Relying on my family and my wife, I became a tragedy.

There is a man in this world who is destined to lead a miserable life, that is, he relied on his parents when he was young and became a wife at home.

Before I was 30, I never worried about anything. In the first 26 years, my parents and I, as well as my sister, were like sparrows soaked in honeypots, and teenagers didn't know the taste of sorrow. Later, I got married. With the seamless connection of my wife, I live a lazy life again.

My name is Zheng Baoxin. I was born in a patriarchal family in the 1980s. My parents gave birth to me in their forties. I also have a sister above me, thirteen years older than me. She is not popular with my parents.

At that time, in this not-so-rich family, everyone, from grandparents to parents, revolved around me and doted on me. They really feel afraid to hold me in their mouth and hold me in their hands for fear of falling, turning me into a useless person.

When I was a child, I heard from my mother that my sister did well in school. Later, after I was born, the focus of the whole family shifted to me. My sister felt left out, and her grades suddenly fell. The university was barely admitted to a very ordinary two colleges.

After graduating from college, my sister found a job selling real estate. At that time, part of her monthly salary was forced back by my mother and spent all on me. I was only in the fourth grade at that time. I am very naughty and often bully the students in my class. My teacher also has a headache. My mother never cared. In her eyes, she thinks my son is good everywhere and no one else is good.

Under the protection of my parents and sister, I grew up happily all the way and barely graduated from college.

02、

I met my wife Chen Xiaomei while playing online games. Later, by chance, I saw her real portrait. What a beautiful girl. I think she is more beautiful than all the girls I used to know at school. Of course, during my three years in college, I often skipped classes and often went to Internet cafes to play online games. I am completely immersed in the thrill of fighting all over the sky. I have never really met the girls in my class.

Chen Xiaomei, she was the first girl I looked at carefully. At that time, several of our partners often played in the virtual world of the Internet and fought day and night.

I tried my best to please her. With the money my sister and mother gave me, I gave her red envelopes, bought brand-name clothes and expensive cosmetics. Girls are gullible. Finally, under my sugar-coated cannonball and sweet talk, Chen Xiaomei agreed to be my girlfriend.

Her family is from Wuhan, and later she defected to my city, Wuhu City, Anhui Province. She is hot-tempered, stubborn and charming, and has a big wave. She is my type.

Her family is also very complicated. When my mother was young, she hung out with a rich man and later gave birth to her. The rich man gave her some money and then abandoned her mother and daughter. Later, her mother remarried and abandoned her to her grandmother. She grew up with her grandmother.

She crossed Qian Shan and married me. No one can control her, and my family will follow my wishes. In this way, Chen Xiaomei took the backpack and married directly into our home.

After we got married, we lived in a new house bought by my parents and sister. I used to play games at home alone, but now Chen Xiaomei has come and she plays games with me at home.

The life of the two of us is happier than that of the gods. Since I graduated from college, I have gone out to look for a job, which is not very smooth. Later, I simply went home, thinking about inheriting my dad's small factory in the future. But the reality is cruel. My dad's small factory didn't run well and kept losing money, and then it closed down.

When I think about going out to work, I will be criticized by my boss, squeezed out by my colleagues, and I will leave work at a certain time. The key is to delay my time playing games, so I don't want to go out to work openly.

So I hide at home and play games every day. Anyway, my parents and sister are in charge of me, and my family can't let me starve to death.

It's true that birds of a feather flock together. Chen Xiaomei is also a lazy woman. Apart from her beautiful face and hot figure, she will spoil me. She can't do anything else. After graduating from junior high school, she came out to enter the society. Over the years, she has worked as a game hall salesman and a bar wine salesman, but she has never done any serious work anyway.

We stayed at home for two years. She is very young. She was only 22 when she married me. Anyway, we don't want children. We are still children. Why do we need that little thing? We need time to take care of him.

When I got married, all the money I collected was spent immediately. My sister's family is married and has her own home and children. Besides, there is another Xiaomei now, and she doesn't want to care about us.

Because of this, she quarreled with my mother several times, saying that Xiaomei and I were going out to look for jobs, or we would be ruined at home sooner or later!

Later, my mother thought what my sister said was reasonable. After my father's factory closed down, he has been working for others with low salary. I am tired of saying it too many times. It's just money, money, money all day, which makes me feel that I've wasted her money and I won't pay it back in the future. Xiaomei is lazy, doesn't make money at home, and can't stand my mother's eyes.

03、

In a fit of pique, I took Xiaomei to Shenzhen to find my college roommate Hu Qiang. I really don't know if I can go out. It is even more difficult to find a job in a big city. Xiaomei and I are used to eating at home. In Dongguan, I can't find a good job and I can't stand a bad job.

At this time, Hu Qiang recommended me to sell drinks in a nightclub, saying that the salary there was high. I think Xiaomei used to sell drinks in bars anyway, and her salary was not low. I thought I was just selling drinks, so I agreed without much thought.

In this way, Xiaomei and I went to the Golden Queen nightclub for an interview with good expectations. Because she is beautiful and spicy, she was hired directly. In order to accompany her, I also found a job in it. The foreman manager saw that I was young, handsome and tall, so he made me a doorman.

On the fifth day of work, I was stared at by a rich woman with curly hair, juryman face, fat figure and big smoke circle. She laughed at me directly in front of so many people and said that she wanted me to go with her. I hate such people the most. Some stinky money wanted to be such a shameless boy, so I refused.

Unexpectedly, the old woman turned out to be the big boss behind the Golden Queen. She never dreamed that a poor foreigner would dare to refuse her. How many men want to please her?

My refusal directly hurt the old woman's self-esteem. She called several big men on the phone on the spot, gave me a good beating, and then kicked me out of the Golden Queen.

In this way, I lost my job. Originally, I came to Shenzhen for a month, renting a house and eating. Xiaomei also likes to dance and sing in bars, so the money is quickly spent by both of us. Now, I'm unemployed again, because I spent another thousand dollars on treatment for my injury. We have become poorer.

As soon as I thought of that terrible place and the chaotic relationship between men and women, I suggested that Xiaomei should resign, too. Xiaomei glared at me: "Zheng Baoxin, you don't make money, and you don't let me go out to make money. Shall we drink the northwest wind? "

"Xiaomei, I didn't mean that. After you come out, let's look at other jobs together. This job is terrible. You're in there. There are many men. I am not at ease. "

"You don't trust, you ask your parents for money! As long as they can give you hundreds of thousands, I won't show my face. "

"Come on, I won't quarrel with you. You can do anything you like. Anyway, you like that kind of busy place. "

I immediately became timid when I thought that when we were still at home, my parents disliked the way Xiaomei and I didn't make money.

Then I went to find a lot of jobs, and none of them went well. I went to Hu Qiang and Hu Qiang, and there was no good job introduction. He used to work in a game company, but later that company was laid off because of poor efficiency. Now I went to a small hotel and worked as a lobby manager. My salary is not high.

Xiaomei continued to work in the Golden Queen. She made hundreds of thousands of dollars off and on for half a year. Seeing that she gave me a lot of money, I acquiesced in her continuing to work and didn't say anything about her job-hopping.

I have found several jobs in the past six months, either with low wages or long working hours. In short, it is not satisfactory. Alas, if I had known that the university had studied hard, it would not be so difficult to get out now. After graduation, I stayed at home like a loser for several years. Now I enter the society, only to find that I am now an eight-foot man, unable to do anything or move a step.

Later, I found a high-end residential area in Yinhu, a mountain city, to be a security guard. Because this job is relatively easy, you can take turns on duty if you work overtime at night. Xiaomei is too busy to care about me all day. She comes back at one or two in the morning every night and won't let me pick her up. She sleeps at home all day.

Xiaomei has been busy recently, and we haven't had a good chat together for a long time. One day I had a rest, and I thought that when Xiaomei got off work at night, I would secretly pick her up and surprise her.

That night, the wind was a little cold. At one o'clock in the morning, I stood on the side steps at the door of the Golden Queen, waiting for her. I bought a cashmere scarf for Xiaomei. I am waiting for her to get off work and surround her. I called her several times, but she didn't answer. I just stood there waiting for her, staring straight at the door of the Golden Queen.

At the gate of the Golden Queen, a wave after wave of mighty old men who drank away, as well as several gorgeous beautiful girls, happily walked out of the gate holding the arm of the greasy old man. There are one or two drunken men sitting on the ground at the door, singing out-of-tune songs excitedly, and there are several young girls with scanty clothes beside them. Their laughter reveals charm and ambiguity.

Shenzhen is really a city full of money. There was a bustling scene in front of the nightclub, and gold was washed away by big waves. Men get excited when they see beautiful women. The beauty saw the money in a man's pocket and moved her mind. Where there is glitz, there is destruction.

Finally, after waiting for more than an hour, Xiaomei came out. Unexpectedly, she was holding an old man's arm with other men, especially the old man. Look at her eyes. They're all slanted. That night, she was dressed very sexy, with black stockings, high-heeled shoes and DJ princess uniform. She looked like a cold stewardess.

Shit, I saw that fat bald man holding her waist and sticking it to her. I almost want to rush out and tear the bald old man to pieces.

Later, the bald old man kissed Xiaomei's forehead again, and then took out a bundle of hundred-dollar bills from his pocket and stuffed them into Xiaomei's hand. Xiaomei was happy at once, showing a flattering smile.

"Thank you for your preference for Xiaomei."

"I have to go, baby. I'll come to see you when I'm finished these days. Wait for me! "

Damn, it makes me sick. In an instant, my mood soared, and it was great to have some stinking money. Just want to rush out to fight, but was Hu Jiang a pull.

My impulsive thoughts were crushed alive by Hu Qiang. He advised me not to touch the stone with eggs. This old man is very famous and influential in Shenzhen. I just rushed forward, like throwing eggs at a stone. I will only be beaten by others, and maybe Xiaomei will be beaten together.

I think what Hu Qiang said is also reasonable. In the end, I can only watch. The male bodyguard escorted the bald old man into the black commercial vehicle and disappeared into the luxurious night. Xiaomei's eyes have been staring at the direction in which the black commercial vehicle left. As the traffic gradually disappeared, her waving hand slowly fell down.

"Xiaomei, are you finished?"

Baoxin, how did you and Hu Qiang get here?

Seeing that I suddenly appeared in front of her, Xiaomei suddenly turned her head and asked reluctantly.

Xiaomei changed into her own clothes, and Hu Qiang and I took a taxi back together. Hu Qiang's residence is very close to us.

None of us talked all the way, and our scarves were still in our handbags. Because suddenly, I don't want to surround her.

04、

As soon as I got home, Xiaomei didn't have time to wash, so I picked her up and pushed her to the corner, holding her chin hard with my hands, and my eyes were filled with a fire that wanted to kill. Xiaomei was frightened when she saw that I was crazy. She broke free and scolded me.

"Zheng Baoxin, what are you doing? You are hurting me! "

I continued to look at her with such angry eyes and didn't listen to her at all.

I'd like to see, what is the relationship between the bald old man and her?

She has been struggling, still calling me a bastard, and I don't know if it is good or bad.

"Chen Xiaomei, you are shameless. I saw the bald old man, and he kissed you. What do you think is your relationship? "

"Zheng Baoxin, you are shameless, why do you wronged me? You have the ability, you go out to earn a lot of money, let me have a good rest at home, and I go out to work. Isn't that because you earn less money than we can spend? "

When Xiaomei complained that I earned less money, she angered me again. I slapped her directly, and Xiaomei's face turned red in an instant. This slap gave vent to all my dissatisfaction with the world.

When I woke up the next morning, I suddenly realized that I had gone too far last night and laid hands on me too hard. I really hurt Xiaomei. I apologized to Xiaomei, but Xiaomei ignored me. Next, I behaved very obedient and tried my best to please her. But for several days, Xiaomei stopped talking to me, but she left me money every time she left. She knows that I have no money, my salary is low and I like playing games. The money I earn is not enough for my own use.

After a week, I gradually realized that it was my fault that an old gentleman was unable to let his wife go to work in a nightclub. Xiaomei really made a lot of money after coming to Shenzhen for more than a year. She earned all our rent, water, electricity and living expenses by herself. Frequent job hunting didn't make any money. As a security guard now, I only have 2,000 yuan a month, which is only enough for me to play games.

Alas, I am poor now. If I were a different woman, I would have run away long ago, and only Xiaomei stuck by me and gave me money. I am really a coward. But what can I do? I'm embarrassed to ask my parents for money again. My sister secretly transferred me two thousand yuan last time, and I spent it all on game equipment.

This is how Xiaomei and I get along. I'm still doing my little security guard's leisure work. After work, I will go back to the glory of the king to kill boring time. Xiaomei seems to be busy Sometimes she goes to work in the afternoon and comes back at three or four in the morning.

Until one day, Xiaomei left her mobile phone at home and she went to work. Her cell phone rang, and the caller ID was Wang Dahai, so I connected directly.

"Oh, baby, I have sent you several messages. Why didn't you reply to my message? I'll take Boss Du and Manager Liu to see you tonight. You can arrange a room for me in advance and find me some passionate beauty. "

"You're crazy, aren't you? Smelly and shameless! "

After I hung up the phone, I opened the message and saw that Wang Dahai had sent Xiaomei several messages that made me sick. He also wants to keep Xiaomei. Bah! What the hell!

After a while, Xiaomei came back with a mobile phone. When she left, she saw me still playing games on the sofa and gave me a hard look.

Bitch, I don't care about you. I get angry at the thought of that bald Wang Dahai.

Another month passed, and once when I was on guard at work, a red BMW stopped at the gate of Yinhu Community in the mountain city. I actually saw Xiaomei get out of the car, and then Wang Dahai got out of the car, and two people stuck together and walked into the community.

I rushed up directly, grabbed Wang Dahai by the collar, went up and beat him up. Xiaomei turned pale when she saw that I was scared. She wanted to pull me aside.

"Zheng Baoxin, what are you doing? This is Mr. Wang from Senhai Real Estate. Mr. Wang's younger brother is an official with great power. If you hit him, it will be painful, right? Stop it! "

"I don't care who Mr. Wang and Mr. Zhang are. He is fucking my wife! "

Xiaomei is too busy to stay at home all day. All she knows is that I work as a security guard in an upscale neighborhood. She never imagined that I would be a security guard at the gate of a high-end residential area rented by Wang Dahai.

In this way, I was expelled from the property, because the last time I hit Wang Dahai, Wang Dahai's background was very hard, just a small security guard. He killed me, just like stepping on an ant. Fortunately, Xiaomei pleaded for me in front of him this time, but I just got fired.

I'm unemployed again! This time, I am completely decadent. I really didn't do anything right. My wife has been adopted by others. Is there a man who lives more cowardly than me?

05、

Xiaomei, if she wants to be a mistress for others, let her go. I can't control her. That Wang Dahai, I'm no match for him. I asked Xiaomei for a divorce, but she refused to live or die, saying that she still loves me, but now she wants to make more money while she is young. In the future, the two of us will go back and buy a big house and a car ourselves, and we will never have to look at my family's face again.

I am not stupid. I use this idiot as a fig leaf for marriage to satisfy her extreme greed for money.

I am a man, and my failure is that I can't make money. Money is a person's courage. I have no money, so I have no courage, and I have no backbone and car-scrapping as a man.

As long as I think of Xiaomei's flirting with the bald Wang Dahai, there is a nameless jealousy burning in my heart. So every night, I will lose my temper with her for no reason and call her a bitch. I don't torture Xiaomei. How did she know how humiliated I was?

Xiaomei brought home more and more money. She spends money lavishly and never interferes with me. And I used the money she got from her body to dislike her dirty and deliberately hurt her.

Xiaomei and I, in this fallen city, fell into the cave of greed and desire, watched our souls rot again and again, and were lured by this colorful world until the tide faded and a terrible reef was revealed.

I sent part of Xiaomei's money home and asked my parents to help me look at another house in the city. Xiaomei continued to indulge in the luxury life of the bald old man in Wang Dahai. He spent money for her.

06、

Two years later, due to serious corruption, Wang Dahai's younger brother was traced by his superiors and all his property was frozen. Because of the complicated interests involved, Wang Dahai was also greatly implicated, and both brothers were taken away. Xiaomei suddenly lost her financial support and suddenly panicked. She and Wang Dahai are used to the colorful life, and she can't stand the monotonous life with me.

Wang Dahai was arrested, and I suddenly lost my free life.

I want Xiaomei to go back to my hometown with me. At least we still have some savings in our hands, and we can still live.

But Xiaomei, she has completely ignored my advice. She insisted on staying in Shenzhen, and she didn't want to go back to my home. Later, she broke the jar and went to another nightclub to continue her extravagant life.

Xiaomei is not leaving. What can a person do when he goes back to his hometown? So I continued to convince myself to be with her.

A year later, I was on the street in Shenzhen, and I picked Xiaomei up at night to go home from work. I was stared at by a group of mixed-up gangsters and broke my leg. Now, I'm completely disabled.

I really became a complete wreck, and I can't stand up anymore. Xiaomei left me cruelly this time and went to Zhuhai.

Being taken back to my hometown by my parents, life is the same as before. I will continue to live a boring life of eating and dying for the rest of my life.

If I know today, why should I know? Faced with such an ending, I want to cry without tears.

A person always depends on others, and sooner or later he will become a wimp without a backbone. He is destined to be a tragedy, which will eventually bring trouble to his family.