Do you think a beautiful woman meets a foreign sister-in-law?

When you talk to me about love life, I feel my mind suddenly confused, just like falling into the grass at night, and my memory is dark and I can't understand it. I have asked myself many times: What do you want? Big house? A car? New Zealand super luxury hotel. But the answer always makes me depressed. I want love! However, the love I want, I have never really had.

I thought: What's the problem? I've been in love so many times that every man left me in the end. So I thought, is there something wrong with me?

The first time I fell in love was in college, when I was 18 years old and Dick was 20 years old. Dick is a native of Jilin, with a rough and stylish square face and a tall and stalwart figure. He is quiet and generous, and likes playing basketball. I like to watch his brave and vigorous posture when his big feet run across the court, and I like to watch the warm sweat brought by his skirts. So far, I think Dick is the love of my life. Although he was the first man who really abandoned me, at this moment, when I miss the past according to the smell of sweat, my fingertips can still really touch the softness and full love of a 18-year-old girl in Peking University campus, even today, on him. ?

In 1985, it is still a contemptible thing for college students to fall in love. We are secretly in love. Dick sits two rows behind me. Every time I turn my head, I can feel the same temperature in his eyes in summer. On the weekend of autumn, Dikla took my hand to Xiangshan to see the red leaves, and went to the site of Yuanmingyuan to find traces of my ancestors. Keke is of Manchu descent. Whenever he finds a trace that he thinks may be left by his ancestors, he will desperately cover his long body on it and kiss his ancestors in the most intimate way. Later, Dick covered me with the same posture, and I felt that I was sacred and irreplaceable in his heart.

That time was the happiest time in my life. I sometimes feel this way: when you love someone without distractions, you will feel that happiness is a purely personal feeling, but in fact, your happiness is related to many factors around you, especially the campus romance at that time. Often a paper graduation distribution is the choice of a pair of lovers' blood.