the interview began, and Ergouzi was told that he would wait for the phone call before 6 pm, go to another company, and then go for a walk in the university of DC, with various sighs in his heart. It's already half past six, and Ergouzi is wondering why he still chooses to wait until the phone calls come.

In the evening, Ergouzi returned to the small hotel and sent a message unconvinced. As a result, others found a more suitable one, and then it was gone. The dog son couldn't believe it, and sent a message angrily, "You found the right one, why didn't you tell me so that I could still hope and wait foolishly?" Do you have any professional ethics in doing this? " . I blacked out the number after I sent it. All night, I opened my eyes until dawn, and the two dogs couldn't sleep. I have no choice. Two dogs have to work or have no money to live. Big cities are expensive, especially those who have just come out of school like Er Gou Zi, and suddenly feel that they can't afford many things. Colorful streets, fashionable beauties, handsome boys and two dogs are all desirable, but it seems impolite here. Instead of giving two dog a chance, he gave two dog a slap. Counting the money in the wallet, there is only 1000 yuan left, which is not enough for such expenses. Later, Er Gouzi moved to the office of a college classmate. I heard that it was built there, so Ergouzi had to have the cheek to flirt. A single room of less than 20 square meters in the basement is opaque after lights are turned off. Later, Ergouzi casually found a company in the urban area to make a living, and the problem appeared. If it takes nearly two hours to drive or there is no traffic jam, it will be even worse. From then on, if the traffic jam is even worse. I often let the second dog go back to the house just to fall down and sleep. Even if I eat, I can order takeout or eat casually. If I don't starve to death, I'll be fine. Occasionally, I will go out to eat a roadside stall and drink a bottle of beer with my classmates on weekends, and I will gain a little weight. Life has only to move forward, without poetry and distance, only hardship and sadness.

Finally, after half a year's running-in, the New Year is coming. Er Gou Zi went home for the Spring Festival with 3000 yuan and didn't buy any new clothes. He went back without saying anything or buying anything. The second dog knows that he has to leave some flowers when he goes home, otherwise the money he comes back may be gone, and even the ticket money may be gone. In this way, after the quiet New Year, Ergouzi bought a ticket for the seventh day of junior high school, braved the heavy snow and set foot on the train south again. At this time, Ergouzi still knows exactly what he wants. He resolutely quit his first job and re-employed in major recruitment websites. Later, he met a colleague. Because he is fat, everyone calls him fat. This fat man has rich social experience, and he also gave Ergouzi a lot of advice and told many things that Ergouzi had never heard of. Ergouzi still remembers that at the beginning, the fat man took him to Starbucks for coffee. At that time, Ergouzi only knew that Starbucks was expensive, but he didn't drink much. He only drank it once in college, and probably forgot what it tasted like. Then Ergouzi often asks the fat man any questions or questions, just like brothers. In fact, he is about the same age, but society has made fat people mature a lot, and fat people are also very good. He would take pains to tell Ergouzi any questions and give many suggestions, so Ergouzi's second job began.

At first, Ergouzi still lived a basic salary of a little food and clothing, which was a far-fetched life, but compared with last year's six months, Ergouzi felt that he had made progress. Later, Ergouzi found his boss, which was really good. Although she is a female boss, it doesn't affect his help at all. At this time, Ergouzi also knows the grace of dripping water and will repay him. In this way, Ergouzi worked hard and made a good work plan every day. If he doesn't finish it, Ergouzi will consciously work overtime to finish it. He really wants to make some achievements early and let himself shine in front of the boss. On the other hand, he also wants to repay his boss's kindness. Looking at the colleagues who joined the company at the same time, Ergouzi was anxious, but it backfired and there was always a little lack. Slowly, Ergouzi grew up. Finally, with the help of Qi Xin, the boss, Ergouzi got the first salary of over 10,000 yuan after graduation and looked at the five digits lying on the bank card. Er Gouzi didn't say anything that day, so he called a friend and went to eat a hot pot. Maybe Ergouzi won't forget the meal. He may have enjoyed it on the surface, but he may be crying inside. After all, Ergouzi is a man and can't cry. On that day, Ergouzi chose not to drink. He casually looked for Starbucks near his home, ordered new products in the store, sat by the warm French window and looked at the hurried pedestrians outside. Ergouzi smiled faintly and drank the new 40-yuan cup he had just ordered. The high light shone on Ergouzi's face, which made him look much more mature.

Slowly, Ergouzi ran through the streets of many markets nonstop and learned a lot about Shenzhen. Both dogs know where to have fun and where to eat. At this time, Ergouzi lives in a non-standard residential area with one room and one living room, which is good in lighting and comfortable. On weekends, Ergouzi likes to cook something for himself. Soon, the weight of Ergouzi rose rapidly, reaching the 60kg mark. Considering that the newly graduated Ergouzi is only 52kg, and there are many social activities, Ergouzi is also very helpless. Although this weight is not very fat, Ergouzi is still a little scared. Slowly, Ergouzi and Fatty became good friends. They often meet and drink together. Fat people can eat very much. He knows all kinds of delicious things. In this way, Ergouzi took everyone to visit some online celebrity afternoon tea shops in Shenzhen, and Ergouzi tried one by one-milk snow, tea, Starbucks, Taiwan cover, Pacific Ocean ... Ergouzi is a member, and.

A new year has begun. It's a pity that Ergouzi was cheated. He didn't get his salary for two months, but he still lived on his previous savings. Because his customers have a good relationship with Ergouzi, Ergouzi never thought of cheating customers, accompanying customers everywhere to ask the boss for it, but it ended in failure every time. Ergouzi is getting tired and gradually understands that this market is a place where many things are beyond personal control, but deep down, he can't control it himself. It's not your fault that many people advised him to give up. You can't help but accept this kind of thing, but Ergouzi is still very guilty, just put it down slowly and stop talking. Fortunately, the customer has become good friends with Ergouzi. Although we don't have much contact, every contact is an hour or two by phone, and Ergouzi is very pleased.

Finally, in the new year and a new beginning, Ergouzi also decided to do something meaningful, that is, take various degree certificates. So, two dog quit his job in Shenzhen, wiped his tears and set foot on the city where the university is located. He wants to savor the taste of that year, find a suitable new job by the way, and review the exams while going to work. Er Gouzi talked about several companies before he came back, but the change was too fast. A lot of things are changed before they can be dealt with. The two dogs had to bite the bullet, braved the heavy rain and the scorching sun, and look around again. All the backs of his hands are tanned except where he wears his watch. Er Gouzi didn't flinch, because he knew that many things were made by grinding, and his heart always guided him to move on.

One day, it was raining lightly, and Ergouzi collapsed in bed, didn't get up and didn't want to eat. On the one hand, he hit a wall, on the other hand, he was under various pressures. Er Gouzi doubted whether his original decision was wrong. After a month, Ergouzi got nothing but the black on his arm. Gradually, the two dogs also made some friends in her city. Through talking with them, she learned that there are too many college students in this city, which leads to oversupply in the market. Some companies are not worried about not being able to recruit new employees at all, and even offer them unexpectedly low wages. Too many, some enterprises also pay special attention to academic qualifications and prestigious schools, resulting in students in some ordinary schools having no advantage at all. All kinds of information and rules and regulations have once again exhausted two dog. The enterprises in this city do not have the pattern of big cities, and can even be said to be squeezed. Ergouzi understands that, after all, in such a city, there is no high degree of education and lack of experience, and perhaps it can only be curled up at the bottom.

Until recently, Er Gou Zi had a pleasant talk with a company on the Internet. The position in that company is still satisfactory, so Ergouzi decided to have a look. But on the way, the HR department of that company called Ergouzi and said to find time to talk about salary, because he couldn't give as much as what was said online. Ergouzi exploded instantly, with 10 thousand MMP sentences, but Ergouzi still held back his inner dissatisfaction and prepared to talk about it in the past. In the new week, Ergouzi got up early, dressed formally and went to the company. It's raining lightly. When we arrived, the door of the company had not been opened. Ergouzi found a small shop, ate something casually and went up because he wanted to know how much he could talk about. After repeated attacks, Ergouzi knew its value. As long as you don't brush the bottom line, the second dog is still willing. In the process of waiting, several newly graduated college students came, and their tender faces were full of hope and youth. The second dog looked at them and was shocked, thinking of his own. When he heard that they were employed by this enterprise, he talked about something. His eyes rolled several times, and he really sympathized with the college students in this city. It's too worthless. With a sigh, Ergouzi's conversation ended, and Ergouzi didn't even think about it.

At this point, Ergouzi's mind was blank and he didn't know what he was thinking. Is it really not suitable for this city? Why so many people can still stay in this city, but Ergouzi likes this city very much. At least after he came back, Ergouzi was very happy. He feels that the happiness of this city is still very high, but why is there no place for him? Er Gou Zi's heart is very complicated and chaotic. This is not the way to go on for a long time. Ergouzi is not the kind of person who can stay at home for a long time and want to go out for a walk. At least he feels happy. Fortunately, two dogs are accompanied by books. As long as he is free at home, Ergouzi just reads and studies until one day, Ergouzi wrote a sentence in the book-"If life deceives you, don't be sad, don't be impatient!" You need to keep calm on a blue day and believe it! Happy days will come. "

In the eyes of Ergouzi, there are poems and distant places, lobsters and beer downstairs, unspeakable future and imagination, and Regan Noodles eggnog that the city has to love. ...