The Story Background of Lilac

Used to be a girl from a bad business. 1984 65438+/kloc-0 was born in Taishun Town, Wenzhou City, Zhejiang Province on October 26th. Shortly after landing, his father died. Weak since childhood, he soon became ill. Mother had no choice but to send her to her uncle's house in Dazhou, Sichuan. After hospital examination, Meng Jie had severe pneumonia complicated with abscess. Although he was rescued, his right lung was necrotic.

Since then, my uncle has adopted this little girl from a bad business. I used to call my uncle "Dad" and my aunt "Mom". Every member of this family cares about Meng Jie. I used to take many kinds of medicines every day, which, in his own words, means "taking them barrel by barrel". In this way, it was "barrel by barrel" and raised to 12 years old.

1996 In the summer, my brother, who was studying in other places, went home to see the teacher of his alma mater. When he came back, he was caught in a thunderstorm. My brother called home for an umbrella. When Meng Jie knew this, he rushed into the downpour with an umbrella. I didn't expect this rain to push Meng Jie to the brink of death. That night, I kept coughing. I vomit blood when I cough, and faint when I cough. His family immediately sent Zeng to Chengdu for rescue. His right lung was completely removed and he became a real disabled person.

At that time, Meng Jie was already in junior high school in Dazhou No.1 Middle School, and she fully understood what was going on. I also learned my life story by accident. At first, he was desperate and sad for a long time. After a long time, he looked down on life. I knew I would not live long. Zeng was originally quiet, and spent most of his time wandering in the ocean of books under the careful care of his mother. Meng Jie only goes to school for half a day every day, but his grades are surprisingly good, not for anything else, but for "mom and dad", not for the kindness of raising. As for going to college, Meng Jie said, "You can't pass the physical examination just by this short-lived body. What else can we talk about? " This congenital deficiency often makes her stand on the balcony for a long time, and her sad eyes are always moist.

Especially after the results of routine inspection in Chengdu on August 5th, 2002, Meng Jie became more silent. The chronic disease has affected her heart, and she knows that "that day" will come soon. She heard the ticking of the countdown to life. My parents intend to send Meng Jie to Beijing for treatment, but Meng Jie strongly disagrees. In fact, we all understand Meng Jie's good intentions: I don't want to give this family any more trouble.

In the last few days of her life, Meng Jie couldn't go to school, so she had to stay at home. Hard times are as long as the horizon.

My brother loves my sister very much, and Meng Jie's illness is the biggest pain in my brother's heart. Every time I go home on holiday, my brother is afraid to face my sister's sad eyes. My sister is very talented and caring, but she has no future-Meng Jie is dying.

My brother wants to do something for my sister to forget her illness and death. On September 4th, 2002, my brother bought a computer for Meng Jie with the money he earned from his summer job. My brother told my sister, "There is a colorful world here. Go in and have a look. "

Meng Jie became a netizen. Maybe it's fate. The first time I surfed the Internet, I clicked on the Voice of Blue Sea and Silver Sand Network and came to the famous "Voice of American Literature" recitation hall. There are many reciting artists and lovers here, and many writers and poets also have columns here. Meng Jie fell in love with it at once, and liked the elegant and free atmosphere here.

Meng Jie met Tang Lei by chance. At that time, Tang Lei had graduated from Shandong Institute of Building Materials Industry and was assigned to work in Shenshui Group. Engaged in music creation and performance in his spare time, he is an influential online singer among netizens. 200 1, 10 One day in June, I happened to come to the Voice of American Literature, took a random screen name "Falling Snow and Flying Flowers" and went in. As it happens, Meng Jie was inside, and this screen name immediately caught Meng Jie's attention. Meng Jie thought "Falling Snow and Flying Flowers" was beautiful, and immediately praised it: "The name is so poetic! Lightweight and free and easy, meaning superb! "

Tang Lei was born proud. Maybe he wanted to test his dreams and deliberately asked, "Why? Where is the poetic expression? Where is lightness? Where is morality? "

Meng Jie explained with a smile: "There is a saying in the Song Dynasty that' snow is like plum blossom, plum blossom is like snow, and similarities are different'. From the perspective of flat poetry, falling snow and flying flowers are flat, and the pronunciation is clear and clear, which can shock people's hearts and sounds good! Judging from the meaning of the word, this name is thought-provoking and very kind! "

Tang Lei suddenly froze, half a day back to god. Tang Lei naturally understands that there are many "experts" on the Internet, but he has never analyzed aliases like Meng Jie. Looking at Meng Jie, I want to scream, but I can't find the right words.

Meng Jie once again "spoke": "I like this feeling very much-it's a beautiful scene. A falling snowflake is held in your hand. When you want to look closely, it will turn into a drop of water. It makes people feel palpitation and heartbreak. "

From then on, Meng Jie and Tang Lei became friends who talked about everything. Once, Meng Jie and Tang Lei chatted and talked about her favorite flowers. Meng Jie said he liked lilacs best, but Tang Lei didn't think so. Meng Jie told Tang Lei that this is a kind of purple flower, which is very beautiful and symbolizes love. Soon, Tang Lei said, "Why not give yourself a screen name? Just call it Lilac." This sentence suddenly awakened Meng Jie. In Meng Jie's life, there will always be a dream, in which a beautiful little white horse will appear, calling for herself all the time. Running all the way, a little white horse, brushed the world, bravely trotted to the west in the sunset, and finally the destination was a cemetery full of lilacs. This makes the name "Lilac" suddenly have a sad meaning. Meng Jie likes this name very much.

Since then, Meng Jie has become a lilac with beautiful sadness in the online world. Lilacs became an expectation in Tang Lei's heart. Almost whenever I have time, I come to the Voice of American Literature. When I see lilacs, I have a warm feeling in my heart. But it never occurred to Tang Lei that Lila was a terminally ill patient, a dying life listening to the countdown of her own life. Tang Lei is still joking with Lila, laughing and laughing, which makes Lila laugh happily. In fact, Lilac's smile is reluctant. When the pain was unbearable, cold sweat dripped from Meng Jie's pale face, but she still forced a smile. In fact, Laila fainted in front of the computer many times and coughed up blood on the keyboard many times. Tang Lei also don't understand the meaning of clove, clearly talking, but suddenly cough up, and then inexplicably disappeared. On one occasion, Tang Lei was very unhappy. A record company agreed to sign a contract, but suddenly changed its mind, which made Tang Lei feel "dark and lawless". Tang Lei told Laila a lot of grievances, and finally even asked a dozen "why".

Lilac has been listening to Tang Lei with a smile and said nothing, but sent a poem to Tang Lei called "Grateful for Everything". After reading this poem, it seems that a ray of sunshine passes through the window lattice, and Tang Lei's heart is suddenly enlightened. Suddenly I had the idea of meeting such a wonderful woman as Lilac.

In the later contact, Tang Lei obviously felt that this girl was unusual. When I often call, I suddenly stop talking. Tang Lei waited for a long time, QQ sent countless messages, UC also sent countless messages, but there was still no reply. Meng Jie's QQ and UC have never been offline, and they are still there. Tang Lei vaguely felt that something important had happened. After that, lilacs didn't appear on the internet for a long time, and disappeared inexplicably like a gust of wind. During this period, Tang Lei's singing creation gradually improved. On June 5438- 10, 2003, he represented Shenzhen in the National Campus Music Pioneer Original Song Competition, and also held a concert of his personal works in Shenzhen Yuhua Music Western Restaurant, which has been frequently contacted by record companies.

On June 27th, 2004, at 65438, Lilac suddenly sent a greeting to Tang Lei on the Internet. She was embarrassed to ask where Tang Lei was. At that time, Tang Lei was in Beijing, recording new songs in the studio. "I want to meet you." Tang Lei was surprised and asked where it was. "In the affiliated hospital of Peking University." Lilac is in Beijing? Still in the hospital? A sense of foreboding flooded Tang Lei's mind, and he hurriedly asked, "Are you sick?" "Yes, everything is clear."

Later, Tang Lei learned that Lilac had come to Beijing to find herself. I didn't agree with my parents to send them to Beijing for treatment. Later, I heard that Tang Lei went to Beijing to record songs, so I obeyed my parents' wishes. In fact, when I arrived in Beijing, I just wanted to see Tang Lei for myself in the last few days of my life. Meeting in a room full of lilacs, no hugs, no intimate greetings, no shyness of falling in love at first sight, just like an old friend reunited after a long separation. Lavender hung on her pale face.

A faint smile, beautiful eyes, clear eyes. Tang Lei looked at Lila with mixed feelings. He had a thousand words in his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

Laila's mother quietly told Tang Lei that Laila was dying, and the doctor gave a critical notice, and death came in these days. Looking at Lila's smiling face and clear eyes, Tang Lei felt a pain in his heart. As if talking to herself, Laila comforted Tang Lei: "I have long been not afraid of death. Today, everything is like water. I will go to heaven because I have your blessing and your song. " This sentence made Tang Lei burst into tears.

In the next few days, Tang Lei went to the hospital to visit Laila as soon as he was free. At that time, I was planning my first album, and many plans were not ideal, especially the title song of the album had never been made, and I was so busy. Laila is very distressed by Tang Lei and worried about Tang Lei. Monjeto's father went to the bookstore to buy many books, hoping to provide some inspiration for Tang Lei. One day, Meng Jie found a story in a couplet book. After reading it, she was very excited and called Tang Lei at once. Tell the story in the book: In ancient times, a young scholar fell in love with a shopkeeper's daughter on his way to Beijing to catch the exam, and they hit it off. I didn't expect the shopkeeper to scold her daughter for ruining the family style. The girl cried and said that they really loved each other and asked her father for help, but the shopkeeper refused. The girl was strong-willed and died immediately. The shopkeeper regretted it and buried his daughter on the back hillside. Soon, the girl's grave was covered by it.

A lush lilac tree, full of flowers, exudes fragrance. The scholar was surprised and watered the flowers every day, never stopping, accompanied by lilacs for life. When Lilac finished this story, she burst into tears: "Just focus on sadness and beauty, borrow flowers to conceive people, and accompany them with acoustic guitars to show' melancholy'? , performance' dream'? , showing' feelings'? ..... In fact, simplicity is the best. " This sentence made Tang Lei wake up from a rude awakening. Yes, simplicity is the highest state. How nice it is to have an acoustic guitar, a campus folk song and a sad story! Tang Lei was so excited that he grabbed Lila's hand and shouted, "You know me, Lila! The title song of this album is Lilac. Be sure to write it for you. "

In the long night, Tang Lei forced himself to calm down with a bright and lonely lamp. The communication with lilac is as clear and broken as black and white film, and it is impossible to imagine a girl's mood when she "hears the ticking of the life clock". Life should be bright for her, but she can only smile, calm, and even greet death a little casually. Thinking about thinking, Tang Lei's tears rolled down again and again.

At dawn, Tang Lei was full of passion. I wrote a beautiful and sad poem "Lilacs" in one go: you said that you love Lilacs the most/because your name is it/what a melancholy flower/sentimental person/when the flowers wither/when the picture is frozen/what a delicate flower/but you can't escape the stormy life/how many beautiful dreams have turned into/so I came in a hurry/left me a lifelong concern/that grave. Dan/Do you hear someone singing your favorite ballad? /How many troubles between cities/Don't worry anymore/The days are full of lilacs/The most beautiful flowers are blooming/I am here to accompany her/protect her for life.

The warm winter sun shone into the ward, and Tang Lei gently plucked the strings to sing for lilacs, touching each other's hearts. At that moment, the music calmed the sadness. "Lilac" was quickly recorded successfully, and the simple orchestration captured the hearts of the audience. Tang Lei put this song on the Internet, and it immediately became a hit. At that time, the whole Internet was lilacs, and "lilacs" became popular in China.

When singing this song, the time came to February 2004 14. That night, the lilac in the hospital bed went into shock many times. Somehow, I heard the ticking of the life clock again. Lilac knows that when tomorrow morning comes, the fresh sun is no longer her own. It turned out that she promised to let Tang Lei hold his hand to see the lilacs in the western hills of Beijing. The sound of lilacs blooming is the most spiritual song in the world. But it can't wait. That night, after a severe cough, a little blood was sprayed on the sheets. Lilac felt dark and weak, and sweat streamed down her pale face. rush at

Tang Lei said, "... I have no strength ... I can't hold on, forgive me ..." Then she closed her eyes. There is no wind outside the window, and the whole world seems silent. The moonlight is desolate, and the elegant little white horse in the dream growls and rushes to the cemetery full of lilacs. Lilac once said that she would write a lyric for Tang Lei's album. It was a love song, but she left in a hurry before she started writing. Before the funeral, Tang Lei wanted to touch Laila's beautiful face and comb her hair. When he finally stared at the lilac, he found a crystal tear in the corner of her eye. ......

"Lilac, my album will be published soon. It's called lilac. Can you hear it in heaven? "