This is a "year" note

The so-called annual record is the experience and feelings that have been engraved on my life in the six years from August 2015 to July 2021.

Today, July 1, 2021, this is the first time in six years that I did not organize a party-building activity in Xihui Village. Instead, as an ordinary party member, I participated in the centenary celebration of Chengzhuang Village. Party building activities.

The relief and regret that it finally ended, and the sadness, tears, grievances, confusion, confusion, introspection, and doubts of the past six years hit me at the same time, converging into the mixed feelings I have at the moment. Perhaps, I should call it To grow.

At the age of 25, I had just started working. I accepted the assignment from the organization and came to the completely unfamiliar environment of Xihui Village. My mind was full of confusion and confusion. I didn’t know where to start. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t even know the value of my own existence. I can only do my best to complete the prescribed actions.

At the age of 26, the work in the village is on the right track. I gradually began to integrate into the work in the village and did some things within my ability to prevent myself from appearing so "useless". That year, we first occupied an office, and we didn’t know what cultural construction was. The four walls were all white. That year, we became the person in charge of assistance and began to visit villages and households. We began to understand the situation of each poor household and keep good records. That year, I knew exactly what the conditions of the 43 poor households in the village were like, how old they were, and how many children they had. That year, as soon as I entered the house, I had to greet the villagers with enthusiasm and introduce myself, hoping that they would remember me and sincerely hope that I could help them. That year, my earthy face still had collagen and unlimited expectations for grassroots work. That year, I took my first group photo with the villagers. From now on, I knew I could no longer wear brightly colored clothes when taking pictures!

I am 27 years old, my work is uneven, I just let nature take its course and proceed normally. We still go from village to house, make a bed in the fields, and have daily routines. The difference is that I no longer need to introduce myself. As soon as I enter the door, they will say "Xu Qin, you are here again, sit down quickly..." This is recognition and encouragement for me. This year, the walls of our office have been covered with poverty alleviation battle maps. The atmosphere of poverty alleviation has become stronger and stronger, and my sense of mission and responsibility has also increased. This year, we implemented industrial projects, received technical training, and felt the support of the dispatched units for my work. This year, the "July 1" activities have not been very formal, but the oath to join the party is still engraved in my heart. This year, I went through branch and village committee general elections, participated in the whole process, learned a lot, and understood a lot. For the first time, I felt that the right to vote is really sacred, and the people elected by one vote are really important. This year, the 19th National Congress opened, and we went door-to-door to publicize policies. This year, the dilapidated houses have not been renovated. During the rainy season, we still have to go door to door to persuade them to move. This year, we stayed up late for meetings and worked overtime. During the autumn harvest season, in order not to affect the villagers' farm work, home visits often started at 7 or 8 pm, and the meetings usually ended around 11 pm. As a female man, I feel really brave. This year, I organized an office of my own and gained a sense of belonging. This year, tap water was built in the village, and every household finally had tap water.

28 years old, one year of normal progress in work. In addition to my daily work, with everyone's support and help, I held a commendation meeting for civilized households and organized activities for the Double Ninth Festival. I took photos for the old people and left a beautiful memory.

At the age of 29, I think this is the most difficult year for me to work. This year I experienced self-doubt and self-denial. I became acutely aware of the impact my inexperience and indecisiveness had on my work. Although I now think that some problems are beyond my control, in the process, this result may also be caused by my insufficient efforts. This year is the year for our whole village to get rid of poverty. There are many and complicated things. We organize files, visit villages and households to publicize policies. We renovate dilapidated buildings, supervise the progress and ensure quality. We improve the environment and go deep into the villages to ensure cleanliness. We Develop industries, implement photovoltaics, and increase income... This year is a critical year for us. We dare not relax at all. We work late into the night and discuss countermeasures. It is commonplace. This year we had fun and practiced our cooking skills. This year we built an e-commerce workstation and sold Xiaomi live for the first time. This year we worked together and forged a profound friendship.

At the age of 30, after another year of hard work, I calmed down and continued working.

This year, an epidemic broke out suddenly, which put a great test on grassroots work. To win the battle against the epidemic, we must do our best. This year, there was no May Day holiday, and we devoted ourselves to the work of relocation. I deeply understood the difficulty of grassroots cadres, and also deeply understood the difficulty of farmers, and gained a deeper understanding of the countryside. This year is the final year of the poverty alleviation campaign. We also ushered in the important work of the census for poverty alleviation. I participated in the entire process, responded in a timely manner, and successfully completed the census work. This year, we actively responded to consumption poverty alleviation and organized consumption poverty alleviation activities. This year, I still celebrate the Double Ninth Festival with the elders in the village. A cotton-padded coat carries my blessing for their health and longevity.

At the age of 31, the Xihui Village Party Branch was merged with the Chengzhuang Village Party Branch. Suddenly our work seemed to be over... We didn’t seem to know what to do... As the first secretary of poverty alleviation and the resident poverty alleviation work in the village Captain of the team, as we have completely lifted out of poverty and entered a moderately prosperous society, my "poverty alleviation" responsibility has come to an abrupt end. Next is the new mission of rural revitalization...

In the past six years, it seems that I have done something, and it seems like I haven’t done anything, but my youthful years, my efforts and gains, and my polishing and affirmation of my own value are all closely related to these six years.

The past six years have not only been a job for me, but also a vigorous battle with laughter, tears and companionship. The battle is over, the smoke of the beacon fire has dissipated, and what is left behind is a stronger and more determined warrior, and a better self after the traces of time and the accumulation of experience.